yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

kaise usne ye sab kuchh mujhse chhupkar badla chehra badla rastaa badla baad men ghar badla main uske baare men ye kahtaa tha logon se meraa naam badal dena vo shaKHs agar badla vo bhi KHush tha usne dil dekar dil maanga hai main bhi KHush hooñ maine patthar se patthar badla maine kaha kya meri khaatir KHud ko badloge aur phir usne nazren badlein aur number badla

tumhein bas yah bat aanaa chahta hooñ main tumse kya chhup aanaa chahta hooñ kabhi mujhse bhi koi jhooth bolo main haan men haan mil aanaa chahta hooñ adaakaari bada dukh de rahi hai main sachmuch muskurana chahta hooñ ameeri ishq ki tumko mubarak main bas kh aanaa kam aanaa chahta hooñ main saare shahar ki baisakhiyon ko tere dar par nachana chahta hooñ mujhe tumse bichadna hi padega main tumko yaad aanaa chahta hooñ

itnaa majboor na kar baat banaane lag jaayen ham tere sar kii qasam jhooth hi khaane lag jaayen itne sannaate pi.e meri sama'at ne ki ab sirf aavaaz pe chaahoon to nishaane lag jaayen chaliye kuchh aur nahin aah-shumaarii hi sahi ham kisi kaam to is dil ke bahaane lag jaayen ham vo gum-gasht-e-mohabbat hain ki tum to kya ho khud ko ham dhoondhne niklen to zamaane lag jaayen khvaab kuchh aise dikhaaye hain faqiri ne mujhe jin kii ta'beer men shahon ke khazaane lag jaayen main agar apni jawaani ke suna doon qisse ye jo launde hain mire paanv dabane lag jaayen

vafaa ka zikr chhida tha ki raat beet gaii abhii to rang jama tha ki raat beet gaii mirii taraf chali aati hai neend KHvaab li.e abhii ye muzda suna tha ki raat beet gaii main raat zeest ka qissa sunaane baith gaya abhii shuruat kiya tha ki raat beet gaii yahaañ to chaaron taraf ab talak andhera hai kisi ne mujh se kaha tha ki raat beet gaii ye kya tilism ye pal bhar men raat aa bhi gaii abhii to main ne suna tha ki raat beet gaii shab aaj ki vo mire naam karne vaala hai ye inkishaaf hua tha ki raat beet gaii naved-e-subh jo sab ko sunaata firta tha vo mujh se pooch raha tha ki raat beet gaii uthe the haath dua ke li.e ki raat kate dua men aisa bhi kya tha ki raat beet gaii khushi zaroor thii taimoor din nikalne ki magar ye gham bhi siva tha ki raat beet gaii

vo kam-sukhan na tha par baat soch kar karta yahii saleeqa use sab men mo'tabar karta na jaane kitnii galat-fahmiyaan janam letiin main asl baat se pahlu-tahi agar karta main sochta hooñ kahaan baat is qadar badhti agar main tere ravayye se dar-guzar karta mira adoo to tha ilm-ul-kalaam ka maahir mire KHilaaf zamaane ko bol kar karta akelaa jang ladi jeet li to sab ne kaha pahunchte ham bhi agar tu ha men khabar karta mirii bhi chaanv na hoti agar tumhaari tarah main inhisaar buzurgon ke saa.e par karta safar men hoti hai pahchaan kaun kaisa hai ye aarzoo thii mire saath tu safar karta ga.e dinon men ye maamool tha mira taimoor ziyaada vaqt main ik KHvaab men basar karta

nahin udaaunga KHaak roya nahin karunga karunga main ishq par tamasha nahin karunga mirii mohabbat bhi khaas hai kyunki khaas hooñ main so aam logon men zikr is ka nahin karunga use batao firaar ka naam to nahin ishqjo kah raha hai main kaar-e-duniya nahin karunga kabhi na socha tha guftugoo bhi karunga ghanton aur apni baaton men zikr teraa nahin karunga iraadtan jo kiya hai ab tak galat kiya hai so ab koi kaam bil-iraada nahin karunga tujhe main apna nahin samajhta isee li.e to zamaane tujh se main koi shikwa nahin karunga mirii tavajjoh faqat mire kaam par rahegi main KHud ko saabit karunga daava nahin karunga agar main haara to maan loonga shikast apni tiri tarah se koi bahaana nahin karunga agar kisi maslahat men peeche hata hooñ taimoor to mat samajhna ki ab main hamla nahin karunga

Tujhe zindagi ka shauur tha tera kya bana

vo jo mumkin na ho mumkin ye banaa deta hai KHvaab dariyaa ke kinaaron ko mila deta hai zindagi bhar ki riyaazat mirii be-kaar gaii ik khayal aaya tha badle men vo kya deta hai ab mujhe lagta hai dushman mira apna chehra mujh se pahle ye mira haal bataa deta hai chand jumle vo ada karta hai aise dhab se mere afkaar ki buniyaad hila deta hai ye bhi ejaz-e-mohabbat hai ki rone vaala rote rote tujhe hansne ki dua deta hai zindagi jang hai aasaab ki aur ye bhi suno ishq aasaab ko mazboot banaa deta hai baithe baithe use kya hota hai jaane taimoor jalta cigarette vo hatheli pe bujha deta hai ye jahaan is li.e achha nahin lagta taimoor jab bhi deta hai mujhe teraa gilaa deta hai