yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

teri mushkil na badaaunga chala jaaunga ashk aankhoñ men chhupaaunga chala jaaunga apni dahleez pe kuchh der pada rahne de jaise hi hosh men aaunga chala jaaunga KHvaab lene koi aa.e ki na aa.e koi main to awaaz lagaauñga chala jaaunga chand yaaden mujhe bacchon ki tarah pyaari hain unko seene se lagaauñga chala jaaunga muddaton baad main aaya hooñ purane ghar men KHud ko jee bhar ke rulaaunga chala jaaunga is jazeera men ziyaada nahin rahna ab to aajkal naav banaoonga chala jaaunga mausam-e-gul ki tarah laut ke aaunga hasan har taraf phool khilaaoonga chala jaaunga

tum is kharaabe men chaar chhe din tahal gaii ho so ain-mumkin hai dil ki haalat badal gaii ho tamaam din is dua men katata hai kuchh dinon se main jaaun kamre men to udaasi nikal gaii ho kisi ke aane pe aise halchal hui hai mujh men KHamosh jungle men jaise bandooq chal gaii ho ye na ho gar main hiloon to girne lage burada dukhon ki deemak badan ki lakdi nigal gaii ho ye chhote chhote kaii hawadis jo ho rahe hain kisi ke sar se badi museebat na tal gaii ho hamaara malba hamaare qadmon men aa giraa hai plate men jaise mom-batti pighal gaii ho

ik din zabaan sukoot ki poori banaoonga main guftugoo ko ghair-zaroori banaoonga tasveer men banaoonga dono ke haath aur dono men ek haath ki doori banaoonga muddat samet jumla zawaabit hon tay-shuda yaanii taalluqaat uboori banaoonga tujh ko khabar na hogii ki main aas-paas hooñ is baar haaziri ko huzoori banaoonga rangon pe ikhtiyaar agar mil sakaa kabhi teri siyaah putliyaan bhuri banaoonga jaarii hai apni zaat pe tahqeeq aaj-kal main bhi khala pe ek theory banaoonga main chaah kar vo shakl mukammal na kar sakaus ko bhi lag raha tha adhuri banaoonga

mujhe pahle to lagta tha ki zaati mas'ala hai main phir samjha mohabbat kaayenaati mas'ala hai parinde qaid hain tum chahchahaahat chahte ho tumhein to achcha-khaasa nafsiyaati mas'ala hai ha men thoda junoon darkaar hai thoda sukoon bhi hamaari nasl men ik jeeniyati mas'ala hai badi mushkil hai bante silsiloon men ye tavakkuf hamaare raabton ki be-sabaati mas'ala hai vo kahte hain ki jo hogaa vo aage ja ke hogaa to ye duniya bhi koi tajrabaati mas'ala hai hamaara vasl bhi tha ittifaqi mas'ala tha hamaara hijr bhi hai haadsaati mas'ala hai

ik din zabaan sukoot ki poori banaoonga main guftugoo ko ghair-zaroori banaoonga tasveer men banaoonga dono ke haath aur dono men ek haath ki doori banaoonga muddat samet jumla zawaabit hon tay-shuda ya'ni ta'alluqaat uboori banaoonga tujh ko khabar na hogii ki main aas-paas hooñ is baar haaziri ko huzoori banaoonga rangon pe ikhtiyaar agar mil sakaa kabhi teri siyaah putliyaan bhuri banaoonga jaarii hai apni zaat pe tahqeeq aaj-kal main bhi khala pe ek theory banaoonga main chaah kar vo shakl mukammal na kar sakaus ko bhi lag raha tha adhuri banaoonga

jahaan bhar ki tamaam aañkhen nichod kar jitna nam banega ye kul mila kar bhi hijr ki raat mire girye se kam banega main dasht hooñ ye mughalata hai na sha'iraana mubaalgha hai mire badan par kahii qadam rakh ke dekh naqsh-e-qadam banega hamaara laashaa bahao warna lahd muqaddas mazaar hogii ye surkh kurta jalao warna baghawaton ka alam banega to kyun na ham paanch saath din tak mazid sochen banaane se qabl mirii chhatti his bataa rahi hai ye rishta tootega gham banega mujh aise logon ka tedh-pan qudrati hai so e'itraaz kaisa shadeed nam KHaak se jo paikar banega ye tay hai KHam banega suna hua hai jahaan men be-kaar kuchh nahin hai so jee rahe hain banaa hua hai yaqeen ki is raegaani se kuchh ahem banega ki shahzaade ki aadaten dekh kar sabhi is par muttafiq hain ye jun hi haakim banaa mahal ka wasi'a raqba haram banega main ek tarteeb se lagata raha hooñ ab tak sukoot apna sadaa ke waqfe nikaal is ko shuruat se sun ridham banega safed roomaal jab kabootar nahin banaa to vo sho'bda-baaz palatne waalon se kah raha tha ruko KHuda ki qasam banega