yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

tere peeche hogii duniya paagal ban kya bola maine kuchh samjha paagal ban sehra men bhi Dhoondh le dariyaa paagal ban varna mar jaayega pyaasa paagal ban aadha daana aadha paagal nain nain nain us..ko paana hai to poora paagal ban danaai dikhlane se kuchh haasil nahin paagal khaana hai ye duniya paagal ban dekhen tujhko log to paagal ho jaayen itnaa umdaa itnaa aalaa paagal ban logon se dar lagta hai to ghar men baith jigra hai to mere jaisa paagal ban

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

husn jab meherbaan ho to kya keejie ishq ke maghfirat kii dua keejie is saleeqe se un se gilaa keejie jab gilaa keejie hañs diya keejie doosron par agar tabsira keejie saamne aaina rakh liya keejie aap sukh se hain tark-e-ta'alluq ke baa'd itni jal dii na ye faisla keejie zindagi kat rahi hai bade chain se aur gham hon to vo bhi ata keejie koii dhoka na kha jaa.e meri tarah aise khul ke na sab se mila keejie aql o dil apni apni kahein jab khumaar aql kii suniye dil ka kaha keejie

vo siva yaad aa.e bhulaane ke baad zindagi badh gaii zahar khaane ke baad dil sulagta raha aashiyaane ke baad aag thandi hui ik zamaane ke baad raushni ke li.e dil jalana pada aisi zulmat badhi tere jaane ke baad jab na kuchh ban pada arz-e-gham ka javaab vo KHafaa ho ga.e muskuraane ke baad dushmanon se pashemaan hona pada doston ka khuloos aazmaane ke baad ranj had se guzar ke khushi ban gaya ho ga.e paar ham doob jaane ke baad bakhsh de ya rab ahl-e-hawas ko behisht mujh ko kya chahiye tujh ko paane ke baad kaise kaise gile yaad aa.e khumaar un ke aane se qabl un ke jaane ke baad

ham unhen vo ha men bhula baithe do gunahgaar zahar kha baithe haal-e-gham kah ke gham badha baithe teer maare the teer kha baithe aandhiyo jaao ab karo aaraam ham KHud apna diya bujha baithe jee to halka hua magar yaaro ro ke ham lutuf-e-gham ganwa baithe be-sahaaron ka hausla hi kya ghar men ghabraaye dar pe aa baithe jab se bichhde vo muskuraaye na ham sab ne chheda to lab hila baithe ham rahe mubtala-e-dair-o-haram vo dabey paanv dil men aa baithe uth ke ik be-vafa ne de dii jaan rah ga.e saare ba-wafa baithe hashr ka din abhii hai door khumaar aap kyun zaahidon men ja baithe

kya hua husn hai hum-safar ya nahin ishq manzil hi manzil hai rastaa nahin do parinde ude aankh nam ho gaii aaj samjha ki main tujh ko bhoola nahin tark-e-may ko abhii din hi kitne hue kuchh kaha may ko zaahid to achha na har nazar meri ban jaati zanjeer-e-paaus ne jaate hue mud ke dekha nahin chhod bhi de mira saath ai zindagi mujh ko tujh se nadaamat hai shikwa nahin tu ne tauba to kar li magar ai khumaar tujh ko rahmat pe shaayad bharosa nahin

tu chahiye na teri vafaa chahiye mujhe kuchh bhi na tere gham ke siva chahiye mujhe marne se pahle shakl hi ik baar dekh luun ai maut zindagi ka pata chahiye mujhe ya rab mua'af kar ke na de karb-e-infi'aal main ne khataayein ki hain saza chahiye mujhe khaamoshi-e-hayaat se ukta gaya hooñ main ab chahe dil hi toote sadaa chahiye mujhe un mast mast aankhoñ men aañsu are ghazab ye ishq hai to qahr-e-khuda chahiye mujhe naaseh naseehaton ka zamaana guzar gaya ab pyaare sirf teri dua chahiye mujhe har dard ko davaa ki zaroorat hai ai khumaar jo dard KHud ho apni davaa chahiye mujhe