us se muhabbat jheelein kya hain uski aañkhen umdaa kya hai uskaa chehra khushboo kya hai uski saansen khushiyaan kya hain uskaa hona to gham kya hai usse judaai saawan kya hai uskaa rona sar dii kya hai uski udaasi garmi kya hai uskaa ghussa aur bahaarein uskaa hansna meetha kya hai uski baatein karwa kya hai meri baatein kya padhna hai uskaa likkha kya sunna hai uski ghazlein lab ki KHvaahish uskaa maatha zakham ki KHvaahish uskaa choona duniya kya hai ik jungle hai aur tum kya ho ped samajh lo aur vo kya hai ik raahi hai kya socha haius se muhabbat kya karte hous se muhabbat matlab peshaus se muhabbat is ke alaavaus se muhabbat usse muhabbat

chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ jo lafz kahooñ vo ho jaa.e bas ashk kahooñ to ek aañsu tere gore gaal ko dho jaa.e main aa likkhoon tu aa jaa.e main baith likkhoon tu aa baithe mere shaane par sar rakhe tu main neend kahooñ tu so jaa.e main kaagaz par tere hont likkhoon tere honthon par muskaan aa.e main dil likkhoon tu dil thaa men main gum likkhoon vo kho jaa.e tere haath banaaun pencil se phir haath pe tere haath rakhoon kuchh ulta seedha farz karoon kuchh seedha ulta ho jaa.e main aah likhoon tu haay kare bechain likhoon bechain ho tu phir bechain ka be kaatoon tujhe chain zaraa sa ho jaa.e abhii ain likhoon tu soche mujhe phir sheen likhoon teri neend ude jab qaaf likhoon tujhe kuchh kuchh ho main ishq likhoon tujhe ho jaa.e

tu kisi aur hi duniya men mili thii mujhse tu kisi aur hi mausam ki mahak laai thii dar raha tha ki kahii zakham na bhar jaayen mere aur tu mutthiyaan bhar-bhar ke namak laai thii aur hi tarah ki aañkhen thii tere chehre par tu kisi aur sitaare se chamak laai thii teri awaaz hi sabkuchh thii mujhe monis-e-jaan kya karun main ki tu boli hi bahut kam mujhse teri chup se hi yahii mehsoos kiya tha maine jeet jayega teraa gham kisi roz mujhse shahar aawaazen lagata tha magar tu chup thii ye taalluq mujhe khaata tha magar tu chup thii vahii anjaam tha jo ishq ka aagaaz se hai tujhko paaya bhi nahin tha ki tujhe khona tha chali aati hai yahii rasm kaii sadiyon se yahii hota hai yahii hogaa yahii hona tha poochta rehta tha tujhse ki bataa kya dukh hai aur meri aankh men aañsu bhi nahin hote the maine andaaze lagaye ke sabab kya hogaa par mere teer taraazu bhi nahin hote the jiska dar tha mujhe maaloom pada logon se phir vo khush-bakht palat aaya teri duniya men jiske jaane pe mujhe tune jagah dii dil men meri qismat men hi jab khaali jagah likhi thii tujhse shikwa bhi agar karta to kaise karta main vo sabza tha jise raund diya jaata hai main vo jungle tha jise kaat diya jaata hai main vo dard tha jise dastak ki kamii khaati hai main vo manzil tha jahaan tooti sadak jaati hai main vo ghar tha jise aabaad nahin karta koi main to vo tha jise yaad nahin karta koi KHair is baat ko tu chhod bataa kaisi hai tune chaaha tha jise vo tere nazdeek to hai kaun se gham ne tujhe chaat liya andar se aaj kal phir se tu chup rahtii hai sab theek to hai

ramz tum jab aaogi to khoya hua paayogi mujhe meri tanhaaii men KHvaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin mere kamre ko sajaane ki tamannaa hai tumhein mere kamre men kitaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin in kitaabon ne badaa zulm kiya hai mujh par in men ik ramz hai jis ramz ka maara hua zehan muzdaa-e-ishrat-e-anjaam nahin pa saka zindagi men kabhi aaraam nahin pa saka

yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha phir na kehna ghalti dil ki pyaar samajh ke karna ladki pyaar nibh aanaa hota hai phir paar lagana hota hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha saath chalo to poore safar tak mar jaane ki agli khabar tak samjho yaar KHuda tak hogaa saara pyaar vafaa tak hogaa phir ye bandhan tod na j aanaa chhod ga.e to phir na aanaa chhod diya jo teraa nahin hai chala gaya jo meraa nahin hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha ya to toot ke pyaar na karna ya phir peeth pe vaar na karna jab nadaani ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii likh laaunga agle roz main bik jaaunga tere gul jab khil jaayenge mujh...ko paise mil jaayenge yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha bichhad ga.e to mauj udh aanaa waapas mere paas na aanaa jab koi jaakar waapas aa.e roye tadpe ya pachht aa.e main phir us..ko milta nahin hooñ saath dobara chaltaa nahin hooñ gum jaata hooñ kho jaata hooñ main patthar ka ho jaata hooñ

usse kehna usse kehna bichhad ga.e to kya yaad to ab bhi aati hai uske laut aane kii ummeed ab bhi nazar aati hai aadhi raat ko chaand jab khidkiyon se jhaankta hai main kuchh bhi likhne baithta hoon magar meraa haath kaanpata hai pata nahin kyuuñ ek kami-si rahtii hai ye nigaahen us ek tasveer par thami-si rahtii hai purane message men labaalab bharii mohabbat dekh kar pighal jaata hai patthar varna to is dil pe barf jami-si rahtii hai gulzaar se kehna jaisi uski ek raat thii waisi yahaañ har roz aankh men nami-si rahtii hai meri tanhaaii aur uski be-e'tinaai meri adhuri chhooti pa dii ghazlein aur naz men vaise kuchh hijr ke mukammal she'r hain bujhe pade diye hain jali hui andher hai uske naam likhe ga.e khat mere ghar kii veeraan pa dii chhat tasveer se uski thodii ka til aur meraa bikhra hua dil aur vo yaad hai ek murjhaya hua gulaab tha naa meraa ek toota hua KHvaab hai n aa.e sabhi roz mere bagal men aa kar khade ho jaate hain aur mujhse kahte hain usse kehna dil toot gaya to kya ab bhi dhadakta hai ek shaKHs tere shahar kii galiyon men bhatkata hai ye aañkhen uski muntazir hain aaj bhi jaise kal the muhaajir hain aaj bhi ishq-e-saadik to laaparvaah hai naaishq-e-na-muraad hi sahi magar KHuda gawaah hai naaishq-e-majaazi b-nisbat ishq-e-ilaahi azeem hai kya tumse mohabbat karna jurm-e-azeem hai usse poochna tha usse poochna tha bahut kuchh usse kehna tha bahut kuchh kah nahin paaya usse kehna usse bichhad ke main rah nahin paaya aisa nahin hai bhul aanaa nahin chahta hoon chahta hoon aisa nahin uske siva kisi se milnaa mil aanaa nahin chahta hoon chahta hoon aisa bhi nahin dikhaava karne ka shauq hai mohabbat men 'aashiq banne ka shauq hai main to chahta hoon har phool ko masal dena magar bas dil nahin karta usse kehna uske bina chaand taare jugnoo phool KHushboo kyaus meh-roo ke saamne koii khush-roo kya sab muqaddas hota hai mohabbat men ishq men ba-wazoo kya ek usii kii KHvaahish thii is dil ko jo poori na ho saki ab to jo mil jaa.e theek ab hasb-e-aarzoo kya usse kehna magar phir bhi dil ke ek chhote se kone men ek KHvaahish zinda hai us..ko apna kah ke pukaarne kii har shab uski nazar utarne kii kehne kii us se ki tumse mohabbat hai mujhe tumhaari zaroorat hai mujhe usse kehna main hi nahin us..ko khidki dar-o-deewar sab yaad karte hain uske baare men raat-raat bhar paagal baat karte hain mujhse zyaada qalam table pankha rassi sab rote hain vo bhi usii kii yaadon men akshar khoye hue hote hain vo shirt jo use pasand thii nahin shirt ko