kyuuñ hai tum nahin ho yahaañ par phir bhi tumhaare hone ka ehsaas kyuuñ hai kuchh hai nahin mere haath men phir bhi kuchh hone ki ye aas kyuuñ hai badi hairaani hai mujhe ki vo door hokar bhi itnaa paas kyuuñ hai sabne kaha ki vo to paraaya hai vo paraaya hokar bhi itnaa khaas kyuuñ hai j itnaa vo door hai mujhse vo utna hi mujh...ko raas kyuuñ hai baitha hooñ bilkul ekaant men main phir bhi kaanon men uski aawaaz kyuuñ hai khul ke nahin kahti vo kuchh bhi uski aankhoñ men itne raaz kyuuñ hain basi hai dil men vo mere ye meraa dil uskaa aavaas kyuuñ hai us..ko nahin bhula saka main ye uske naam ki har shvaas kyuuñ hai poori kaaynaat uski yaad dilaati hai ye tan-man men uskaa vaas kyuuñ hai vo meri hui nahin hai abhii us..ko khone ke dar se man itnaa badhavaas kyuuñ hai dooriyaan likhi hain jaise darmiyaan meraa naseeb mujhse itnaa naaraaz kyuuñ hai aise shabd kahaan se laaun ki vo samjhe jo gar na samjha paa.e to phir aise alfaaz kyuuñ hain rah to raha hooñ apne nivaas men uske bin lagta ye vanvaas kyuuñ hai gar mil bhi jaa.e sampatti saari duniya ki magar vo saath nahin to phir ye bhogvilaas kyuuñ hai sote hi uske khwaabon men aur jaagte hi uske khyaalon men kaise bhi uskaa ho jaane ki itni pyaas kyuuñ hai jaltee hain ye nazren ab meri in nainon ko har waqt teri talash kyuuñ hai haalaat kah rahe hain ki ye mumkin nahin phir bhi tum pukaarogi ek din mujhe itnaa vishwas kyuuñ hai ab bhi nahin samjhi kyuuñ hai tumhaari bahut yaad aati hai tum bin raha nahin jaata bas baat kuchh yoon hai tumse bepanaah mohabbat thii hai aur rahegi ye satya jyon ka tyon hai kyuuñ hai

KHat tumko ye bat aanaa tha ya phir ye samjh aanaa tha dil ki bas ye chaahat thii bas tum par pyaar lut aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha tha chhedna tumko thoda thoda tumhein sat aanaa tha jo rooth jaate tum mujhse haan mujh...ko tumhein manana tha phir tumko gale lagana tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha lad ke bhi tum sote to tumhaara sir sahl aanaa tha maqsad sirf ek tha tumhaara pyaar kam aanaa tha saari duniya miTTi hai tumhaara saath khazana tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha milne tumse aanaa tha ya phir tumhein bul aanaa tha maang tumhaari bharni thii apna tumhein ban aanaa tha tumhaara hi kahl aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha is jeevan ka har manzar tumhaare saath bit aanaa tha har phere ka har vaa'da tumhaare saath nibh aanaa tha mangalsutra in haathon se tumko hi pahn aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha faasle jitne bhi the unko mujhe mit aanaa thaus khuda se har janam men tumhaara saath likh aanaa tha phir baaraat tumhaari chauKHat par tumse hi byah rach aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha bin bole bas chupke se gajra tumhein dil aanaa tha banata main ek din kh aanaa phir kh aanaa tumhein khil aanaa tha tumhaare haathon se kh aanaa mujh...ko bhi to kh aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha kho diya tumko maine ye dukh ab mujhe manana tha doob jaata aasmaan bas aañsu mujhe bah aanaa tha phir likh diya maine aañsu bas itnaa meraa fas aanaa tha tumko ye bat aanaa tha bas tumko ye bat aanaa tha

ik khat mujhe likhna hai dilli men base dil ko ik din mujhe chakhna hai khaaja teri nagri ka khusro teri chaukhat se ik shab mujhe peeni hai sheereeni sukhanvaali khushboo e watan waali ghalib tere markad ko ik she'r sunaana hai ik saanwali rangat ko chupke se bataana hai main dil bhi hooñ dilli bhi urdu bhi hooñ hin dii bhi ik khat mujhe likhna hai mumkin hai k abhii likkhoon mumkin hai abhii likkhoon

