Nazm ik baras aur kat gaya shariq roz saanson ki jang ladte hue sab ko apne KHilaaf karte hue yaar ko bhoolne se darte hue aur sab se badaa kamaal hai ye saansen lene se dil nahin bharta ab bhi marne ko jee nahin karta

kyuuñ hai tum nahin ho yahaañ par phir bhi tumhaare hone ka ehsaas kyuuñ hai kuchh hai nahin mere haath men phir bhi kuchh hone ki ye aas kyuuñ hai badi hairaani hai mujhe ki vo door hokar bhi itnaa paas kyuuñ hai sabne kaha ki vo to paraaya hai vo paraaya hokar bhi itnaa khaas kyuuñ hai j itnaa vo door hai mujhse vo utna hi mujh...ko raas kyuuñ hai baitha hooñ bilkul ekaant men main phir bhi kaanon men uski aawaaz kyuuñ hai khul ke nahin kahti vo kuchh bhi uski aankhoñ men itne raaz kyuuñ hain basi hai dil men vo mere ye meraa dil uskaa aavaas kyuuñ hai us..ko nahin bhula saka main ye uske naam ki har shvaas kyuuñ hai poori kaaynaat uski yaad dilaati hai ye tan-man men uskaa vaas kyuuñ hai vo meri hui nahin hai abhii us..ko khone ke dar se man itnaa badhavaas kyuuñ hai dooriyaan likhi hain jaise darmiyaan meraa naseeb mujhse itnaa naaraaz kyuuñ hai aise shabd kahaan se laaun ki vo samjhe jo gar na samjha paa.e to phir aise alfaaz kyuuñ hain rah to raha hooñ apne nivaas men uske bin lagta ye vanvaas kyuuñ hai gar mil bhi jaa.e sampatti saari duniya ki magar vo saath nahin to phir ye bhogvilaas kyuuñ hai sote hi uske khwaabon men aur jaagte hi uske khyaalon men kaise bhi uskaa ho jaane ki itni pyaas kyuuñ hai jaltee hain ye nazren ab meri in nainon ko har waqt teri talash kyuuñ hai haalaat kah rahe hain ki ye mumkin nahin phir bhi tum pukaarogi ek din mujhe itnaa vishwas kyuuñ hai ab bhi nahin samjhi kyuuñ hai tumhaari bahut yaad aati hai tum bin raha nahin jaata bas baat kuchh yoon hai tumse bepanaah mohabbat thii hai aur rahegi ye satya jyon ka tyon hai kyuuñ hai

baatein main aur meri qalam akshar baat karte hain ye chaand suraj kya lagte hain ye dono uski aañkhen hain to phir ye taare kya hain sab taare uski baali hain to baadal kya lagte hain phir ye baadal uski zulfen hain to indradhanush kya lagta hai ye indradhanush hai nath uski ye mausam kya lagte hain phir sab mausam uske nakhray hain to phir hawa kya lagti hai hawa to uskaa aanchal hai ye nadiyaan to phir rah gayeen ye nadiyaan uskaa kangan hain to phir samandar kya hua ye samandar paayal hai uski phir prakriti kya lagti hai ye prakriti uski saadi hai ye poori dharti rah gaii ye dharti uski god hai in sab men phir tum kya ho mujh...ko uskaa dil samajh lo tumhaara dil phir kya hua uske dil men phool samajh lo uske dil men ugta hai uske dil men khilta hai us men hi phir milta hai roz subah se raat tak dekhne mujh...ko aata hai saath vo har pal chaltaa hai kangan paayal khanakata hai chhatk kar apni zulfen vo jal mujh par barsaata hai nath pehanta hai vo KHud kaajal vo mujhe lagata hai god men rakh kar sir meraa aanchal se laad ladaata hai baat nahin karta hai vo par roz milne aata hai uskaa meraa jo bhi hai bahut puraana naata hai paas vo harpal rehta hai par yaad bahut vo aata hai bas yaad bahut vo aata hai main aur meri qalam akshar ye baat karte hain