woh pasand thii uske jaate hi rang chhod diya isne vo itr jo usne diya tha lagaane ko kahti thii ab kahiin laga ke jaata hoon to KHushboo nahin aati vo KHushboo itr kii nahin thii woh bah aanaa tha mehkati to vo thii mere badan men vo gha dii jo usne dii thii ruk gaii usii din jis din main woh bichhde the ye dil-ghar uskaa jo usne sajaaya tha aur phir tod kar gaii thii usse kehna use dekhne kaii kiraye daar aa.e the kaafi achchhii raqam de rahe the magar rahne hi nahin diye iski deewarein chillaa pa dii mujhpar har ek meri cheez meri nahin hai ab usse kehna sab uskaa hai ab sab usii ko chahte hain mujhse zyaada inhen uski aadat lag gaii hai usse kehna aaj bhi uski talash rahtii hai vo nahin magar uski yaad paas rahtii hai kisi naye jode ko dekh kar woh yahaañ hoti mere kehne se pahle meri tanhaaii kaash kahti hai usse kehna ye koii emotional blackmailing nahin hai bas bat aanaa tha aaj-kal meri tabiyat bhi bahut KHaraab rahtii hai aankhoñ men pyaas aur honthon par sharaab rahtii hai behn to guzar hi gaii yaad hogaa pitaaji thode toot ga.e hain ghutne jaam ho jaate hain mummy ka jee thoda aur kaccha ho gaya hai aur to bas thodii kharaash rahtii hai kuchh achha nahin banaya saalon se tab se bas jeene ke li.e khaate hain mujhe bade daraavne KHvaab aate hain tum to kabhi nikalti hi nahin zehan se poochna tha main behn maa bhai koii bhi kabhi bhi yaad aate hain usse kehna kisi roz kahiin bhi kabhi bhi agar milne aa.e to laut ke mat j aanaa agar j aanaa ho to mat aanaa mere ye dil ke zaKHm bhar bhi sakte hain magar ek aur chot se ham mar bhi sakte hain koii pas-o-pesh hi nahin is baat par teraa deedaar zaroori hai tere saath se is li.e hi to teri tasveer hai aaj bhi aansu-o-khalish taqdeer the kal bhi taqdeer hain aaj bhi kabhi yaad aa.e to haal pooch lena bura hi sahi mere baare men soch lena vaise to main KHud hi jab yaad ban jaaunga tab dekhna bahut yaad aaunga usse kehna bichhad ga.e to kya yaad to ab bhi aati hai lo phir uski yaad aa gaii

banjaara main hooñ bas ek banjaara kabhi is dil kabhi us dil kabhi khamil kabhi shaamil kabhi pur-dil kabhi bujdil kabhi kajdil kabhi khushdil kabhi dilbar kabhi qaateel kabhi ghaafil kabhi yaktil kabhi saagar kabhi saahil ghubaar-e-dil faraagh-e-dil ye raaz-e-dil vo khoon-e-dil meraa vo ishq daag-e-dil hai dood-e-dil mazaq-e-dil vo ik soorat muraad e dil nahin hai ishq be-haasil main gil-dar-gil main naaqabil sar-e-mahfil bajae dil kahiin bhi ja raha hooñ bas nahin maaloom mujh...ko kyuuñ main banjaara hi to hooñ ik kabhi aankhoñ men haathon men thithurti thandi raaton men kisi din ke ujaale men kaleje ke kisi chaale se bahte us lahu men to kisi aariz pe aayi un gulaabi sii lakeeron men gudaaz o narm baanhon men firaaq-e-gham kii aahon men kasak jo hai use gaata phir kisi baitul-ghazal se main khushi ke gham ko likhta aur kahaanii ko sunaata main kisi dil dar pada phir ik dafa us ladki ko awaaz laga kar intezaar-e-maut men paagal raah dekhta ya to mar jaaunga ya phir mujhe vo dik hi jaayegi tere marne pe vo tyaagi agar tab bhi nahin aayi to kya kuchh bhi nahin main to main to vaise bhi banjaara main mil jaaunga gaata hua rota hua paagal kabhi is dar kabhi us dar kabhi is ghar kabhi us ghar kabhi taaron nazaaron men bahaaron ya adaakaron falak ke hatmi tah par ya hatheli kii lakeeron men nahin to khaamoshi tasveeron men ghazal men nazm men aañsu men mehfil aur khaamoshi men kahiin to kabhi to main mil jaaunga lekin rahe ye yaad banjaare hamesha se na the aise kabhi ye bhi kisi ke dil men baste the hanste the magar ik be-vafaaii ne kaleja KHair chhodo bhi adhuri nazm likhna to meri aadat hai adhoora chhoota ik ummeed sii deta hai mujhe kabhi aakar adhoore ko mukammal karne kii so isliye chhod deta hooñ adhoora isko bhi vahii banjaara tumhaara