dost ke naam khat tumne haal poocha hai haalat-e-mohabbat men haal ka bat aanaa kya dil sisak raha ho to zakham ka chhup aanaa kya tum jo pooch baithe ho kuchh to ab bat aanaa hai baat ek bah aanaa hai tumne haal poocha hai ik diya jalata hooñ theek hai bataata hooñ roz uski yaadon men door tak chale j aanaa jo bhi tha kaha usne apne saath dohr aanaa saans jab ruke to phir apni marti aankhoñ men uski shakl le aanaa aur zindagi p aanaa roz aise hota hai kuchh purane message hain jin men uski baatein hain kuchh tabeel subhe hain kuchh qadeem raatein hain maine uski baaton men zindagi guzaari hai zindagi mitaane ka hausla nahin mujh men ek ek lafz uskaa saans men pirooya hai rooh men samoya hai uske jitne message hai roz khol leta hooñ usse kah nahin paata KHud se bol leta hooñ uske pej par ja kar roz dekhta hooñ main aaj kitne logon ne uski pairavi ki hai aur sochta hooñ main ye naseeb waale hain us..ko dekh sakte hain usse baat karte hain ye ijaazaton waale mujhse kitne behtar hain main to daagh tha koi jo mita diya usne gar mita diya usne theek hi kiya usne tumne haal poocha tha lo bataa diya maine jo bhi kuchh bataaya hai us..ko mat bataa dena padh ke ro paro to phir in tamaam lafzon ko bas gale laga lena vo meri mohabbat hai aur sadaa rahegi vo jab nahin rahoonga to ek din kahegi vo tum ali faqat tum the jisne mujh...ko chaaha tha jisne mere maathe ko choom kar bataaya tha tum dua ka chehra ho tum haya ka pahra ho main to tab nahin hoonga par meri sabhi naz men uski baat sun lenge tum bhi muskuraa dena phir bahut mohabbat se us..ko sab bataa dena uske narm haathon men meraa khat thama dena lo ye khat tumhaara hai aur uski jaanib se vo jo bas tumhaara tha aaj bhi tumhaara hai

bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum kabhi main jo kah doon mohabbat hai tum se to mujh ko khuda raa galat mat samajhna ki meri zaroorat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum hain phoolon ki daali pe baanhe tumhaari hain KHaamosh jaadu nigaahen tumhaari jo kaañte hooñ sab apne daaman men rakh luun sajaun main kaliyon se raahen tumhaari nazar se zamaane ki KHud ko bachaana kisi aur se dekho dil mat lagana ki meri amaanat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum kabhi jugnuon ki qataaron men dhoondha chamakte hue chaand-taaron men dhoondha khajaon men dhoondha bahaaron men dhoondha machalte hue aabsaaron men dhoondha haqeeqat men dekha fansaane men dekhana tum sa hañsi is zamaane dekhana duniya ki rangeen mehfil men paaya jo paaya tumhein apna hi dil men paaya ek aisi masarrat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum hai chehra tumhaara ki din hai sunhara hai chehra tumhaara ki din hai sunhara aur is par ye kaali ghataon ka pahra gulaabon se naazuk mahakta badan hai ye lab hain tumhaare ki khilta chaman hai bikhero jo zulfen to sharmaae baadal farishte bhi dekhen to ho jaayen paagal vo paakizaa moorat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum jo ban ke kali muskuraati hai akshar shab hijr men jo rulaati hai akshar jo lamhon hi lamhon men duniya badal de jo sha'ir ko de jaa.e pahluu ghazal ke chhupaana jo chahein chhupaai na jaa.e bhulaana jo chahein bhulaai na jaa.e vo pahli mohabbat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum bahut KHoob-soorat ho tum

kitna arsa laga na-ummee dii ke parbat se patthar hataate hue ek bifri hui lehar ko raam karte hue na-khudaon men ab peeche kitne bache hain raushni aur andhere ki tafriq men kitne logon ne aañkhen ganwa deen kitnii sadiyaan safar men guzaari magar aaj phir us jagah hain jahaan se ha men apni maon ne ruksat kiya tha apne sab se bade KHvaab ko apni aankhoñ ke aage ujdate hue dekhne se bura kuchh nahin hai teri qurbat men ya tujh se doori pe jitni guzaari teri chudiyon ki qasam zindagi daayron ke siva kuchh nahin hai kuhaniyon se ha men apna munh dhanp kar khaasne ko badon ne kaha tha to ham un pe hanste the aur sochte the ki un ko tissue-papero ki mahak se allergy hai lekin ha men ye pata hi nahin tha ki un pe vo aafat tooti hain jin ka ha men ik sa dii baa'd phir saamna hai vaba ke dinon men kise hosh rehta hai kis haath ko chhodna hai kise thaamna hai ik riyaazi ke ustaad ne apne haathon men parkaar le kar ye duniya nahin dayra kheenchana tha KHair jo bhi hua tum bhi purkhon ke naqsh-e-qadam par chalo aur apni hifazat karo kuchh maheene tumhein apne tasmee nahin baandhne is se aage to tum pe hai tum apni manzil pe pahuncho ya phir raaston men raho is se pahle ki tum apne mahboob ko ventilator pe dekho gharo men raho

