zane haseen thii aur phool chun kar laati thii main she'r kahtaa tha vo dastaan sunaati thii arab lahu tha ragon men badan sunhara tha vo muskuraati nahin thii dii.e jalaati thii ali se door raho log usse kahte the vo meraa sach hai bahut cheekh kar bataati thii ali ye log tumhein jaante nahin hain abhii gale lagaakar meraa hausla badhaati thii ye phool dekh rahe ho ye uskaa lahjaa tha ye jheel dekh rahe ho yahaañ vo aati thii main uske baad k abhii theek se nahin jaaga vo mujh...ko khwaab nahin neend se jagati thii use kisi se mohabbat thii aur vo main nahin tha ye baat mujhse zyaada use roolaati thii main kuchh bataa nahin saka vo meri kya thii ali ki us..ko dekhkar bas apni yaad aati thii

mere bas men nahin varna qudrat ka likha hua kaatta tere hisse men aa.e bure din koi doosra kaatta laariyon se zyaada bahaav tha tere har ik lafz men main ishaara nahin kaat saka teri baat kya kaatta maine bhi zindagi aur shab e hijr kaatee hai sabki tarah vaise behtar to ye tha ke main kam se kam kuchh naya kaatta tere hote hue mombatti bujhaai kisi aur ne kya khushi rah gayi thii janmdin ki main cake kya kaatta koi bhi to nahin jo mere bhookhe rahne pe naaraz ho jail men teri tasveer hoti to hanskar saza kaatta

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

teri mushkil na badaaunga chala jaaunga ashk aankhoñ men chhupaaunga chala jaaunga apni dahleez pe kuchh der pada rahne de jaise hi hosh men aaunga chala jaaunga KHvaab lene koi aa.e ki na aa.e koi main to awaaz lagaauñga chala jaaunga chand yaaden mujhe bacchon ki tarah pyaari hain unko seene se lagaauñga chala jaaunga muddaton baad main aaya hooñ purane ghar men KHud ko jee bhar ke rulaaunga chala jaaunga is jazeera men ziyaada nahin rahna ab to aajkal naav banaoonga chala jaaunga mausam-e-gul ki tarah laut ke aaunga hasan har taraf phool khilaaoonga chala jaaunga

itnaa majboor na kar baat banaane lag jaayen ham tere sar kii qasam jhooth hi khaane lag jaayen itne sannaate pi.e meri sama'at ne ki ab sirf aavaaz pe chaahoon to nishaane lag jaayen chaliye kuchh aur nahin aah-shumaarii hi sahi ham kisi kaam to is dil ke bahaane lag jaayen ham vo gum-gasht-e-mohabbat hain ki tum to kya ho khud ko ham dhoondhne niklen to zamaane lag jaayen khvaab kuchh aise dikhaaye hain faqiri ne mujhe jin kii ta'beer men shahon ke khazaane lag jaayen main agar apni jawaani ke suna doon qisse ye jo launde hain mire paanv dabane lag jaayen

yoon main dil ka khayal rakhta hoon is men teraa khayal rakhta hoon teri marzi ka bhi khayal nahin teraa itnaa khayal rakhta hoon aur mar jaata hai vahii beemaar jiska achha khayal rakhta hoon tujh ko phir bhi KHaraab hona hai phir bhi teraa khayal rakhta hoon

vo laut aayi hai office se hijr khatm hua hamaare gaal pe ik kis se hijr khatm hua phir ek aag lagii jis men vasl ki thii chamak khayaal-e-yaar ki maachis se hijr khatm hua tha bazm-e-duniya men mushkil hamaara milnaa so nikal ke aa ga.e majlis se hijr khatm hua bhalii sharaab hai ye vasl naam hai us ka bas ek jaam piya jis se hijr khatm hua tumhaare hijr men sau vasl se guzar kar bhi ye sochta hooñ kahaan kis se hijr khatm hua

ye dhoop giri hai jo mire lawn men aa kar le jaayegi jal dii hi ise shaam utha kar seene men chhupa shaam ki aankhoñ se bacha kar ik lehar ko ham laaye samundar se utha kar haan vaqt se pahle hi uda degi ise subh rakkhi na gaii chaand se gar shab ye daba kar ik subh bhalii si mire nazdeek se guzri main baitha raha hijr ki ik raat bichha kar phir subh se hi aaj alam dekh rahe hain yaadon ki koi film mire dil men chala kar phir chaai men biscut ki tarah bhooki si ye shaam kha jaayegi suraj ko samundar men duba kar

neend se aa kar baitha hai KHvaab mire ghar baitha hai aks mira aaiine men le kar patthar baitha hai palken jhuki hain sehra ki jis pe samundar baitha hai ek bagoola yaadon ka kha kar chakkar baitha hai us ki neendon par ik KHvaab titli ban kar baitha hai raat ki table buk kar ke chaand dinner par baitha hai andhiyaara khaamoshi ki odh ke chadar baitha hai aatish dhoop gaii kab ki ghar men kyunkar baitha hai

dhoop ke bheetar chhup kar nikli taarikee saayo bhar nikli raat giri thii ik gadhhe men shaam ka haath pakad kar nikli roya us se mil kar roya chaahat bhes badal kar nikli phool to phoolon sa hona tha titli kaisi patthar nikli soot hain ghar ke har kone men makdi poori bun kar nikli taaza-dam hone ko udaasi le kar gham ka shaavar nikli jaañ nikli us ke pahluu men vo hi meraa maghar nikli hijr ki shab se ghabraate the yaar yahii shab behtar nikli jab bhi chor mire ghar aa.e ek hañsi hi zevar nikli aatish kundan rooh mili hai umr ki aag men jal kar nikli