ramz tum jab aaogi to khoya hua paayogi mujhe meri tanhaaii men KHvaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin mere kamre ko sajaane ki tamannaa hai tumhein mere kamre men kitaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin in kitaabon ne badaa zulm kiya hai mujh par in men ik ramz hai jis ramz ka maara hua zehan muzdaa-e-ishrat-e-anjaam nahin pa saka zindagi men kabhi aaraam nahin pa saka

tu kisi aur hi duniya men mili thii mujhse tu kisi aur hi mausam ki mahak laai thii dar raha tha ki kahii zakham na bhar jaayen mere aur tu mutthiyaan bhar-bhar ke namak laai thii aur hi tarah ki aañkhen thii tere chehre par tu kisi aur sitaare se chamak laai thii teri awaaz hi sabkuchh thii mujhe monis-e-jaan kya karun main ki tu boli hi bahut kam mujhse teri chup se hi yahii mehsoos kiya tha maine jeet jayega teraa gham kisi roz mujhse shahar aawaazen lagata tha magar tu chup thii ye taalluq mujhe khaata tha magar tu chup thii vahii anjaam tha jo ishq ka aagaaz se hai tujhko paaya bhi nahin tha ki tujhe khona tha chali aati hai yahii rasm kaii sadiyon se yahii hota hai yahii hogaa yahii hona tha poochta rehta tha tujhse ki bataa kya dukh hai aur meri aankh men aañsu bhi nahin hote the maine andaaze lagaye ke sabab kya hogaa par mere teer taraazu bhi nahin hote the jiska dar tha mujhe maaloom pada logon se phir vo khush-bakht palat aaya teri duniya men jiske jaane pe mujhe tune jagah dii dil men meri qismat men hi jab khaali jagah likhi thii tujhse shikwa bhi agar karta to kaise karta main vo sabza tha jise raund diya jaata hai main vo jungle tha jise kaat diya jaata hai main vo dard tha jise dastak ki kamii khaati hai main vo manzil tha jahaan tooti sadak jaati hai main vo ghar tha jise aabaad nahin karta koi main to vo tha jise yaad nahin karta koi KHair is baat ko tu chhod bataa kaisi hai tune chaaha tha jise vo tere nazdeek to hai kaun se gham ne tujhe chaat liya andar se aaj kal phir se tu chup rahtii hai sab theek to hai

raaygaani main kamre men pichhle ikattees dinon se faqat is haqeeqat ka nuksaan ginne ki koshish men uljha hua hooñ ki tu ja chuki hai tujhe raaygaani ka ratti barabar andaaza nahin hai tujhe yaad hai vo zamaana jo campus ki pagdandiyon pe tahalte hue kat gaya tha tujhe yaad hai ki jab qadam chal rahe the ki ek pair teraa tha aur ek meraa qadam vo jo dharti pe aawaaz dete ki jaise ho raaga koi mutriboon ka qadam jaise ke sa pa ga ma pa ga sa re vo table ki tirakhat pe tak dhin dhinka dhin tink dhin dhana dhin bahm chal rahe the qadam chal rahe the qadam jo musalsal agar chal rahe the to kitne gavaiyon ke ghar chal rahe the magar jis gha dii tu ne us raah ko mere tanha qadam ke hawaale kiya un suron ki kahaanii wahin ruk gaii kitnii fankaariyaan kitnii baarikiyaan kitnii kaliyaan bilaaval gavaiyon ke honthon pe aane se pahle fana ho gaye kitne nusrat fateh kitne mehn dii hasan muntazir rah gaye ki hamaare qadam phir se uthne lagen tujhko maaloom hai jis gha dii meri awaaz sun ke tu ik zaaviye pe palat ke mu dii thii wahaan se relativity ka janaaza utha tha ki us zaaviye ki kashish men hi yoonan ke falsafe sab zamaanon ki tarteeb barbaad kar ke tujhe dekhne aa gaye the ki tere jhukaav ki tamsil pe apni seedhi lakeeron ko kham de saken apni ak dii hui gardanon ko liye apne vaqton men palten geometry ko janam de saken ab bhi kuchh falsafi apne feke zamaanon se bhaage hue hain mere raaston pe aañkhen bichhaaye hue apni daanisht men yuñ khade hain ki jaise vo daanish ka mamba yahiin pe kahii hai magar mud ke takne ko tu hi nahin hai to kaise florence ki tang galiyon se koi davinci uthe kaise hispania men picasso bane unki aankhoñ ko tu jo muyassar nahin hai ye sab tere mere ikatthe na hone ki qeemat ada kar rahe hain ki tere na hone se har ik zama men har ek fan men har ek dastaan men koi ek chehra bhi taza nahin hai tujhe raaygaani ka ratti barabar andaaza nahin hai

