yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

vo be-vafa hai to kya mat kaho bura us ko ki jo hua so hua khush rakhe khudaa us ko nazar na aa.e to us kii talash men rahna kahiiñ mile to palat kar na dekhna us ko vo saada-khuu tha zamaane ke kham samajhta kya hawa ke saath chala le udii hawa us ko vo apne baare men kitna hai khush-gumaañ dekho jab us ko main bhi na dekhooñ to dekhna us ko abhii se jaana bhi kya us kii kam-khayaalii par abhii to aur bahut hogaa sochna us ko use ye dhun ki mujhe kam se kam udaas rakhe mirii du'aa ki khudaa de ye hausla us ko panaah dhoondh rahi hai shab-e-giraftaa-dil koii batao mire ghar ka raasta us ko ghazal men tazkira us ka na kar naseer ki ab bhula chuka vo tujhe tu bhi bhool ja us ko

kaise usne ye sab kuchh mujhse chhupkar badla chehra badla rastaa badla baad men ghar badla main uske baare men ye kahtaa tha logon se meraa naam badal dena vo shaKHs agar badla vo bhi KHush tha usne dil dekar dil maanga hai main bhi KHush hooñ maine patthar se patthar badla maine kaha kya meri khaatir KHud ko badloge aur phir usne nazren badlein aur number badla

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

vo mujh ko kya bataana chahta hai jo duniya se chhupaana chahta hai mujhe dekho ki main us ko hi chaahoon jise saara zamaana chahta hai qalam karna kahaan hai us ka mansha vo meraa sar jhukaana chahta hai shikaayat ka dhuaan aankhoñ se dil tak ta'alluq toot jaana chahta hai taqaza vaqt ka kuchh bhi ho ye dil vahii qissa puraana chahta hai

andhera zehan ka samt-e-safar jab khone lagta hai kisi ka dhyaan aata hai ujaala hone lagta hai vo jitni door ho utna hi meraa hone lagta hai magar jab paas aata hai to mujh se khone lagta hai kisi ne rakh diye mamta-bhare do haath kya sar par mire andar koi bachcha bilak kar rone lagta hai mohabbat chaar din ki aur udaasi zindagi bhar ki yahii sab dekhta hai aur kabeera rone lagta hai samjhte hi nahin naadaan kai din ki hai milkiiyyat paraaye kheton pe apnon men jhagda hone lagta hai ye dil bach kar zamaane bhar se chalna chahe hai lekin jab apni raah chaltaa hai akela hone lagta hai

rang be-rang hon KHushboo ka bharosa jaa.e mirii aankhoñ se jo duniya tujhe dekha jaa.e ham ne jis raah ko chhodaa phir use chhod diya ab na jaayenge udhar chahe zamaana jaa.e main ne muddat se koi KHvaab nahin dekha hai haath rakh de mirii aankhoñ pe ki neend aa jaa.e main gunaahon ka taraf-daar nahin hooñ phir bhi raat ko din ki nigaahon se na dekha jaa.e kuchh badi sochon men ye sochen bhi shaamil hain waseem kis bahaane se koi shahar jalaya jaa.e

kya bataaun kaisa KHud ko dar-b-dar main ne kiya umr-bhar kis kis ke hisse ka safar main ne kiya tu to nafrat bhi na kar paayega is shiddat ke saath jis bala ka pyaar tujh se be-KHabar main ne kiya kaise bacchon ko bataaun raaston ke pech-o-kham zindagi-bhar to kitaabon ka safar main ne kiya kis ko furqat thii ki batlaata tujhe itni si baat KHud se kya bartaav tujh se chhoot kar main ne kiya chand jazbaati se rishton ke bachaane ko waseem kaisa kaisa jabr apne aap par main ne kiya

kahaan savaab kahaan kya azaab hota hai mohabbaton men kab itnaa hisaab hota hai bichhad ke mujh se tum apni kashish na kho dena udaas rahne se chehra KHaraab hota hai use pata hi nahin hai ki pyaar ki baazi jo haar jaa.e vahii kaamyaab hota hai jab us ke paas ganwaane ko kuchh nahin hota to koi aaj ka izzat-maab hota hai jise main likhta hooñ aise ki KHud hi padh paanv kitaab-e-zeest men aisa bhi baab hota hai bahut bharosa na kar lena apni aankhoñ par dikhaai deta hai jo kuchh vo KHvaab hota hai