yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

chaand sitaare phool parinde shaam savera ek taraf saari duniya uskaa charba uskaa chehra ek taraf vo ladhkar bhi so jaa.e to uskaa maatha choomun main usse muhabbat ek taraf hai usse jhagda ek taraf jis shay par vo ungli rakh de us..ko vo dilwaani hai uski khushiyaan sab se awwal sasta mehnga ek taraf zaKHmon par marham lagwao lekin uske haathon se chaarasaazi ek taraf hai uskaa choona ek taraf saari duniya jo bhi bole sab kuchh shor sharaaba hai sab ka kehna ek taraf hai uskaa kehna ek taraf usne saari duniya maangi maine us..ko maanga hai uske sapne ek taraf hai meraa sapna ek taraf

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

fikr-e-ghurbat hai na andesha-e-tanhaai hai zindagi kitne hawadis se guzar aayi hai log jis haal men marne ki dua karte hain main ne us haal men jeene ki qasam khaai hai ham na suqraat na mansoor na iisa lekin jo bhi qaateel hai hamaara hi tamannaai hai zindagi aur hain kitne tire chehre ye bataa tujh se ik umr ki haalaanki shanaasaai hai kaun na-waaqif-e-anjaam-e-tabassum hai ameer mere haalaat pe ye kis ko hañsi aayi hai

paai har ek raah-guzar par udaasiyaan nikli hui hain kab se safar par udaasiyaan khwaabida shahar jaagne vaala hai laut aao bai thii hui hain shaam se ghar par udaasiyaan main khauf se larzata raha padh nahin sakaa phaili hui theen ek khabar par udaasiyaan suraj ke haath sabz qabaon tak aa ga.e ab hain yahaañ har ek shajar par udaasiyaan apne bhi khatt-o-khaal nigaahon men ab nahin is tarah chha gaii hain nazar par udaasiyaan faila raha hai kaun kabhi sochta hooñ main KHvaabon ke ek ek nagar par udaasiyaan sab log ban ga.e hain agar ajnabi to kya chhod aayengi mujhe mire dar par udaasiyaan

khauf ban kar ye khayal aata hai akshar mujh ko dasht kar jaayega ik roz samundar mujh ko main saraapa hooñ khabar-naama-e-imroz-e-jahaan kal bhula de na ye duniya kahii padh kar mujh ko har nafs mujh men taghayyur ki hawaaye larzaan murtasim kar na sakaa koi bhi manzar mujh ko apne saahil pe main KHud tishna-dahan baitha hooñ dekh dariyaa ki taraai se nikal kar mujh ko mire saa.e men bhi mujh ko nahin rahne dega mire hi ghar men rakhega koi be-ghar mujh ko kaargar koi bhi tadbeer na hone dega kya muqaddar hai ki le jaayega dar-dar mujh ko kaam aayegi na bedaar-nigaahi bhi ameer KHvaab kah jaayega ik din mira paikar mujh ko

har gaam haadsa hai thehar jaaie janab rastaa agar ho yaad to ghar jaaie janab zinda haqeeqaton ke talaatum hain saamne KHvaabon ki kashtiyon se utar jaaie janab insaaf ki saleeb hooñ sacchaaiyon ka zahar mujh se mile baghair guzar jaaie janab din ka safar to kat gaya suraj ke saath saath ab shab ki anjuman men bikhar jaaie janab koi chura ke le gaya sadiyon ka e'tiqaad mimbar ki seedhiyon se utar jaaie janab

vo sar-firi hawa thii sambhalna pada mujhe main aakhiri charaaghh tha jalnaa pada mujhe mehsoos kar raha tha use apne aas paas apna khayal KHud hi badalna pada mujhe suraj ne chhupte chhupte ujaagar kiya to tha lekin tamaam raat pighalna pada mujhe mauzoo-e-guftugoo thii mirii KHaamushi kahii jo zahar pee chuka tha ugalnaa pada mujhe kuchh door tak to jaise koi mere saath tha phir apne saath aap hi chalna pada mujhe