yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

chaand sitaare phool parinde shaam savera ek taraf saari duniya uskaa charba uskaa chehra ek taraf vo ladhkar bhi so jaa.e to uskaa maatha choomun main usse muhabbat ek taraf hai usse jhagda ek taraf jis shay par vo ungli rakh de us..ko vo dilwaani hai uski khushiyaan sab se awwal sasta mehnga ek taraf zaKHmon par marham lagwao lekin uske haathon se chaarasaazi ek taraf hai uskaa choona ek taraf saari duniya jo bhi bole sab kuchh shor sharaaba hai sab ka kehna ek taraf hai uskaa kehna ek taraf usne saari duniya maangi maine us..ko maanga hai uske sapne ek taraf hai meraa sapna ek taraf

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

ab vo toofan hai na vo shor hawaon jaisa dil ka aalam hai tere baa'd khalaao jaisa kaash duniya mere ehsaas ko waapas kar de KHaamushi ka vahii andaaz sadaaon jaisa paas rah kar bhi hamesha vo bahut door milaus ka andaaz-e-taghaful tha khudaon jaisa kitnii shiddat se bahaaron ko tha ehsaas-e-ma'aal phool khil kar bhi raha zard khizaaon jaisa kya qayaamat hai ki duniya use sardaar kahe jis ka andaaz-e-sukhan bhi ho gadaaon jaisa phir teri yaad ke mausam ne jagaae mahshar phir mere dil men utha shor hawaon jaisa baarha KHvaab men pa kar mujhe pyaasa mohsinus kii zulfon ne kiya rak's ghataon jaisa

jab se us ne shahar ko chhodaa har rastaa sunsaan hua apna kya hai saare shahar ka ik jaisa nuksaan hua ye dil ye aaseb ki nagri maskan sochun vahmon ka soch raha hooñ is nagri men tu kab se mehmaan hua sehra ki munh-zor hawaaein auron se mansoob hui muft men ham aawaara thehre muft men ghar veeraan hua mere haal pe hairat kaisi dard ke tanhaa mausam men patthar bhi ro padte hain insaan to phir insaan hua itni der men ujde dil par kitne mahshar beet ga.e jitni der men tujh ko pa kar khone ka imkaan hua kal tak jis ke gird tha raksaan ik amboh sitaaron ka aaj usii ko tanhaa pa kar main to bahut hairaan hua us ke zakham chhupa kar rakhiye KHud us shaKHs ki nazaron seus se kaisa shikwa kijeye vo to abhii naadaan hua jin ashkon ki feeki lau ko ham be-kaar samjhte the un ashkon se kitna raushan ik tareek makaan hua yuñ bhi kam-aamez tha mohsin vo is shahar ke logon men lekin mere saamne aa kar aur bhi kuchh anjaan hua

naya hai shahar naye aasre talash karoon tu kho gaya hai kahaan ab tujhe talash karoon jo dasht men bhi jalate the fasl-e-gul ke charaaghh main shahar men bhi vahii aable talash karoon tu aks hai to kabhi meri chashm-e-tar men utar tire li.e main kahaan aaine talash karoon tujhe hawas ki aawaargi ka ilm kahaan kabhi main tujh ko tire saamne talash karoon ghazal kahooñ kabhi saada se khat likhoon us ko udaas dil ke li.e mashghale talash karoon mire vujood se shaayad mile suraagh tira kabhi main KHud ko tire vaaste talash karoon main chup rahoon kabhi be-wajh hañs padhoon mohsin use ganwa ke ajab hausale talash karoon

ab ye sochun to bhanwar zehan men pad jaate hain kaise chehre hain jo milte hi bichhad jaate hain kyun tire dard ko den tohmat-e-veeraani-e-dil zalzalon men to bhare shahar ujad jaate hain mausam-e-zard men ik dil ko bachaaun kaise aisi rut men to ghane ped bhi jhad jaate hain ab koi kya mire qadmon ke nishaan dhundega tez aandhi men to khe men bhi ukhad jaate hain shagl-e-arbaab-e-hunar poochte kya ho ki ye log pattharon men bhi kabhi aaine jad jaati hain soch ka aaina dhundla ho to phir vaqt ke saath chaand chehron ke khud-o-khaal bigad jaate hain shiddat-e-gham men bhi zinda hooñ to hairat kaisi kuchh diye tund hawaon se bhi lad jaate hain vo bhi kya log hain mohsin jo vafaa ki khaatir khud-taraashida usoolon pe bhi ad jaate hain

ye dil ye paagal dil mira kyun bujh gaya aawaargi is dasht men ik shahar tha vo kya hua aawaargi kal shab mujhe be-shakl ki awaaz ne chauka diya main ne kaha tu kaun hai us ne kaha aawaargi logon bhala is shahar men kaise jiyeenge ham jahaan ho jurm tanhaa sochna lekin saza aawaargi ye dard ki tanhaaiyaan ye dasht ka veeraan safar ham log to ukta ga.e apni suna aawaargi ik ajnabi jhonke ne jab poocha mire gham ka sabab sehra ki bheegi ret par main ne likha aawaargi us samt wahshi khwahishon ki zad men paimaan-e-wafaus samt lehron ki dhamak kaccha ghada aawaargi kal raat tanhaa chaand ko dekha tha main ne KHvaab men mohsin mujhe raas aayegi shaayad sadaa aawaargi