KHat tumko ye bat aanaa tha ya phir ye samjh aanaa tha dil ki bas ye chaahat thii bas tum par pyaar lut aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha tha chhedna tumko thoda thoda tumhein sat aanaa tha jo rooth jaate tum mujhse haan mujh...ko tumhein manana tha phir tumko gale lagana tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha lad ke bhi tum sote to tumhaara sir sahl aanaa tha maqsad sirf ek tha tumhaara pyaar kam aanaa tha saari duniya miTTi hai tumhaara saath khazana tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha milne tumse aanaa tha ya phir tumhein bul aanaa tha maang tumhaari bharni thii apna tumhein ban aanaa tha tumhaara hi kahl aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha is jeevan ka har manzar tumhaare saath bit aanaa tha har phere ka har vaa'da tumhaare saath nibh aanaa tha mangalsutra in haathon se tumko hi pahn aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha faasle jitne bhi the unko mujhe mit aanaa thaus khuda se har janam men tumhaara saath likh aanaa tha phir baaraat tumhaari chauKHat par tumse hi byah rach aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha bin bole bas chupke se gajra tumhein dil aanaa tha banata main ek din kh aanaa phir kh aanaa tumhein khil aanaa tha tumhaare haathon se kh aanaa mujh...ko bhi to kh aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha kho diya tumko maine ye dukh ab mujhe manana tha doob jaata aasmaan bas aañsu mujhe bah aanaa tha phir likh diya maine aañsu bas itnaa meraa fas aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha bas tumko ye bat aanaa tha

jab vo is duniya ke shor aur khaamoshi se kata taalluq hokar english men gussa karti hai main to dar jaata hooñ lekin kamre ki deewarein hansne lagti hain vo ik aisi aag hai jis..ko sirf dahakne se matlab hai vo ek aisa KHvaab hai jis..ko dekhne vaala KHud mushkil men pad saka hai us..ko choone ki KHvaahish to theek hai lekin paani kaun pakad saka hai vo rangon se waqif hai balki har ek rang ke shajre tak se waqif hai hamne jin phoolon ko nafrat se mansoob kiya vo un peele phoolon ki izzat karti hai kabhi kabhi vo apne haath men pencil lekar aisi sataren khenchti hai sabkuchh seedha ho jaata hai vo chahe to har ik cheez ko uske asl men la sakti hai sirf usii ke haathon se duniya tarteeb men aa sakti hai har patthar us paanv se takraane ki KHvaahish men zinda lekin ye to isee adhoorepan ka jahaan hain har pinjare men aise qaidee kab hote hain har kapde ki qismat men vo jism kahaan hain meri be-maqsad baaton se tang bhi aa jaati hai to mehsoos nahin hone deti lekin apne hone se ukta jaati hai us..ko vaqt ki paaban dii se kya matlab hai vo to band gha dii bhi haath men baandh ke kaalej aa jaati hai

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

subhen raushan thii aur garmiyon ki thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nahron men gote lagaate apne chehron se keechad lagaakar daraate the ek doosre ko kinaaron par baithe hue hamne jo ahd ek doosre se li.e the uske dhuñdhle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hai KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ik dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte theus ka chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaaynaaton men phaile hue un mazaahir ki tafheem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid hai ye beemaar jin ko KHud apni tamannaon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ki inko havas ke qafas men mohabbat ki kirnon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye us se pare ho ga.e inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ek mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jinse inkaar kar kar ke inke badan khurdure ho ga.e ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ek qist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat par raaye-zani karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marzi ki naz men kahooñ jin men in ki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padh ke hairaan ho jis ko ye ilm kahte hai us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh science samaaj aqeeda zabaan-e-maashi musawaat insaan ke rang-o-adaat-o-atwaar ijaad taqleed amn intishaar lenin ki azmat ke kisse fitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulh-naama li.e tez raftaar ghodon par sah men sipaahi naziya-e-samaawaat men kaan men kya kaha aur uski juraabon ke feeton ki dibiyaa keemiya ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabul kaun tha jis ne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aankhe jo bas aasmaanon par rahtii kya vo ingland ka mohsin nahin samandar ki taskheer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan kashtiyon jaisi kyuuñ hai aur rafael ke haath par matti kaise lagii kya ye nietzsche ka matlab bhi nishte ki tarah nahin to nahin hai ye sawaal aur ye saari baatein mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hai ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

