mirii hayaat ye hai aur ye tumhaari qaza ziyaada kis se kahooñ aur kis ko kam bolo tum ahl-e-kh aanaa rahe aur main yateem hua tumhaara dard badaa hai ya miraa gham bolo tumhaara daur tha ghar men bahaar hansati thii abhii to dar pe faqat ranj-o-gham ki dastak hai tumhaare saath ka mausam badaa haseen raha tumhaare baad ka mausam badaa bhayaanak hai hazaaron qarz the mujh par tumhaari ulfat ke mujhe vo qarz chukaane ka mauqa to dete tumhaara KHoon mire jism men ma chaltaa raha zaraa se qatre bahaane ka mauqa to dete bade sukoon se tum so ga.e vahaañ ja kar ye kaise neend tumhein aa gaii naye ghar men har ek shab main faqat karvatein badalta hooñ tumhaari qabr ke kankar hon jaise bistar men main bojh kaandhon pe aise utha ke chaltaa hooñ tumhaara jaise janaaza utha ke chaltaa tha yahaañ pe mirii pareshaani sirf mirii hai vahaañ koi na koi kaandha to badalta tha tumhaari sham-e-tamanna bas ek raat bujhi charaaghhh mirii tavakko ke roz bujhte hain main saans luun bhi to kaise ki mirii saanson men tumhaari doobti saanson ke teer chubhte hain main jab bhi chhoota hooñ apne badan ki miTTi ko to lams phir usii thande badan ka hota hai libaas roz badalta hooñ main bhi sab ki tarah magar khayal tumhaare kafan ka hota hai bahut taveel kahaanii hai mirii hasti ki tumhaari maut to ik mukhtasar fasana hai vo jis gali se janaaza tumhaara niklaa tha usii gali se miraa roz aanaa j aanaa hai main koi raah hooñ tum raah dekhne waale ki muntazir to mara par na intizaar mara tumhaari maut mirii zindagi se behtar hai tum ek baar mare main to baar baar mara

mere zakhm nahin bharte yaaron mere naakhun badhte jaate hain main tanhaa ped hoon jungle ka mere patte jhadte jaate hain main kaun hoon kya hoon kab ki hoon ek teri kab hoon sabki hoon main koel hoon shehraao ki mujhe taab nahin hai chaanv ki ek daldal hai tere vaadon ki mere pair ukhadte jaate hain mere zakhm nahin bharte yaaro mere naakhun badhte jaate hain main kis bacche ki gudiya thii main kis pinjare ki chidiya thii mere khelne waale kahaan ga.e mujhe choomne waale kahaan ga.e mere jhumke girvi mat rakhna mere kangan tod na dena main banjar hoti jaati hoon kahii dariyaa mod na dena kabhi milnaa is par sochenge ham kya manzil par pahunchenge raaston men hi ladte jaate hain mere zakhm nahin bharte yaaron mere naakhun badhte jaate hain

Ab ki paas aaye ho khushboo ke saaye

bhalii si ek shakl thii bhale dinon ki baat hai bhalii si ek shakl thina ye ki husn-e-taam hona dekhne men aam sina ye ki vo chale to kahkashaan si raahguzaar lage magar vo saath ho to phir bhala bhala safar lage koi bhi rut ho us ki chhab fazaa ka rang-roop thii vo garmiyon ki chaanv thii vo sardiyon ki dhoop thii na muddaton juda rahena saath subh-o-shaam hona rishta-e-wafa pe zidna ye ki izn-e-aam ho na aisi khush-libaasiyaan ki saadgi gilaa karena itni be-takallufi ki aaina haya kare na ikhtilaat men vo ram ki bad-maza hon khwaahisheinna is qadar supurdagi ki zach karen nawaazisheinna aashiqi junoon ki ki zindagi azaab hona is qadar kathor-pan ki dosti KHaraab ho kabhi to baat bhi khafi kabhi sukoot bhi sukhun kabhi to kisht-e-zaafaran kabhi udaasiyon ka ban suna hai ek umr hai muaamalaat-e-dil ki bhi visaal-e-jan-faza to kya firaq-e-jan-gusil ki bhi so ek roz kya hua vafaa pe bahs chhid gaii main ishq ko amar kahooñ vo meri zid se chid gaii main ishq ka aseer tha vo ishq ko qafas kahe ki umr bhar ke saath ko vo bad-tar-az-hawas kahe shajar hazar nahin ki ham hamesha pa-b-gil rahenna dhor hain ki rassiyaan gale men mustaqil rahen mohabbaton ki wusaaten hamaare dast-o-pa men hain bas ek dar se nisbatein sagaan-e-ba-wafa men hain main koi painting nahin ki ik fra men men rahoon vahii jo man ka meet ho usii ke prem men rahoon tumhaari soch jo bhi ho main us mizaaj ki nahin mujhe vafaa se bair hai ye baat aaj ki nahin na us ko mujh pe maan thana mujh ko us pe zoom hi jo ahd hi koi na ho to kya gham-e-shikastagi so apna apna raasta hasi-khushi badal diya vo apni raah chal padi main apni raah chal diya bhalii si ek shakl thii bhalii si us ki dosti ab us ki yaad raat din nahin magar kabhi kabhi

tum ho tum sukoon ho pur-sukoon ho mire ishq ka tum junoon ho main hosh men baahosh men mire jism ka tum KHoon ho tum sard ho barsaat bhi mirii garmiyon ki tum june ho tum ghazal ho ho tum shaayri mirii likhi nazm ki dhun ho mirii hañsi bhi tum mirii khushi bhi tum mire is hayaat ki mamnoon ho tum dhoop ho mirii chaanv bhi tum siyaah raat ka moon ho tum sin ho tum kaaf bhi tum waao ke baad ki noon ho tum sukoon ho pur-sukoon ho mire ishq ka tum junoon ho

