baat aisi hai aisa tha pahle dard hone pe rota tha pahle jaise chahe vo khela karta tha main kisi ka khilauna tha pahle tujhpe kitna bharosa karta tha KHud pe kitna bharosa tha pahle aakhiri raaste pe chalne ko pair usne uthaya tha pahle ab to tasveer tak nahin banti main to paikar banata tha pahle raushni aayi jab jala koi sabki aankhoñ pe parda tha pahle ginti peeche se ki gayi varna meraa number to pehla tha pahle

phir mirii yaad aa rahi hogii phir vo deepak bujha rahi hogii phir mire facebook pe aa kar vo KHud ko banner banaa rahi hogii apne bete ka choom kar maatha mujh ko teeka laga rahi hogii phir usii ne use chhua hogaa phir usii se nibha rahi hogii jism chadar sa bich gaya hogaa rooh silvat hata rahi hogii phir se ik raat kat gaii hogii phir se ik raat aa rahi hogii

jhuk ke chaltaa hooñ ki qad uske barabar na lage doosra ye ki use raah men thokar na lage ye tere saath ta'alluq ka badaa faayda hai aadmi ho bhi to auqaat se baahar na lage neem tareek sa maahol hai darkaar mujhe aisa maahol jahaan aankh lage dar na lage maaoon ne choomna hote hain burida sar bhius se kehna ki koi zakham jabeen par na lage ye talabgaar nigaahon ke taqaze har soo koi to aisi jagah ho jo mujhe ghar na lage ye jo aaina hai dekhooñ to khala dikhta hai is jagah kuchh bhi na lagwaaoon to behtar na lage tum ne chhodaa to kisi aur se takraaoonga. main kaise mumkin hai ki andhe ka kahii sar na lage

seena dahak raha ho to kya chup rahe koi kyun cheekh cheekh kar na gala chheel le koi saabit hua sukoon-e-dil-o-jaan kahii nahin rishton men dhoondhta hai to dhoonda kare koi tark-e-taalluqaat koi mas'ala nahin ye to vo raasta hai ki bas chal pade koi deewaar jaanta tha jise main vo dhool thii ab mujh ko e'timaad ki daawat na de koi main KHud ye chahta hooñ ki haalaat hooñ KHaraab mere KHilaaf zahar ugalta phire koi ai shaKHs ab to mujh ko s abhii kuchh qubool hai ye bhi qubool hai ki tujhe cheen le koi haan theek hai main apni ana ka mareez hooñ aaKHir mere mizaaj men kyun dakhl de koi ik shaKHs kar raha hai abhii tak vafaa ka zikr kaash us zabaan-daraaz ka munh noch le koi

tumhein bas yah bat aanaa chahta hooñ main tumse kya chhup aanaa chahta hooñ kabhi mujhse bhi koi jhooth bolo main haan men haan mil aanaa chahta hooñ adaakaari bada dukh de rahi hai main sachmuch muskurana chahta hooñ ameeri ishq ki tumko mubarak main bas kh aanaa kam aanaa chahta hooñ main saare shahar ki baisakhiyon ko tere dar par nachana chahta hooñ mujhe tumse bichadna hi padega main tumko yaad aanaa chahta hooñ

hai khird-man dii yahii ba-hosh deewaana rahe hai vahii apna ki jo apne se begaana rahe kufr se ye iltijaaein kar raha hooñ baar baar jaaun to kaa'ba magar rukh soo-e-may-khaana rahe sham-e-sozaan kuchh khabar bhi hai tujhe o mast-e-gham husn-e-mahfil hai jabhi jab tak ki parwaana rahe zakhm-e-dil ai zakhm-e-dil naasoor kyun banta nahin lutf to jab hai ki afsaane men afsaana rahe ham ko waiz ka bhi dil rakhna hai saaqi ka bhi dil ham to tauba kar ke bhi paaband-e-may-khaana rahe aakhirsh kab tak raheingi husn ki naadaaniyaañ husn se poochho ki kab tak ishq deewaana rahe faiz-e-raah-e-ishq hai ya faiz-e-jazb-e-ishq hai ham to manzil pa ke bhi manzil se begaana rahe may-kade men ham duaaein kar rahe hain baar baar is taraf bhi chashm-e-mast-e-peer-e-may-khaana rahe aaj to saaqi se ye bahzaad ne baandha hai ahd lab pe tauba ho magar haathon men paimaana rahe

