mariyam main aainon se gurez karte hue pahaadon ki kokh men saans lene waali udaas jheelon men apne chehre ka aks dekhooñ to sochta hooñ ki mujh men aisa bhi kya hai mariyam tumhaari be-sakhta mohabbat zameen pe phaile hue samandar ki wusaaton se bhi maavra hai mohabbaton ke samundaron men bas ek bahira-e-hijr hai jo bura hai mariyam khala-navardon ko jo sitaare muaawze men mile the vo unki raushni men ye sochte hain ki vaqt hi to KHuda hai mariyam aur is taalluq ki gathriyon men ruki hui saatyon se hatkar mere li.e aur kya hai mariyam abhii bahut vaqt hai ki ham vaqt de zaraa ik doosre ko magar ham ik saath rahkar bhi KHush na rah sake to muaaf karna ki maine bachpan hi dukh ki dahleez par guzaara main un charaaghon ka dukh hooñ jinki love shab-e-intezaar men bujh gaii magar unse uthne vaala dhuaan zamaan-o-makaan men faila hua hai ab tak main kohsaaron aur unke jismoon se bahne waali un aabshaaron ka dukh hooñ jinko zameen ke chehron par rengte rengte zamaane guzar ga.e hain jo log dil se utar ga.e hain kitaaben aankhoñ pe rakh ke soye the mar ga.e hain main unka dukh hooñ jo jism khud-lazzatee se ukta ke aainon ki tasalliyon men pale badhe hain main unka dukh hooñ main ghar se bhaage huo ka dukh hooñ main raat jaage huo ka dukh hooñ main sahilon se bandhi hui kashtiyon ka dukh hooñ main laapata ladkiyon ka dukh hooñ khulii hue khidkiyon ka dukh hooñ mitti hui takhtiyon ka dukh hooñ thake hue baadlon ka dukh hooñ jale hue junglon ka dukh hooñ jo khul kar barsi nahin hai main us ghatta ka dukh hooñ zameen ka dukh hooñ KHuda ka dukh hooñ bala ka dukh hooñ jo shaakh saawan men foottee hai vo shaakh tum ho jo peeng baarish ke baad ban ban ke tootti hai vo peeng tum ho tumhaare hothon se saatyon ne sama'aton ka sabq liya hai tumhaari hi shaakh-e-sandlee se samundaron ne namak liya hai tumhaara meraa muaamla hi juda hai mariyam tumhein to sab kuchh pata hai mariyam

tumhein ik baat kahni thii ijaazat ho to kah doon main ye bheega bheega sa mausam ye titli phool aur shabnam chamakte chaand ki baatein ye boonden aur barsaatein ye kaali raat ka aanchal hawa men naachte baadal dhadakte mausamon ka dil mehkati khushbuon ka dil ye sab jitne nazaare hain kaho kis ke ishaare hain s abhii baatein sooni tum ne phir aañkhen fer leen tum ne main tab ja kar kahii samjha ki tum ne kuchh nahin samjha main qissa mukhtasar kar ke zaraa neechi nazar kar ke ye kahtaa hooñ abhii tum se mohabbat ho gaii tum se

dost ke naam khat tumne haal poocha hai haalat-e-mohabbat men haal ka bat aanaa kya dil sisak raha ho to zakham ka chhup aanaa kya tum jo pooch baithe ho kuchh to ab bat aanaa hai baat ek bah aanaa hai tumne haal poocha hai ik diya jalata hooñ theek hai bataata hooñ roz uski yaadon men door tak chale j aanaa jo bhi tha kaha usne apne saath dohr aanaa saans jab ruke to phir apni marti aankhoñ men uski shakl le aanaa aur zindagi p aanaa roz aise hota hai kuchh purane message hain jin men uski baatein hain kuchh tabeel subhe hain kuchh qadeem raatein hain maine uski baaton men zindagi guzaari hai zindagi mitaane ka hausla nahin mujh men ek ek lafz uskaa saans men pirooya hai rooh men samoya hai uske jitne message hai roz khol leta hooñ usse kah nahin paata KHud se bol leta hooñ uske pej par ja kar roz dekhta hooñ main aaj kitne logon ne uski pairavi ki hai aur sochta hooñ main ye naseeb waale hain us..ko dekh sakte hain usse baat karte hain ye ijaazaton waale mujhse kitne behtar hain main to daagh tha koi jo mita diya usne gar mita diya usne theek hi kiya usne tumne haal poocha tha lo bataa diya maine jo bhi kuchh bataaya hai us..ko mat bataa dena padh ke ro paro to phir in tamaam lafzon ko bas gale laga lena vo meri mohabbat hai aur sadaa rahegi vo jab nahin rahoonga to ek din kahegi vo tum ali faqat tum the jisne mujh...ko chaaha tha jisne mere maathe ko choom kar bataaya tha tum dua ka chehra ho tum haya ka pahra ho main to tab nahin hoonga par meri sabhi naz men uski baat sun lenge tum bhi muskuraa dena phir bahut mohabbat se us..ko sab bataa dena uske narm haathon men meraa khat thama dena lo ye khat tumhaara hai aur uski jaanib se vo jo bas tumhaara tha aaj bhi tumhaara hai