guzishta pichhle kuchh baras kii yaaden pichhli kuchh raaton se mere zehan men sar patak rahi hain ye meri saansen jo meri iqteza-e-wujud hain phir bhi meri aankhoñ ko khatk rahi hain teri un tang galiyon aur un chhato par dhool chadhi kitaabon aur un khato parus gulzar-e-rizwa ke phoolon kii udaas KHushboo men pedon kii chubhti chaanv men shahar ke kaife men aur mere us chhote se gaav men titliyon kii dhalti raa'naai men koylon kii bujhti ginai men un majloomon kii ranjeeda ehtimaam-e-raanai men teri hateliyon par lagii kisi aur ke naam kii heenai men teri chaukhat par teri khidki pe meri aankhoñ men tumhaari sidki ne meri tavakko ko tod diya hai tune mujh...ko chhod diya hai mere aazurda KHvaab bikhar chuke hain bheetar hi bheetar mar chuke hain behtar kii talash men khushtar din guzar chuke hain tere vasl men duniya ko dar-guzar chuke hain teri ghair-maujoodgi aur ye meri be-takaan afzaaish-e-mohabbat tere li.e dam todti hui umeed-e-didar teraa sarkata hua ishq aur ye raqeeb se qaraar-daad-e-izdawaaj sab milkar mujhe khud-kushi ke li.e taskheer kar chuke hain class kii us bench par diary ke pannon men ghazal-o-nazm ke maani men khushk hothon par aankhoñ ke paani men jo yaad-e-guzaishta qaid thii ab mere bheetar bhatak rahi hai vo ek baat jo kahni hai mere gale men atak rahi hai kya ye sach hai tu bhi use chaahne lagii hai-jhoot kal tak to tere paas meri maa kii katak rahi hai aur kyuuñ meri dii hui laaket tere gale men latk rahi hai main kaise kya hi kar loonga agar tu hi hatak rahi hai pichhle kuchh baras kii yaaden pichhli kuchh raaton se mere zehan men sar patak rahi hain ye meri saansen jo meri iqteza-e-wujud hain phir bhi meri aankhoñ ko khatk rahi hain ye aakhiri khat tha jo maine use bheja tha vo aakhiri raat thii jab maine use dekha tha usne har baar kii tarah qaabil-e-tarjiih nahin samjha usne har baar kii tarah mere qareeh ko qareeh nahin samjha main to paagal hooñ ishq meraa maula tadap meri taqdeer hijr meraa muqaddar udaas shaamen tanhaa raatein bheegi subahkasak khalish tees dil kii zaroorat samjhi so fareb be-vafaaii harjaai-pan bad-'ah dii bakshi shayari bhi kii maine to usne use madiih nahin samjha mohabbat ko KHuda kaha ma'shooq ko faqih nahin samjha kaaziba ko maseeh samjha uski baahon ko baam-e-masiih samjha usne hajv-e-maliih kii mere maleeh rang par naqiih the to naqiih samjha mujhe qaabil-e-tamdiih nahin samjha maine hamesha dast-giri kii uski jisne mujhe kabhi nahin samjha usne jitni ho saki badnaami kii ishq men ana kuchali maine kabhi KHud ko faziih nahin samjha padhte padhte hi likhne ka fan aa gaya maine koii tarshiih nahin samjha usne tere saath kya kiya hai-samajhta hai mohabbat shaayad be-vafaaii nahin aur soch pata nahin aur to yaanii tu nahin samjha jee kuchh nahin samjha tune use kya samjha jee bahut kuchh samjha usne tujhe kya samjha jee kuchh nahin samjha ab to samjhe jee kuchh nahin samjha ye sab kaha tha mere yaaron ne us raat laga tha ye raat nahin guzregi phir woh raat guzar gaii saari khwab-o-khwahish ek saath bikhar gaii vo biyaah karke ek afsar ke saath roee to magar gaii be-vafaaii thii ya woh majboor thii jo bhi tha mujhse bichhad ke uske andar ek ladki mar