KHuda ko dhundh raha tha kahii KHuda na mila zahe-naseeb ki bande ko muddaa na mila nigaah-e-shauq men be-nooriyon ka rang badha nigaah-e-shauq ko jab koi doosra na mila ham apni be-khudi-e-shauq par nisaar rahe khu dii ko Dhoondh liya jab ha men KHuda na mila tumhaari bazm men lab khol kar hua KHaamosh vo bad-naseeb jise koi aasraa na mila har ek zarre men main KHud to aa raha tha nazar ajeeb baat tumhaara kahii pata na mila bas ik sukoon hi ham ko na mil sakaa ta-umr wagarana tere tasadduq men ham ko kya na mila tiri nigaah-e-mohabbat-nawaaz hi ki qasam ki aaj tak to ha men tujh sa doosra na mila tira jamaal fazaaon men muntashir tha magar nigaah-e-shauq ko phir bhi tira pata na mila hazaar thokren khaaiin hazaar soo bahzaad jahaan-e-husn men koi bhi ba-wafa na mila

mohabbat mustaqil kaif-aafareen maaloom hoti hai khalish dil men jahaan par thii wahin maaloom hoti hai tire jalvo se takra kar nahin maaloom hoti hai nazar bhi ek mauj-e-tah-nasheen maaloom hoti hai nukush-e-paa ke sadqe bandagi-ishq ke qurbaan mujhe har samt apni hi jabeen maaloom hoti hai mirii rag rag men yuñ to daudti hai ishq ki bijli kahii zaahir nahin hoti kahii maaloom hoti hai ye ejaz-e-nazar kab hai ye kab hai husn ki kaavish haseen jo cheez hoti hai haseen maaloom hoti hai umeedein tod de mire dil-e-muztar khuda-haafiz zabaan-e-husn par ab tak nahin maaloom hoti hai use kyun may-kada kahtaa hai batla de mire saaqi yahaañ ki sar-zameen khuld-e-bareen maaloom hoti hai are ai chaara-gar haan haan khalish tu jis ko kahtaa hai ye shay dil men nahin dil ke qareen maaloom hoti hai kisi ke paa-e-naazuk par jhuki hai aur nahin uthatii mujhe bahzaad ye apni jabeen maaloom hoti hai

kya ye bhi main batla doon tu kaun hai main kya hooñ tu jaan-e-tamaasha hai main mahv-e-tamaasha hooñ tu baais-e-hasti hai main haasil-e-hasti hooñ tu khaaliq-ulfitna hai aur main tira banda hooñ jab tak na mila tha tu ai fitna-e-do-aalam jab dard se ghaafil tha ab dard ki duniya hooñ kuchh farq nahin tujh men aur mujh men koi lekin tu aur kisi ka hai bedard main teraa hooñ muddat hui kho baitha sarmaaya-e-taskin main ab to tiri furqat men din raat tadpata hooñ armaan nahin koi go dil men mire lekin allah ri majboori majboor-e-tamanna hooñ bahzaad'-e-hazin mujh par ik kaif sa taari hai ab ye mira aalam hai hansta hooñ na rota hooñ

dil miraa teraa taab-e-farmaan hai kya karoon ab teraa kufr hi miraa eemaan hai kya karoon ba-hosh hooñ magar miraa daaman hai chaak chaak aalam ye dekh dekh ke hairaan hai kya karoon har tarah ka sukoon hai har tarah ka hai kaif phir bhi ye miraa qalb pareshaan hai kya karoon kahtaa nahin hooñ aur zamaana hai ba-khabar chehre se dil ka haal numayaan hai kya karoon daaman karoon na chaak ye mumkin to hai magar muztar har ek taar-e-garebaan hai kya karoon saada sa ik varq hooñ kitaab-e-hayaat ka hasrat se ab na ab koi armaan hai kya karoon har samt pa raha hooñ vahii rang-e-dil-fareb haathon men kufr ke miraa eemaan hai kya karoon daaghoon ka qalb-e-zaar se mumkin to hai ilaaj un ke hi dam se dil men charaaghaan hai kya karoon ik be-wafa ke vaaste se sab kuchh luta diya bahzaad ab na deen na eemaan hai kya karoon