nazm bebasi tere saath guzare dinon kii koii ek dhundli sii tasveer jab bhi kabhi saamne aayegi to ha men ek dua thaamne aayegi budhape kii gahraaiyon men utarte hue teri belaus baanhon ke ghere nahin bhool paayenge ham hamko tere tavassut se hanste hue jo mile the vo chehre nahin bhool paayenge ham tere pahluu men lete huoon ka ajab qarb hai jo raat bhar apni veeraan aankhoñ se tujhe takte the aur tere shaadaab shaanon pe sir rakh ke marne kii KHvaahish men jeete rahe par tere lams ka koii ishaara muyassar nahin tha magar is jahaan ka koii ek hissa unhen tere bistar se behtar nahin tha par mohabbat ko is sab se koii ilaaka nahin tha ek dukh to ham bahaal ham apne seenon men le ke marengay ki hamne mohabbat ke daave ki.e tere maathe par sindoor taanka nahin isse kya fark padta hai door hain tujhse ya paas hain hamko koii aadmi to nahin ham to ehsaas hain jo rahe to hamesha rahenge aur ga.e to mud kar waapis nahin aayenge

jab vo is duniya ke shor aur khaamoshi se kata taalluq hokar english men gussa karti hai main to dar jaata hooñ lekin kamre ki deewarein hansne lagti hain vo ik aisi aag hai jis..ko sirf dahakne se matlab hai vo ek aisa KHvaab hai jis..ko dekhne vaala KHud mushkil men pad saka hai us..ko choone ki KHvaahish to theek hai lekin paani kaun pakad saka hai vo rangon se waqif hai balki har ek rang ke shajre tak se waqif hai hamne jin phoolon ko nafrat se mansoob kiya vo un peele phoolon ki izzat karti hai kabhi kabhi vo apne haath men pencil lekar aisi sataren khenchti hai sabkuchh seedha ho jaata hai vo chahe to har ik cheez ko uske asl men la sakti hai sirf usii ke haathon se duniya tarteeb men aa sakti hai har patthar us paanv se takraane ki KHvaahish men zinda lekin ye to isee adhoorepan ka jahaan hain har pinjare men aise qaidee kab hote hain har kapde ki qismat men vo jism kahaan hain meri be-maqsad baaton se tang bhi aa jaati hai to mehsoos nahin hone deti lekin apne hone se ukta jaati hai us..ko vaqt ki paaban dii se kya matlab hai vo to band gha dii bhi haath men baandh ke kaalej aa jaati hai

kitna arsa laga na-ummee dii ke parbat se patthar hataate hue ek bifri hui lehar ko raam karte hue na-khudaon men ab peeche kitne bache hain raushni aur andhere ki tafriq men kitne logon ne aañkhen ganwa deen kitnii sadiyaan safar men guzaari magar aaj phir us jagah hain jahaan se ha men apni maon ne ruksat kiya tha apne sab se bade KHvaab ko apni aankhoñ ke aage ujdate hue dekhne se bura kuchh nahin hai teri qurbat men ya tujh se doori pe jitni guzaari teri chudiyon ki qasam zindagi daayron ke siva kuchh nahin hai kuhaniyon se ha men apna munh dhanp kar khaasne ko badon ne kaha tha to ham un pe hanste the aur sochte the ki un ko tissue-papero ki mahak se allergy hai lekin ha men ye pata hi nahin tha ki un pe vo aafat tooti hain jin ka ha men ik sa dii baa'd phir saamna hai vaba ke dinon men kise hosh rehta hai kis haath ko chhodna hai kise thaamna hai ik riyaazi ke ustaad ne apne haathon men parkaar le kar ye duniya nahin dayra kheenchana tha KHair jo bhi hua tum bhi purkhon ke naqsh-e-qadam par chalo aur apni hifazat karo kuchh maheene tumhein apne tasmee nahin baandhne is se aage to tum pe hai tum apni manzil pe pahuncho ya phir raaston men raho is se pahle ki tum apne mahboob ko ventilator pe dekho gharo men raho