Ab ki paas aaye ho khushboo ke saaye

tumhein ik baat kahni thii ijaazat ho to kah doon main ye bheega bheega sa mausam ye titli phool aur shabnam chamakte chaand ki baatein ye boonden aur barsaatein ye kaali raat ka aanchal hawa men naachte baadal dhadakte mausamon ka dil mehkati khushbuon ka dil ye sab jitne nazaare hain kaho kis ke ishaare hain s abhii baatein sooni tum ne phir aañkhen fer leen tum ne main tab ja kar kahii samjha ki tum ne kuchh nahin samjha main qissa mukhtasar kar ke zaraa neechi nazar kar ke ye kahtaa hooñ abhii tum se mohabbat ho gaii tum se

kitna arsa laga na-ummee dii ke parbat se patthar hataate hue ek bifri hui lehar ko raam karte hue na-khudaon men ab peeche kitne bache hain raushni aur andhere ki tafriq men kitne logon ne aañkhen ganwa deen kitnii sadiyaan safar men guzaari magar aaj phir us jagah hain jahaan se ha men apni maon ne ruksat kiya tha apne sab se bade KHvaab ko apni aankhoñ ke aage ujdate hue dekhne se bura kuchh nahin hai teri qurbat men ya tujh se doori pe jitni guzaari teri chudiyon ki qasam zindagi daayron ke siva kuchh nahin hai kuhaniyon se ha men apna munh dhanp kar khaasne ko badon ne kaha tha to ham un pe hanste the aur sochte the ki un ko tissue-papero ki mahak se allergy hai lekin ha men ye pata hi nahin tha ki un pe vo aafat tooti hain jin ka ha men ik sa dii baa'd phir saamna hai vaba ke dinon men kise hosh rehta hai kis haath ko chhodna hai kise thaamna hai ik riyaazi ke ustaad ne apne haathon men parkaar le kar ye duniya nahin dayra kheenchana tha KHair jo bhi hua tum bhi purkhon ke naqsh-e-qadam par chalo aur apni hifazat karo kuchh maheene tumhein apne tasmee nahin baandhne is se aage to tum pe hai tum apni manzil pe pahuncho ya phir raaston men raho is se pahle ki tum apne mahboob ko ventilator pe dekho gharo men raho

mujhe bahut hai ke main bhi shaamil hooñ teri zulfon ki zaireeno men jo amaavas ki kaali raaton ka rizq banne se bach ga.e mujhe kasam hai udaas raaton men dasne waale yateem saanpon ki zahar-aalood zindagi ki tere chhue jism bistar-e-marg par pade hain tere labon ki khifee jumbish se zalzalon ne zameen ka zevar utaar fenka teri darkhaan hateliyon par badalte mausam ke jaaykon se pata chala hai ke is talluq ki sar zameen par kheejaa bahut der tak rahegi main jaanta hooñ ke maine mamnoo shahon se ho ke aise bahut se babon ki sair ki hai jahaan se tu rokti bahut thii ye haath jinko tere badan ki chamak ne barso nidhaal rakha haraam hai ke inhonne shaakhon se phool tode ho ya kisi bhi ped ke lachakdaar bajuon se kisi bhi mausam ka fal utaara ho aur agar aisa ho bhi jaata to phir bhi teri sharisht men inteqaam kab hai abhii mohabbat ki subah roshan hai shaam kab hai ye dil ke sheeshe par padne waali malaal ki dhool saaf kar de main tujh se chhup kar agar kisi se mila to mujhe muaaf kar de

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

nazm bebasi tere saath guzare dinon kii koii ek dhundli sii tasveer jab bhi kabhi saamne aayegi to ha men ek dua thaamne aayegi budhape kii gahraaiyon men utarte hue teri belaus baanhon ke ghere nahin bhool paayenge ham hamko tere tavassut se hanste hue jo mile the vo chehre nahin bhool paayenge ham tere pahluu men lete huoon ka ajab qarb hai jo raat bhar apni veeraan aankhoñ se tujhe takte the aur tere shaadaab shaanon pe sir rakh ke marne kii KHvaahish men jeete rahe par tere lams ka koii ishaara muyassar nahin tha magar is jahaan ka koii ek hissa unhen tere bistar se behtar nahin tha par mohabbat ko is sab se koii ilaaka nahin tha ek dukh to ham bahaal ham apne seenon men le ke marengay ki hamne mohabbat ke daave ki.e tere maathe par sindoor taanka nahin isse kya fark padta hai door hain tujhse ya paas hain hamko koii aadmi to nahin ham to ehsaas hain jo rahe to hamesha rahenge aur ga.e to mud kar waapis nahin aayenge

jab vo is duniya ke shor aur khaamoshi se kata taalluq hokar english men gussa karti hai main to dar jaata hooñ lekin kamre ki deewarein hansne lagti hain vo ik aisi aag hai jis..ko sirf dahakne se matlab hai vo ek aisa KHvaab hai jis..ko dekhne vaala KHud mushkil men pad saka hai us..ko choone ki KHvaahish to theek hai lekin paani kaun pakad saka hai vo rangon se waqif hai balki har ek rang ke shajre tak se waqif hai hamne jin phoolon ko nafrat se mansoob kiya vo un peele phoolon ki izzat karti hai kabhi kabhi vo apne haath men pencil lekar aisi sataren khenchti hai sabkuchh seedha ho jaata hai vo chahe to har ik cheez ko uske asl men la sakti hai sirf usii ke haathon se duniya tarteeb men aa sakti hai har patthar us paanv se takraane ki KHvaahish men zinda lekin ye to isee adhoorepan ka jahaan hain har pinjare men aise qaidee kab hote hain har kapde ki qismat men vo jism kahaan hain meri be-maqsad baaton se tang bhi aa jaati hai to mehsoos nahin hone deti lekin apne hone se ukta jaati hai us..ko vaqt ki paaban dii se kya matlab hai vo to band gha dii bhi haath men baandh ke kaalej aa jaati hai