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

mujhe bahut hai ke main bhi shaamil hooñ teri zulfon ki zaireeno men jo amaavas ki kaali raaton ka rizq banne se bach ga.e mujhe kasam hai udaas raaton men dasne waale yateem saanpon ki zahar-aalood zindagi ki tere chhue jism bistar-e-marg par pade hain tere labon ki khifee jumbish se zalzalon ne zameen ka zevar utaar fenka teri darkhaan hateliyon par badalte mausam ke jaaykon se pata chala hai ke is talluq ki sar zameen par kheejaa bahut der tak rahegi main jaanta hooñ ke maine mamnoo shahon se ho ke aise bahut se babon ki sair ki hai jahaan se tu rokti bahut thii ye haath jinko tere badan ki chamak ne barso nidhaal rakha haraam hai ke inhonne shaakhon se phool tode ho ya kisi bhi ped ke lachakdaar bajuon se kisi bhi mausam ka fal utaara ho aur agar aisa ho bhi jaata to phir bhi teri sharisht men inteqaam kab hai abhii mohabbat ki subah roshan hai shaam kab hai ye dil ke sheeshe par padne waali malaal ki dhool saaf kar de main tujh se chhup kar agar kisi se mila to mujhe muaaf kar de

taarikh kya hai subah roshan thii aur garmiyon ke thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nehron men gote lagaate apne chehre pe keechad laga kar daraate thein ek doosre ko kinaaro pe baithe huye hamne jo ahd ek doosre se liye thein uske dhundle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hain KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ek dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte thein uskaa chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaayenaat men phaile huye un mazaahir ki tafeem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid ne ye beemaar jinn ko KHud apni tamannoon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ke inko havas ke kaaf men mohabbat ki kiranoon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye usse pare ho gaye inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ik mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jisse inkaar kar karke inke badan khuradare ho gaye ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ik kist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat pe raayzni karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marji ki naz men kahooñ jin men inki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padhke hairaan ho jis..ko ye ilm kahte hain us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh saay samaaj aqeeda zabaan maashi mashaavaat insaan ke rang-o-aadaaton atwaar ijaad takleed aml intishaar nainan ki azmad ke qisse khitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulhaanaama liye tez raftaar ghodon pe sah men sipaahi nazariya-e-samaavaat ke kaat ne kya kaha aur uske juraabon ke feiton ki dibbiyaan kimiyaan ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabl kaun tha jisne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aañkhen jo bas aasmaanon pe rahtii kya vo iglend ka mosin nahin samandar ki takseer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan qashtio jaisi kyuuñ hain aur rafael ke haath par miTTi kaise lagii ye sawaal aur ye saari baate mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hain ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

subhen raushan thii aur garmiyon ki thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nahron men gote lagaate apne chehron se keechad lagaakar daraate the ek doosre ko kinaaron par baithe hue hamne jo ahd ek doosre se li.e the uske dhuñdhle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hai KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ik dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte theus ka chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaaynaaton men phaile hue un mazaahir ki tafheem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid hai ye beemaar jin ko KHud apni tamannaon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ki inko havas ke qafas men mohabbat ki kirnon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye us se pare ho ga.e inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ek mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jinse inkaar kar kar ke inke badan khurdure ho ga.e ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ek qist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat par raaye-zani karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marzi ki naz men kahooñ jin men in ki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padh ke hairaan ho jis ko ye ilm kahte hai us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh science samaaj aqeeda zabaan-e-maashi musawaat insaan ke rang-o-adaat-o-atwaar ijaad taqleed amn intishaar lenin ki azmat ke kisse fitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulh-naama li.e tez raftaar ghodon par sah men sipaahi naziya-e-samaawaat men kaan men kya kaha aur uski juraabon ke feeton ki dibiyaa keemiya ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabul kaun tha jis ne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aankhe jo bas aasmaanon par rahtii kya vo ingland ka mohsin nahin samandar ki taskheer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan kashtiyon jaisi kyuuñ hai aur rafael ke haath par matti kaise lagii kya ye nietzsche ka matlab bhi nishte ki tarah nahin to nahin hai ye sawaal aur ye saari baatein mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hai ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai