us se muhabbat jheelein kya hain uski aañkhen umdaa kya hai uskaa chehra khushboo kya hai uski saansen khushiyaan kya hain uskaa hona to gham kya hai usse judaai saawan kya hai uskaa rona sar dii kya hai uski udaasi garmi kya hai uskaa ghussa aur bahaarein uskaa hansna meetha kya hai uski baatein karwa kya hai meri baatein kya padhna hai uskaa likkha kya sunna hai uski ghazlein lab ki KHvaahish uskaa maatha zakham ki KHvaahish uskaa choona duniya kya hai ik jungle hai aur tum kya ho ped samajh lo aur vo kya hai ik raahi hai kya socha haius se muhabbat kya karte hous se muhabbat matlab peshaus se muhabbat is ke alaavaus se muhabbat usse muhabbat

chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ jo lafz kahooñ vo ho jaa.e bas ashk kahooñ to ek aañsu tere gore gaal ko dho jaa.e main aa likkhoon tu aa jaa.e main baith likkhoon tu aa baithe mere shaane par sar rakhe tu main neend kahooñ tu so jaa.e main kaagaz par tere hont likkhoon tere honthon par muskaan aa.e main dil likkhoon tu dil thaa men main gum likkhoon vo kho jaa.e tere haath banaaun pencil se phir haath pe tere haath rakhoon kuchh ulta seedha farz karoon kuchh seedha ulta ho jaa.e main aah likhoon tu haay kare bechain likhoon bechain ho tu phir bechain ka be kaatoon tujhe chain zaraa sa ho jaa.e abhii ain likhoon tu soche mujhe phir sheen likhoon teri neend ude jab qaaf likhoon tujhe kuchh kuchh ho main ishq likhoon tujhe ho jaa.e

yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha phir na kehna ghalti dil ki pyaar samajh ke karna ladki pyaar nibh aanaa hota hai phir paar lagana hota hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha saath chalo to poore safar tak mar jaane ki agli khabar tak samjho yaar KHuda tak hogaa saara pyaar vafaa tak hogaa phir ye bandhan tod na j aanaa chhod ga.e to phir na aanaa chhod diya jo teraa nahin hai chala gaya jo meraa nahin hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha ya to toot ke pyaar na karna ya phir peeth pe vaar na karna jab nadaani ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii likh laaunga agle roz main bik jaaunga tere gul jab khil jaayenge mujh...ko paise mil jaayenge yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha bichhad ga.e to mauj udh aanaa waapas mere paas na aanaa jab koi jaakar waapas aa.e roye tadpe ya pachht aa.e main phir us..ko milta nahin hooñ saath dobara chaltaa nahin hooñ gum jaata hooñ kho jaata hooñ main patthar ka ho jaata hooñ

ham milenge kahii ham milenge kahii ajnabi shahar ki KHvaab hoti hui shaahraaoon pe aur shaahraaoon pe phaili hui dhoop men ek din ham kahii saath hoge vaqt ki aandhiyon se ati saahtoon par se miTTi hataate huye ek hi jaise aañsu behaate huye ham milenge ghane janglo ki hari ghaas par aur kisi shaakh-e-naazuk par padte huye bojh ki dastaanon men kho jaayenge ham sanobar ke pedon ki nokiile patton se sadiyon se soye huye devataaon ki aañkhen chabo jaayenge ham milenge kahii barf ke bajuon men ghire parvaton par baanjh qabro men lete huye koh pemaaon ki yaad men nazm kahte huye jo pahaadoon ki aulaad thein aur unhen vaqt aane par maa baap ne apni aaghosh men le liya ham milenge kahii shah sulemaan ke urs men hauz ki seediyon par wuzu karne waalo ke shaffaaf chehron ke aage sangemarmar se aarasta farsh par pair rakhte huye aah bharte huye aur darakhton ko mannat ke dhaago se azaad karte huye ham milenge ham milenge kahii naarmendi ke saahil pe aate huye apne gum gashtarashto ki khaak-e-safar se ati vardiyo ke nishaan dekh kar maraakis se palte huye ek jarnel ki aakhiri baat par muskuraate huye ik jahaan jang ki chot khaate huye ham milenge ham milenge kahii roos ki daastaon ki jhoothi kahaanii pe aankhoñ men hairat sajaaye huye shaam lebnaan beirut ki nargisi chashmuro ki aamad ke nohoo pe hanste huye khooni kaziyo se maflooh jalbaaniyaan ke pahaadi ilaaqon men mehmaan ban kar milenge ham milenge ek murda zamaane ki KHush rang tahzeeb men zasb hone ke imkaan men ik puraani imarat ke pahluu men ujde huye laan men aur apne asiroon ki raah dekhte paanch sadiyon se veeraan zindaan men ham milenge tamannaon ki chhatriyon ke tale khwahishon ki hawaon ke bebaak boso se chhalni badan saumpane ke liye raaston ko ham milenge zameen se namoodaar hote huye aathvein barre azam men udte huye kaaleen par ham milenge kisi baar men apni bakaaya bachi umr ki paaymaali ke jaam haath men lenge aur ek hi ghoont men ham ye saiyal andar utaarenge aur hosh aane talak geet gaayenge bachpan ke qisse sunaata hua geet jo aaj bhi hamko azbar hai bedi be bedi tu thildi tapaiye pate paar kya hai pate paar kya hai ham milenge baagh men gaav men dhoop men chaanv men ret men dasht men shahar men masjidoon men kaliso men mandir men mehraab men church men mooslaadhaar baarish men bazaar men KHvaab men aag men gehre paani men galiyon men jungle men aur aasmaanon men kono makaan se pare gair aabda saiyaraaye aarzoo men sadiyon se khaali padi bench par jahaan maut bhi ham se dasto garebaan hogii to bas ek do din ki mehmaan hogii

ramz tum jab aaogi to khoya hua paayogi mujhe meri tanhaaii men KHvaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin mere kamre ko sajaane ki tamannaa hai tumhein mere kamre men kitaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin in kitaabon ne badaa zulm kiya hai mujh par in men ik ramz hai jis ramz ka maara hua zehan muzdaa-e-ishrat-e-anjaam nahin pa saka zindagi men kabhi aaraam nahin pa saka

kitna arsa laga na-ummee dii ke parbat se patthar hataate hue ek bifri hui lehar ko raam karte hue na-khudaon men ab peeche kitne bache hain raushni aur andhere ki tafriq men kitne logon ne aañkhen ganwa deen kitnii sadiyaan safar men guzaari magar aaj phir us jagah hain jahaan se ha men apni maon ne ruksat kiya tha apne sab se bade KHvaab ko apni aankhoñ ke aage ujdate hue dekhne se bura kuchh nahin hai teri qurbat men ya tujh se doori pe jitni guzaari teri chudiyon ki qasam zindagi daayron ke siva kuchh nahin hai kuhaniyon se ha men apna munh dhanp kar khaasne ko badon ne kaha tha to ham un pe hanste the aur sochte the ki un ko tissue-papero ki mahak se allergy hai lekin ha men ye pata hi nahin tha ki un pe vo aafat tooti hain jin ka ha men ik sa dii baa'd phir saamna hai vaba ke dinon men kise hosh rehta hai kis haath ko chhodna hai kise thaamna hai ik riyaazi ke ustaad ne apne haathon men parkaar le kar ye duniya nahin dayra kheenchana tha KHair jo bhi hua tum bhi purkhon ke naqsh-e-qadam par chalo aur apni hifazat karo kuchh maheene tumhein apne tasmee nahin baandhne is se aage to tum pe hai tum apni manzil pe pahuncho ya phir raaston men raho is se pahle ki tum apne mahboob ko ventilator pe dekho gharo men raho

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

taarikh kya hai subah roshan thii aur garmiyon ke thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nehron men gote lagaate apne chehre pe keechad laga kar daraate thein ek doosre ko kinaaro pe baithe huye hamne jo ahd ek doosre se liye thein uske dhundle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hain KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ek dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte thein uskaa chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaayenaat men phaile huye un mazaahir ki tafeem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid ne ye beemaar jinn ko KHud apni tamannoon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ke inko havas ke kaaf men mohabbat ki kiranoon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye usse pare ho gaye inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ik mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jisse inkaar kar karke inke badan khuradare ho gaye ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ik kist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat pe raayzni karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marji ki naz men kahooñ jin men inki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padhke hairaan ho jis..ko ye ilm kahte hain us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh saay samaaj aqeeda zabaan maashi mashaavaat insaan ke rang-o-aadaaton atwaar ijaad takleed aml intishaar nainan ki azmad ke qisse khitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulhaanaama liye tez raftaar ghodon pe sah men sipaahi nazariya-e-samaavaat ke kaat ne kya kaha aur uske juraabon ke feiton ki dibbiyaan kimiyaan ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabl kaun tha jisne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aañkhen jo bas aasmaanon pe rahtii kya vo iglend ka mosin nahin samandar ki takseer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan qashtio jaisi kyuuñ hain aur rafael ke haath par miTTi kaise lagii ye sawaal aur ye saari baate mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hain ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

subhen raushan thii aur garmiyon ki thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nahron men gote lagaate apne chehron se keechad lagaakar daraate the ek doosre ko kinaaron par baithe hue hamne jo ahd ek doosre se li.e the uske dhuñdhle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hai KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ik dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte theus ka chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaaynaaton men phaile hue un mazaahir ki tafheem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid hai ye beemaar jin ko KHud apni tamannaon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ki inko havas ke qafas men mohabbat ki kirnon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye us se pare ho ga.e inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ek mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jinse inkaar kar kar ke inke badan khurdure ho ga.e ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ek qist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat par raaye-zani karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marzi ki naz men kahooñ jin men in ki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padh ke hairaan ho jis ko ye ilm kahte hai us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh science samaaj aqeeda zabaan-e-maashi musawaat insaan ke rang-o-adaat-o-atwaar ijaad taqleed amn intishaar lenin ki azmat ke kisse fitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulh-naama li.e tez raftaar ghodon par sah men sipaahi naziya-e-samaawaat men kaan men kya kaha aur uski juraabon ke feeton ki dibiyaa keemiya ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabul kaun tha jis ne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aankhe jo bas aasmaanon par rahtii kya vo ingland ka mohsin nahin samandar ki taskheer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan kashtiyon jaisi kyuuñ hai aur rafael ke haath par matti kaise lagii kya ye nietzsche ka matlab bhi nishte ki tarah nahin to nahin hai ye sawaal aur ye saari baatein mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hai ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

mujhe bahut hai ke main bhi shaamil hooñ teri zulfon ki zaireeno men jo amaavas ki kaali raaton ka rizq banne se bach ga.e mujhe kasam hai udaas raaton men dasne waale yateem saanpon ki zahar-aalood zindagi ki tere chhue jism bistar-e-marg par pade hain tere labon ki khifee jumbish se zalzalon ne zameen ka zevar utaar fenka teri darkhaan hateliyon par badalte mausam ke jaaykon se pata chala hai ke is talluq ki sar zameen par kheejaa bahut der tak rahegi main jaanta hooñ ke maine mamnoo shahon se ho ke aise bahut se babon ki sair ki hai jahaan se tu rokti bahut thii ye haath jinko tere badan ki chamak ne barso nidhaal rakha haraam hai ke inhonne shaakhon se phool tode ho ya kisi bhi ped ke lachakdaar bajuon se kisi bhi mausam ka fal utaara ho aur agar aisa ho bhi jaata to phir bhi teri sharisht men inteqaam kab hai abhii mohabbat ki subah roshan hai shaam kab hai ye dil ke sheeshe par padne waali malaal ki dhool saaf kar de main tujh se chhup kar agar kisi se mila to mujhe muaaf kar de