gaii mujhse kahti thii darte kyuuñ ho main tere saath hooñ phir waqt aane par woh ladki hi dar gaii usse bichhad ke main toot gaya woh bikhar gaii laga tha ab saansen jaise ruk jaayeñgi nahin ruki laga tha ye sargam toot jaayegi so toot gaii dil kii dhadkan magar nahin ruki laga tha ye din ye raat ye subah ye shaam ye baadal ye ghatta ye suraj ye chaand ye taare ye dhoop ye chaanv ye hawa ye baarish ye hañsi khushi chehre kii ye chahal pehal logon kii ye phool mehakte hue ye chidiya chahakti hui meraa dil hai ke ghaza ye machalti hui fazaa sab ruk jaayega kuchh nahin ruka laga tha ek aandhi ek toofaan aayega jo sab baha le jaayega baadal phatenge baandh tootega pahaad tod ke paani saare shahar tabaah kar dega jaise usne mere dil ko kiya hai kuchh nahin hua aankh se bas ek boond tapki aur dost ne kaha woh to ja chuki kab kii mujhe bhi pata tha jabki ye baat thii tabki jis raat usne ye talluq toda tha jis raat usne ye shahar chhodaa tha us baat ko kaii baras beet chuke hain ab to uske bina rahna bhi seekh chuka hooñ uski yaad men uske intizaar men kaafi kuchh likh chuka hooñ usse kehna magar phir bhi aaj bhi main raaton men jagta hooñ chupke chupke saari khabar rakhta hooñ khaane se pahle uskaa nivaala rakhta hooñ tanhaa baith ke hi sahi raat ko chaand takta hooñ vo to aaj bhi meri ya amar hai poochna tha ab main uskaa kya lagta hooñ main to uski yaadon men jeeta hooñ uspe marta hooñ aur sach kehne se bhi nahin dartaa hooñ usse ishq karta tha aur ab bhi usii se karta hooñ pata nahin ab uske dil men kya hai mere li.e main to magar mar mita hooñ uske li.e usse kehna tha usse poochna tha poochna tha tujhe yaad bhi hai tu mujhe yaad karti thii ham dono kabhi ushshaq the tu KHaamosh bai thii rah beshak magar duniya to aaj bhi teraa naam mere saath letii hai tune kyuuñ nahin diya ladkiyaan to saath deti hain KHair roz aise naye sawaal zehan men aate rahte hain mere yaar aur main roz KHud tere himaayati banke mere dil ko samjhaate rahte hain bataate rahte hain bichhadne waale men sab kuchh tha be-vafaaii na thii magar thii ye to bas ham dono jaante hain bas yahii sab sochta rehta hooñ KHud ke nakhuno se in zaKHmon ko nochta rehta hooñ tere saath bitaaye har ek lamhe men gum hooñ main ab main nahin hooñ ab main sirf aur sirf tum hooñ apne maazi kii deewaar ke malbe men daba pada hooñ tu kabhi aayegi to paayegi main kab ka maraa pada hooñ sochta rehta hooñ ham log har pal tanhaa kyuuñ hote hain har pal shoreeda qismat par kyuuñ rote hain bas ek dahleez par hi kyuuñ sote hain apna aapa kyuuñ khote hain ham shayar aise kyuuñ hote hain ek baat batao tu mujhe mili bhi aur tu mili bhi nahin phool khile bhi aur khile bhi nahin tu aayi to mere zakhm sile magar sile bhi nahin pahli mohabbat koii aur thii magar tujhe chaaha usse ziyaada tha so tere bichhadne ka gham jaanaan pahli waaliyon se bhi ziyaada tha meraa tujhse ishq nahin shaa dii ka iraada tha maine to peepal par dhaaga bhi baandha tha tune magar beech raah men hi haath chhod diya kyuuñ tune meraa dil tod diya kyuuñ habaab teri yaad ka foota nahin suna tha ghar ka laal tootaa nahin lutne waale lutte hain koii lootata nahin maraasim toot bhi jaa.e uns chhoota nahin haath chhoot jaata hai saath chhoot jaata hai KHvaab toot jaata hai KHvaahish chhoot jaati hai aadat chhoot jaati hai ibadat chhoot jaati hai dil toot jaata hai tarz toot jaati hai illat chhoot thee nahin tavakko toot thee nahin rabt toot jaata hai rishta tootaa nahin guzishta chhoota nahin