haal-e-dil meri dilruba tum khoobsurat ho soorat se nahin seerat se mujhe tumhaari seerat se muhabbat hai isi li.e seerat ka jaanta hooñ sharm dahshat pareshaani jinhen sukhnavaron kaviyaan ne ishq kii lazzat bataaya hai filhaal ye mere darmiyaañ aa rahe hain bahaal meri chahten tumhaare nafs men dhadkati hain zinda rahtii hain maine tumhein dekha hai dekhte hue mujhe chahte hue mujhe sochte hue aur mere li.e pareshaan hote hue vaise chaahat ho to kehna laazmi hota hai zaroori hota hai lekin ishq kii qaaynaat men lafz KHaamosh rahte hain aur nigaahein baat kar letii hain mujhe pata hai ek din tum meri nigahon se baat kar logi pooch logi aur tumhein javaab milega haan main bhi chahta hooñ khoob chahta hooñ vaise main bhi apne nagmon apni ghazlon men muhabbat khoob likhta hooñ haalaanki sadaqat ye hai ki main bhi kehne men khauf khaata hooñ vaise bura na maanna ki maine tumse kabhi izhaar nahin kiya soch lena ki theory aur practical men farq hota hai khairab jo meraa maujooda haal hai vo ye hai ki aa.e din dil aur dimaagh mas'ala khada kar dete hain dil kahtaa hai tum khoobsurat ho dimaagh kahtaa hai manzil pe ikhtiyaar karo bahaal tum khoobsurat ho tum ziyaada khoobsurat ho tum sabse ziyaada khoobsurat ho tum hi khoobsurat ho

meri dastaan vo din bhi kitne ajeeb the jab ham dono qareeb the shabab-e-hizr na tu na main sab apne-apne naseeb the tu hi meri duniya thii main hi teraa jahaan tha mujhe tere hone ka gurur tha tujhe mere hone par gumaan tha tere saath bitaaye the woh din vo raate kitnii haseen thius kamre men thii jannat saari ek bistar par hi zameen thii teri god men sar rakhkar main gazle apni sunaata tha tu sunkar shayari so jaati thii main teri khushbu men kho jaata tha meri kaamyaabi ki khabren sun mujhse zyaada jhooma karti thii vo bewajah baaton-baaton men meraa maatha chooma karti thii meri har pareshaani men woh meri hamdard thii,हमसाया thius se badhkar kuchh na tha bas vahii ek sarmaaya thii mulaqaat na ho to kahti thii main kaise aaj so paaoongi mujhe gale laga kar kahti thii main tumse juda na ho paaoongi ik aaina thii woh meraa usse kuchh bhi nahin chhupa tha har cheez jaanti thii meri meraa sab kuchh use pata tha yaar vahii chehre hain apne vahii ehsaas dil men hai phir kyuuñ dooriyaan badh si gaii kyuuñ rishte aaj mushkil men hai kaii sawaal hain dil men ek-ek karke sab sunogi kya main shuroo karta hooñ shuroo se ab sabka javaab dogi kya kyuuñ lautaa dii angu thii mujhe kyuuñ badal ga.e sab iraade tere kya hua teri sab kasmon ka ab kahaan ga.e sab vaade tere tere in mehn dii waale haathon men kisi or ka ab naam hain ik haadsa hain mere li.e ye maana tere li.e inaam hain apne hijr ki vo pahli raat tab khayal to meraa aaya hogaa aayi hogii sab yaaden puraani meri baaton ne bhi rulaaya hogaa jaise mujh men koi cheekh raha hain meri rooh-rooh tak so rahi hain main apni daastaan likh raha hooñ aur meri shayari ro rahi hain bas yahii iltijaa hain KHuda se koi itnaa bhi pyaara na bane kaii sooraten ho saamne nazar ke par koi hamaara na bane

kyuuñ hai tum nahin ho yahaañ par phir bhi tumhaare hone ka ehsaas kyuuñ hai kuchh hai nahin mere haath men phir bhi kuchh hone ki ye aas kyuuñ hai badi hairaani hai mujhe ki vo door hokar bhi itnaa paas kyuuñ hai sabne kaha ki vo to paraaya hai vo paraaya hokar bhi itnaa khaas kyuuñ hai j itnaa vo door hai mujhse vo utna hi mujh...ko raas kyuuñ hai baitha hooñ bilkul ekaant men main phir bhi kaanon men uski aawaaz kyuuñ hai khul ke nahin kahti vo kuchh bhi uski aankhoñ men itne raaz kyuuñ hain basi hai dil men vo mere ye meraa dil uskaa aavaas kyuuñ hai us..ko nahin bhula saka main ye uske naam ki har shvaas kyuuñ hai poori kaaynaat uski yaad dilaati hai ye tan-man men uskaa vaas kyuuñ hai vo meri hui nahin hai abhii us..ko khone ke dar se man itnaa badhavaas kyuuñ hai dooriyaan likhi hain jaise darmiyaan meraa naseeb mujhse itnaa naaraaz kyuuñ hai aise shabd kahaan se laaun ki vo samjhe jo gar na samjha paa.e to phir aise alfaaz kyuuñ hain rah to raha hooñ apne nivaas men uske bin lagta ye vanvaas kyuuñ hai gar mil bhi jaa.e sampatti saari duniya ki magar vo saath nahin to phir ye bhogvilaas kyuuñ hai sote hi uske khwaabon men aur jaagte hi uske khyaalon men kaise bhi uskaa ho jaane ki itni pyaas kyuuñ hai jaltee hain ye nazren ab meri in nainon ko har waqt teri talash kyuuñ hai haalaat kah rahe hain ki ye mumkin nahin phir bhi tum pukaarogi ek din mujhe itnaa vishwas kyuuñ hai ab bhi nahin samjhi kyuuñ hai tumhaari bahut yaad aati hai tum bin raha nahin jaata bas baat kuchh yoon hai tumse bepanaah mohabbat thii hai aur rahegi ye satya jyon ka tyon hai kyuuñ hai

