yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

mere bas men nahin varna qudrat ka likha hua kaatta tere hisse men aa.e bure din koi doosra kaatta laariyon se zyaada bahaav tha tere har ik lafz men main ishaara nahin kaat saka teri baat kya kaatta maine bhi zindagi aur shab e hijr kaatee hai sabki tarah vaise behtar to ye tha ke main kam se kam kuchh naya kaatta tere hote hue mombatti bujhaai kisi aur ne kya khushi rah gayi thii janmdin ki main cake kya kaatta koi bhi to nahin jo mere bhookhe rahne pe naaraz ho jail men teri tasveer hoti to hanskar saza kaatta

ashk ज़ाया' ho rahe the dekh kar rota na tha jis jagah banta tha rona main udhar rota na tha sirf teri chup ne mere gaal geelay kar diye main to vo hooñ jo kisi ki maut par rota na tha mujhpe kitne saanihe guzre par un aankhoñ ko kya meraa dukh ye hain ki meraa hamsafar rota na tha maine uske vasl men bhi hijr kaata hai kahii vo mere kaandhe pe rakh leta tha sar rota na tha pyaar to pahle bhi usse tha magar itnaa nahin tab main us..ko choo to leta tha magar rota na tha giryaa-o-zaari ko bhi ik khaas mausam chahiye meri aañkhen dekh lo main vaqt par rota na tha

ajeeb KHvaab tha us ke badan men kaai thii vo ik pari jo mujhe sabz karne aayi thii vo ik charagh-kada jis men kuchh nahin tha meraa vo jal rahi thii vo qindeel bhi paraai thii na jaane kitne parindon ne is men shirkat ki kal ek ped ki taraqeeb-e-ro-numaai thii hawaon aao mire gaav ki taraf dekho jahaan ye ret hai pahle yahaañ taraai thii kisi sipaah ne khe men laga diye hain vahaañ jahaan ye main ne nishaani tiri dabaai thii gale mila tha kabhi dukh bhare december se mire vujood ke andar bhi dhund chhaai thii

ashk zaaeaa ho rahe the dekh kar rota na tha jis jagah banta tha rona main udhar rota na tha sirf teri chup ne mire gaal geelay kar diye main to vo hooñ jo kisi ki maut par rota na tha mujh pe kitne saanhe guzre par in aankhoñ ko kya meraa dukh ye hai ki meraa hum-safar rota na tha main ne us ke vasl men bhi hijr kaata hai kahii vo mire kaandhe pe rakh leta tha sar rota na tha pyaar to pahle bhi us se tha magar itnaa nahin tab main us ko choo to leta tha magar rota na tha giryaa-o-zaari ko bhi ik khaas mausam chahiye meri aañkhen dekh lo main vaqt par rota na tha

cheekhte hain dar-o-deewar nahin hota main aankh khulne pe bhi bedaar nahin hota main KHvaab karna ho safar karna ho ya rona ho mujh men khoobi hai bezaar nahin hota men ab bhala apne li.e banna sanwarna kaisa KHud se milnaa ho to taiyyaar nahin hota main kaun aayega bhala meri ayaadat ke li.e bas isee khauf se beemaar nahin hota main manzil-e-ishq pe niklaa to kaha raaste ne har kisi ke li.e hamvaar nahin hota main teri tasveer se taskin nahin hoti mujhe teri awaaz se sarshaar nahin hota main log kahte hain main baarish ki tarah hooñ haafi akshar auqaat lagaataar nahin hota main

ye soch kar meraa sehra men jee nahin lagta main shaamil-e-saf-e-aawargi nahin lagta kabhi kabhi to vo KHuda ban ke saath chaltaa hai kabhi kabhi to vo insaan bhi nahin lagta yaqeen kyun nahin aata tujhe mere dil par ye phal kaha se tujhe mausami nahin lagta main chahta hooñ vo meri jabeen pe bosa de magar jali hui roti ko ghee nahin lagta main uske paas kisi kaam se nahin aata use ye kaam koi kaam hi nahin lagta