mujh...ko itne se kaam pe rakh lo jab bhi seene men jhoolta locket ulta ho jaaye to main haathon se seedha karta rahoon us..ko jab bhi aweza uljhe baalon men muskuraa ke bas itna-sa kah do aah chubhta hai yah alag kar do jab gharaare men paanv fans jaaye ya dupatta kisi kiwaad se atke ik nazar dekh lo to kaafi hai please kah do to achha hai lekin muskuraane ki shart pakki hai muskuraahat muawza hai meraa mujh...ko itne se kaam pe rakh lo

main pal-do-pal ka shayar hooñ pal-do-pal meri kahaanii hai pal-do-pal meri hasti hai pal-do-pal meri jawaani hai mujh se pahle kitne shayar aa.e aur aa kar chale ga.e kuchh aahen bhar kar laut ga.e kuchh nag men ga kar chale ga.e ve bhi ek pal ka qissa the main bhi ek pal ka qissa hooñ kal tum se juda ho jaaunga go aaj tumhaara hissa hooñ main pal-do-pal ka shayar hooñ pal-do-pal meri kahaanii hai pal-do-pal meri hasti hai pal-do-pal meri jawaani hai kal aur aayenge nagmon ki khilti kaliyaan chunne waale mujhse behtar kehne waale tumse behtar sunne waale kal koi mujh ko yaad kare kyuuñ koi mujh ko yaad kare masroof zamaana mere li.e kyuuñ vaqt apna barbaad kare main pal-do-pal ka shayar hooñ pal-do-pal meri kahaanii hai pal-do-pal meri hasti hai pal-do-pal meri jawaani hai main har ik pal ka shayar hooñ har ik pal meri kahaanii hai har ik pal meri hasti hai har ik pal meri jawaani hai rishton ka roop badalta hai buni yaaden khatm nahin hoti KHvaabon aur umangon ki mi yaaden khatm nahin hoti ik phool men teraa roop basa ik phool men meri jawaani hai ik chehra teri nishaani hai ik chehra meri nishaani hai main har ik pal ka shayar hooñ har ik pal meri kahaanii hai har ik pal meri hasti hai har ik pal meri jawaani hai tujhko mujh...ko jeevan amrit ab in haathon se peena hai inki dhadkan men basna hai inki saanson men jeena hai tu apni adaayein baksh inhen main apni wafaayein deta hooñ jo apne li.e socheen thii kabhi vo saari duaayein deta hooñ main har ik pal ka shayar hooñ har ik pal meri kahaanii hai har ik pal meri hasti hai har ik pal meri jawaani hai

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

jab vo is duniya ke shor aur khaamoshi se kata taalluq hokar english men gussa karti hai main to dar jaata hooñ lekin kamre ki deewarein hansne lagti hain vo ik aisi aag hai jis..ko sirf dahakne se matlab hai vo ek aisa KHvaab hai jis..ko dekhne vaala KHud mushkil men pad saka hai us..ko choone ki KHvaahish to theek hai lekin paani kaun pakad saka hai vo rangon se waqif hai balki har ek rang ke shajre tak se waqif hai hamne jin phoolon ko nafrat se mansoob kiya vo un peele phoolon ki izzat karti hai kabhi kabhi vo apne haath men pencil lekar aisi sataren khenchti hai sabkuchh seedha ho jaata hai vo chahe to har ik cheez ko uske asl men la sakti hai sirf usii ke haathon se duniya tarteeb men aa sakti hai har patthar us paanv se takraane ki KHvaahish men zinda lekin ye to isee adhoorepan ka jahaan hain har pinjare men aise qaidee kab hote hain har kapde ki qismat men vo jism kahaan hain meri be-maqsad baaton se tang bhi aa jaati hai to mehsoos nahin hone deti lekin apne hone se ukta jaati hai us..ko vaqt ki paaban dii se kya matlab hai vo to band gha dii bhi haath men baandh ke kaalej aa jaati hai

tum akeli nahin ho saheli tum akeli nahin ho saheli jise apne veeraan ghar ko sajaana tha aur ek shayar ke lafzon ko sach maan kar uski pooja men din kaatne thein tum se pahle bhi aisa hi ek KHvaab jhoothi tassalli men jaañ de chuka hai tumhein bhi vo ek din kahega ki vo tum se pahle kisi ko zabaan de chuka hai vo to shayar hai aur saaf zaahir hai shayar hawa ki hatheli pe likhi hui vo paheli hai jisne abad aur azl ke dareechon ko uljha diya hai vo to shayar hai shayar tamannaa ke sehraa men ram karne vaala hiran hai shobda shaas subaho ki pahli kiran hai adab gahe ulfat ka memaar hai aur KHud apne KHvaabon ka gaddaar hai vo to shayar hai shayar ko bas fikr loh kalam hai use koi dukh hai kisi ka na gham hai vo to shayar hai shayar ko kya khauf marne se shayar to KHud shah savaar-e-azal hai use kis tarah taal saka hai koi ki vo to atal hai main use jaanti hooñ saheli vo samandar ki vo lehar hai jo kinaaro se waapas palatte huye meri khurdaari adiyon pe lagii ret bhi aur mujhe bhi baha le gaya vo mere junglon ke darakhton pe baithi huyi shahad ki makkhiyaan bhi uda le gaya usne mere badan ko chhua aur meri haddiyon se vo nazmen qasee dii jinhen padhke main kaanp uthatii hooñ aur sochti hooñ ki ye masla dilbari ka nahin KHuda ki qasam kha ke kahti hooñ vo jo bhi kahtaa rahe vo kisi ka nahin saheli meri baat maano tum use jaanti hi nahin vo khuda-e-sipah-e-sukhan hai aur tum ek patthar pe naakhun. se likhi hui usii ki hi ek nazm

mujhe bahut hai ke main bhi shaamil hooñ teri zulfon ki zaireeno men jo amaavas ki kaali raaton ka rizq banne se bach ga.e mujhe kasam hai udaas raaton men dasne waale yateem saanpon ki zahar-aalood zindagi ki tere chhue jism bistar-e-marg par pade hain tere labon ki khifee jumbish se zalzalon ne zameen ka zevar utaar fenka teri darkhaan hateliyon par badalte mausam ke jaaykon se pata chala hai ke is talluq ki sar zameen par kheejaa bahut der tak rahegi main jaanta hooñ ke maine mamnoo shahon se ho ke aise bahut se babon ki sair ki hai jahaan se tu rokti bahut thii ye haath jinko tere badan ki chamak ne barso nidhaal rakha haraam hai ke inhonne shaakhon se phool tode ho ya kisi bhi ped ke lachakdaar bajuon se kisi bhi mausam ka fal utaara ho aur agar aisa ho bhi jaata to phir bhi teri sharisht men inteqaam kab hai abhii mohabbat ki subah roshan hai shaam kab hai ye dil ke sheeshe par padne waali malaal ki dhool saaf kar de main tujh se chhup kar agar kisi se mila to mujhe muaaf kar de

kitna arsa laga na-ummee dii ke parbat se patthar hataate hue ek bifri hui lehar ko raam karte hue na-khudaon men ab peeche kitne bache hain raushni aur andhere ki tafriq men kitne logon ne aañkhen ganwa deen kitnii sadiyaan safar men guzaari magar aaj phir us jagah hain jahaan se ha men apni maon ne ruksat kiya tha apne sab se bade KHvaab ko apni aankhoñ ke aage ujdate hue dekhne se bura kuchh nahin hai teri qurbat men ya tujh se doori pe jitni guzaari teri chudiyon ki qasam zindagi daayron ke siva kuchh nahin hai kuhaniyon se ha men apna munh dhanp kar khaasne ko badon ne kaha tha to ham un pe hanste the aur sochte the ki un ko tissue-papero ki mahak se allergy hai lekin ha men ye pata hi nahin tha ki un pe vo aafat tooti hain jin ka ha men ik sa dii baa'd phir saamna hai vaba ke dinon men kise hosh rehta hai kis haath ko chhodna hai kise thaamna hai ik riyaazi ke ustaad ne apne haathon men parkaar le kar ye duniya nahin dayra kheenchana tha KHair jo bhi hua tum bhi purkhon ke naqsh-e-qadam par chalo aur apni hifazat karo kuchh maheene tumhein apne tasmee nahin baandhne is se aage to tum pe hai tum apni manzil pe pahuncho ya phir raaston men raho is se pahle ki tum apne mahboob ko ventilator pe dekho gharo men raho