yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

mere bas men nahin varna qudrat ka likha hua kaatta tere hisse men aa.e bure din koi doosra kaatta laariyon se zyaada bahaav tha tere har ik lafz men main ishaara nahin kaat saka teri baat kya kaatta maine bhi zindagi aur shab e hijr kaatee hai sabki tarah vaise behtar to ye tha ke main kam se kam kuchh naya kaatta tere hote hue mombatti bujhaai kisi aur ne kya khushi rah gayi thii janmdin ki main cake kya kaatta koi bhi to nahin jo mere bhookhe rahne pe naaraz ho jail men teri tasveer hoti to hanskar saza kaatta

shajar hain ab samar-aasaar mere chale aate hain daavedaar mere muhaajir hain na ab ansaar mere mukhalif hain bahut is baar mere yahaañ ik boond ka muhtaaj hooñ main samundar hain samundar paar mere abhii murdon men roohen phoonk daalen agar chahein to ye beemaar mere hawaaein odh kar soya tha dushman ga.e bekar saare vaar mere main aa kar dushmanon men bas gaya hooñ yahaañ hamdard hain do-chaar mere hañsi men taal dena tha mujhe bhi KHataa kyun ho ga.e sarkaar mere tasavvur men na jaane kaun aaya mahak utthe dar-o-deewar mere tumhaara naam duniya jaanti hai bahut rusva hain ab ashaar mere bhanwar men ruk gaii hai naav meri kinaare rah ga.e is paar mere main KHud apni hifazat kar raha hooñ abhii soye hain pahre-daar mere

mere kaarobaar men sab ne badi imdaad ki daad logon ki gala apna ghazal ustaad ki apni saansen bech kar main ne jise aabaad ki vo gali jannat to ab bhi hai magar shaddaad ki umr bhar chalte rahe aankhoñ pe patti baandh kar zindagi ko dhoondhne men zindagi barbaad ki dastaanon ke sabhi kirdaar kam hone lage aaj kaaghaz chuntee phirti hai pari baghdaad ki ik sulagta cheekhta maahol hai aur kuchh nahin baat karte ho yagaana kis ameenabad ki

faisley lamhaat ke naslon pe bhari ho ga.e baap haakim tha magar bete bhikaari ho ga.e deviyaan puhunchiin theen apne baal bikhraaye hue devta mandir se nikle aur pu jaarii ho ga.e raushni ki jang men taariqiyaan paida hui chaand paagal ho gaya taare bhikaari ho ga.e rakh diye jaayenge neze lafz aur honton ke beech zill-e-subhaani ke ahkaamaat jaarii ho ga.e narm-o-naazuk halke-phulke rooi jaise KHvaab the aañsuon men bheegne ke baa'd bhari ho ga.e

jo mansabon ke pu jaarii pahan ke aate hain kulaah tauq se bhari pahan ke aate hain ameer-e-shahr tiri tarah qeemti poshaak mirii gali men bhikaari pahan ke aate hain yahii aqeeq the shahon ke taaj ki zeenat jo ungliyon men madaari pahan ke aate hain hamaare jism ke daaghoon pe tabsira karne qameesen log hamaari pahan ke aate hain ibaadaton ka tahaffuz bhi un ke zim men hai jo masjidoon men safari pahan ke aate hain

tumhaare naam par main ne har aafat sar pe rakkhi thii nazar sholoon pe rakkhi thii zabaan patthar pe rakkhi thii hamaare KHvaab to shehron ki sadkon par bhatkte the tumhaari yaad thii jo raat bhar bistar pe rakkhi thii main apna azm le kar manzilon ki samt niklaa tha mashqat haath pe rakkhi thii qismat ghar pe rakkhi thii inheen saanson ke chakkar ne ha men vo din dikhaaye the hamaare paanv ki miTTi hamaare sar pe rakkhi thii sehar tak tum jo aa jaate to manzar dekh sakte the diye palkon pe rakhe the shikan bistar pe rakkhi thii