ek saheli ki naseehat tum akeli nahin ho saheli jise apne veeraan ghar ko sajaana tha aur ek shayar ke lafzon ko sach maankar uski pooja men din kaatne the tumse pahle bhi aisa hi ik KHvaab jhooti tasalli men jaañ de chuka hai tumhein bhi vo ek din kahega ki vo tumse pahle kisi ko zabaan de chuka hai vo to shayar hai aur saaf zaahir hai shayar hawa ki hatheli pe likkhi hui vo paheli hai jisne abad aur azal ke dareechon ko uljha diya hai vo to shayar hai shayar tamannaa ke sehra men raman karne vaala hiran hai shobda saaz subh ki pahli kiran hai adbagah-e-ulfat ka memaar hai vo to shayar hai shayar ko bas fikr-e-lauh-e-kalam hai use koi dukh hai kisi ka na gham hai vo to shayar hai shayar ko kya khauf marne se shayar to KHud shehsawaar-e-ajl hai use kis tarah taal saka hai koi ke vo to atal hai main use jaanti hooñ vo samandar ki vo lehar hai jo kinaare se waapas palatte hue meri khurduri adiyon par lagii ret bhi aur mujhe bhi baha le gaya vo mere junglon ke darakhton pe baithi hui shahad ki makkhiyaan bhi uda le gaya usne mere badan ko chhua aur meri haddiyon se vo naz men kashee dii jinhen padh ke main kaanp uthatii hooñ aur sochti hooñ ki ye mas'ala dilbari ka nahin KHuda ki qasam kha ke kahti hooñ vo jo bhi kahtaa rahe vo kisi ka nahin saheli tum meri baat maano tum use jaanti hi nahin vo khuda-e-sipah-e-sukhan hai aur tum ek patthar pe naakhun. se likhi hui usii ki hi ek nazm ho

nazm bebasi tere saath guzare dinon kii koii ek dhundli sii tasveer jab bhi kabhi saamne aayegi to ha men ek dua thaamne aayegi budhape kii gahraaiyon men utarte hue teri belaus baanhon ke ghere nahin bhool paayenge ham hamko tere tavassut se hanste hue jo mile the vo chehre nahin bhool paayenge ham tere pahluu men lete huoon ka ajab qarb hai jo raat bhar apni veeraan aankhoñ se tujhe takte the aur tere shaadaab shaanon pe sir rakh ke marne kii KHvaahish men jeete rahe par tere lams ka koii ishaara muyassar nahin tha magar is jahaan ka koii ek hissa unhen tere bistar se behtar nahin tha par mohabbat ko is sab se koii ilaaka nahin tha ek dukh to ham bahaal ham apne seenon men le ke marengay ki hamne mohabbat ke daave ki.e tere maathe par sindoor taanka nahin isse kya fark padta hai door hain tujhse ya paas hain hamko koii aadmi to nahin ham to ehsaas hain jo rahe to hamesha rahenge aur ga.e to mud kar waapis nahin aayenge

December mujhe raas aata nahin kaii saal guzre kaii saal beete shab-o-roz ki gardishon ka tasalsul dil-o-jaan men saanson ki parten ulte hue zalzalon ki tarah haanfata hai chatkhte hue KHvaab aankhoñ ki naazuk ragein chheeltay hain magar main ik saal ki god men jaagti subh ko be-karaanchahton se ati zindagi ki dua de kar ab tak vahii justuju ka safar kar raha hoon guzarta hua saal jaisa bhi guzra magar saal ke aakhiri din nihaayat kathin hain mire milne waalo naye saal ki muskuraati hui subh gar haath aa.e to milnaa ki jaate hue saal ki saaton men ye bujhta hua dil dhadakta to hai muskurata nahin december mujhe raas aata nahin

mujhe ab dar nahin lagta kisi ke door jaane se ta'alluq toot jaane se kisi ke maan jaane se kisi ke rooth jaane se mujhe ab dar nahin lagta kisi ko aazmaane se kisi ke aazmaane se kisi ko yaad rakhne se kisi ko bhool jaane se mujhe ab dar nahin lagta kisi ko chhod dene se kisi ke chhod jaane sena shama' ko jalane sena shama' ko bujhaane se mujhe ab dar nahin lagta akelaa muskuraane se kabhi aañsu bahaane sena is saare zamaane se haqeeqat se fasaane se mujhe ab dar nahin lagta kisi kii na-rasaai se kisi kii paarsaai se kisi kii be-vafaaii se kisi dukh intihaai se mujhe ab dar nahin lagtana to is paar rahne sena to us paar rahne sena apni zindagaani sena ik din maut aane se mujhe ab dar nahin lagta