yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

teri mushkil na badaaunga chala jaaunga ashk aankhoñ men chhupaaunga chala jaaunga apni dahleez pe kuchh der pada rahne de jaise hi hosh men aaunga chala jaaunga KHvaab lene koi aa.e ki na aa.e koi main to awaaz lagaauñga chala jaaunga chand yaaden mujhe bacchon ki tarah pyaari hain unko seene se lagaauñga chala jaaunga muddaton baad main aaya hooñ purane ghar men KHud ko jee bhar ke rulaaunga chala jaaunga is jazeera men ziyaada nahin rahna ab to aajkal naav banaoonga chala jaaunga mausam-e-gul ki tarah laut ke aaunga hasan har taraf phool khilaaoonga chala jaaunga

yoon main dil ka khayal rakhta hoon is men teraa khayal rakhta hoon teri marzi ka bhi khayal nahin teraa itnaa khayal rakhta hoon aur mar jaata hai vahii beemaar jiska achha khayal rakhta hoon tujh ko phir bhi KHaraab hona hai phir bhi teraa khayal rakhta hoon

dhoop ke bheetar chhup kar nikli taarikee saayo bhar nikli raat giri thii ik gadhhe men shaam ka haath pakad kar nikli roya us se mil kar roya chaahat bhes badal kar nikli phool to phoolon sa hona tha titli kaisi patthar nikli soot hain ghar ke har kone men makdi poori bun kar nikli taaza-dam hone ko udaasi le kar gham ka shaavar nikli jaañ nikli us ke pahluu men vo hi meraa maghar nikli hijr ki shab se ghabraate the yaar yahii shab behtar nikli jab bhi chor mire ghar aa.e ek hañsi hi zevar nikli aatish kundan rooh mili hai umr ki aag men jal kar nikli

vo laut aayi hai office se hijr khatm hua hamaare gaal pe ik kis se hijr khatm hua phir ek aag lagii jis men vasl ki thii chamak khayaal-e-yaar ki maachis se hijr khatm hua tha bazm-e-duniya men mushkil hamaara milnaa so nikal ke aa ga.e majlis se hijr khatm hua bhalii sharaab hai ye vasl naam hai us ka bas ek jaam piya jis se hijr khatm hua tumhaare hijr men sau vasl se guzar kar bhi ye sochta hooñ kahaan kis se hijr khatm hua

neend se aa kar baitha hai KHvaab mire ghar baitha hai aks mira aaiine men le kar patthar baitha hai palken jhuki hain sehra ki jis pe samundar baitha hai ek bagoola yaadon ka kha kar chakkar baitha hai us ki neendon par ik KHvaab titli ban kar baitha hai raat ki table buk kar ke chaand dinner par baitha hai andhiyaara khaamoshi ki odh ke chadar baitha hai aatish dhoop gaii kab ki ghar men kyunkar baitha hai

kiran ik mo'jiza sa kar gaii hai dhanak kamre men mire bhar gaii hai uchak kar dekhti thii neend tum ko lo ye aankhoñ se gir kar mar gaii hai KHamoshii chhup rahi hai ab sadaa se ye bacchi ajnabi se dar gaii hai khule milte hain mujh ko dar hamesha mire haathon men dastak bhar gaii hai use kuchh ashk laane ko kaha tha kahaan ja kar udaasi mar gaii hai ujaalon men chhupi thii ek ladki falak ka rang-rogan kar gaii hai vo phir ubharegi thodii saans bharne nadi men lehar jo andar gaii hai