yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

mere bas men nahin varna qudrat ka likha hua kaatta tere hisse men aa.e bure din koi doosra kaatta laariyon se zyaada bahaav tha tere har ik lafz men main ishaara nahin kaat saka teri baat kya kaatta maine bhi zindagi aur shab e hijr kaatee hai sabki tarah vaise behtar to ye tha ke main kam se kam kuchh naya kaatta tere hote hue mombatti bujhaai kisi aur ne kya khushi rah gayi thii janmdin ki main cake kya kaatta koi bhi to nahin jo mere bhookhe rahne pe naaraz ho jail men teri tasveer hoti to hanskar saza kaatta

yaad ke sehra men kuchh to zindagi aa.e nazar sochta hooñ ab banaa luun ret se hi koi ghar kis qadar yaaden ubhar aayi hain tere naam se ek patthar feknne se pad ga.e kitne bhanwar vaqt ke andhe kuein men pal rahi hai zindagi ai mire husn-e-takhayyul baam se neeche utar tu aseer-e-aabroo-e-sheva-e-pindaar-e-husn main giraftaar-e-nigaah-e-zindagi-e-mukhtasar zabt ke qarye men amjad dekhiye kaise kate soch ki sooni sadak par yaad ka lamba safar

parde men laakh phir bhi numoodaar kaun hai hai jis ke dam se garmi-e-baazaar kaun hai vo saamne hai phir bhi dikhaai na de sake mere aur us ke beech ye deewaar kaun hai baagh-e-wafaa men ho nahin saka ye faisla sayyaad yaa pe kaun girftaar kaun hai maana nazar ke saamne hai be-shumaar dhund hai dekhna ki dhund ke is paar kaun hai kuchh bhi nahin hai paas pe rehta hai phir bhi KHush sab kuchh hai jis ke paas vo bezaar kaun hai yuñ to dikhaai dete hain asraar har taraf khulta nahin ki saahib-e-asraar kaun hai amjad alag si aap ne khuli hai jo dukaaan jins-e-hunar ka yaa ye khareedaar kaun hai

na aasmaañ se na dushman ke zor o zar se hua ye mojza to mire dast-e-be-hunar se hua qadam utha hai to paanv tale zameen hi nahin safar ka ranj ha men khwaahish-e-safar se hua main bheeg bheeg gaya aarzoo ki baarish men vo aks aks men taqseem chashm-e-tar se hua siyaahi shab ki na chehron pe aa gaii ho kahii sehar ka khauf ha men aainon ke dar se hua koi chale to zameen saath saath chalti hai ye raaz ham pe ayaan gard-e-rahguzar se hua tire badan ki mahak hi na thii to kya rukte guzar hamaara kaii baar yuñ to ghar se hua kahaan pe soye the amjad kahaan khuliin aañkhen gumaan qafas ka ha men apne baam-o-dar se hua

bheed men ik ajnabi ka saamna achha laga sab se chhup kar vo kisi ka dekhna achha laga sur main aankhoñ ke neeche phool se khilne lage kahte kahte kuchh kisi ka sochna achha laga baat to kuchh bhi nahin theen lekin us ka ek dam haath ko honton pe rakh kar rokna achha laga chaai men cheeni milaana us ghadi bhaaya bahut zer-e-lab vo muskurata shukriya achha laga dil men kitne ahd baandhe the bhulaane ke use vo mila to sab iraade todna achha laga be-iraada lams ki vo sansanee pyaari lagii kam tavajjoh aankh ka vo dekhna achha laga neem-shab ki khaamoshi men bheegti sadkon pe kal teri yaadon ke jilau men ghoomna achha laga is adoo-e-jaan ko amjad main bura kaise kahooñ jab bhi aaya saamne vo be-vafa achha laga

auron ka tha bayaan to mauj sadaa rahe KHud umr bhar aseer-e-lab-e-muddaa rahe misl-e-habaab behr-e-gham-e-haadsaat men ham zer-e-baar-e-minnat-e-aab-o-hawaa rahe ham us se apni baat ka maange agar javaab lehron ka pech-o-kham vo khada dekhta rahe aaya to apni aankh bhi apni na ban saki ham sochte the us se kabhi saamna rahe gulshan men the to rounaq-e-rang-e-chaman bane jungle men ham amanat-e-baad-e-saba rahe surkhi bane to khun-e-shaheedaan ka rang the raushan hue to mash'al-e-raah-e-baqa rahe amjad dar-e-nigaar pe dastak hi deejie is be-karaan sukoot men kuchh ghalghala rahe