mujhe bahut hai ke main bhi shaamil hooñ teri zulfon ki zaireeno men jo amaavas ki kaali raaton ka rizq banne se bach ga.e mujhe kasam hai udaas raaton men dasne waale yateem saanpon ki zahar-aalood zindagi ki tere chhue jism bistar-e-marg par pade hain tere labon ki khifee jumbish se zalzalon ne zameen ka zevar utaar fenka teri darkhaan hateliyon par badalte mausam ke jaaykon se pata chala hai ke is talluq ki sar zameen par kheejaa bahut der tak rahegi main jaanta hooñ ke maine mamnoo shahon se ho ke aise bahut se babon ki sair ki hai jahaan se tu rokti bahut thii ye haath jinko tere badan ki chamak ne barso nidhaal rakha haraam hai ke inhonne shaakhon se phool tode ho ya kisi bhi ped ke lachakdaar bajuon se kisi bhi mausam ka fal utaara ho aur agar aisa ho bhi jaata to phir bhi teri sharisht men inteqaam kab hai abhii mohabbat ki subah roshan hai shaam kab hai ye dil ke sheeshe par padne waali malaal ki dhool saaf kar de main tujh se chhup kar agar kisi se mila to mujhe muaaf kar de

taarikh kya hai subah roshan thii aur garmiyon ke thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nehron men gote lagaate apne chehre pe keechad laga kar daraate thein ek doosre ko kinaaro pe baithe huye hamne jo ahd ek doosre se liye thein uske dhundle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hain KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ek dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte thein uskaa chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaayenaat men phaile huye un mazaahir ki tafeem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid ne ye beemaar jinn ko KHud apni tamannoon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ke inko havas ke kaaf men mohabbat ki kiranoon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye usse pare ho gaye inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ik mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jisse inkaar kar karke inke badan khuradare ho gaye ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ik kist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat pe raayzni karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marji ki naz men kahooñ jin men inki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padhke hairaan ho jis..ko ye ilm kahte hain us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh saay samaaj aqeeda zabaan maashi mashaavaat insaan ke rang-o-aadaaton atwaar ijaad takleed aml intishaar nainan ki azmad ke qisse khitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulhaanaama liye tez raftaar ghodon pe sah men sipaahi nazariya-e-samaavaat ke kaat ne kya kaha aur uske juraabon ke feiton ki dibbiyaan kimiyaan ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabl kaun tha jisne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aañkhen jo bas aasmaanon pe rahtii kya vo iglend ka mosin nahin samandar ki takseer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan qashtio jaisi kyuuñ hain aur rafael ke haath par miTTi kaise lagii ye sawaal aur ye saari baate mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hain ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

kitna arsa laga na-ummee dii ke parbat se patthar hataate hue ek bifri hui lehar ko raam karte hue na-khudaon men ab peeche kitne bache hain raushni aur andhere ki tafriq men kitne logon ne aañkhen ganwa deen kitnii sadiyaan safar men guzaari magar aaj phir us jagah hain jahaan se ha men apni maon ne ruksat kiya tha apne sab se bade KHvaab ko apni aankhoñ ke aage ujdate hue dekhne se bura kuchh nahin hai teri qurbat men ya tujh se doori pe jitni guzaari teri chudiyon ki qasam zindagi daayron ke siva kuchh nahin hai kuhaniyon se ha men apna munh dhanp kar khaasne ko badon ne kaha tha to ham un pe hanste the aur sochte the ki un ko tissue-papero ki mahak se allergy hai lekin ha men ye pata hi nahin tha ki un pe vo aafat tooti hain jin ka ha men ik sa dii baa'd phir saamna hai vaba ke dinon men kise hosh rehta hai kis haath ko chhodna hai kise thaamna hai ik riyaazi ke ustaad ne apne haathon men parkaar le kar ye duniya nahin dayra kheenchana tha KHair jo bhi hua tum bhi purkhon ke naqsh-e-qadam par chalo aur apni hifazat karo kuchh maheene tumhein apne tasmee nahin baandhne is se aage to tum pe hai tum apni manzil pe pahuncho ya phir raaston men raho is se pahle ki tum apne mahboob ko ventilator pe dekho gharo men raho

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

nazm bebasi tere saath guzare dinon kii koii ek dhundli sii tasveer jab bhi kabhi saamne aayegi to ha men ek dua thaamne aayegi budhape kii gahraaiyon men utarte hue teri belaus baanhon ke ghere nahin bhool paayenge ham hamko tere tavassut se hanste hue jo mile the vo chehre nahin bhool paayenge ham tere pahluu men lete huoon ka ajab qarb hai jo raat bhar apni veeraan aankhoñ se tujhe takte the aur tere shaadaab shaanon pe sir rakh ke marne kii KHvaahish men jeete rahe par tere lams ka koii ishaara muyassar nahin tha magar is jahaan ka koii ek hissa unhen tere bistar se behtar nahin tha par mohabbat ko is sab se koii ilaaka nahin tha ek dukh to ham bahaal ham apne seenon men le ke marengay ki hamne mohabbat ke daave ki.e tere maathe par sindoor taanka nahin isse kya fark padta hai door hain tujhse ya paas hain hamko koii aadmi to nahin ham to ehsaas hain jo rahe to hamesha rahenge aur ga.e to mud kar waapis nahin aayenge