ham milenge kahii ham milenge kahii ajnabi shahar ki KHvaab hoti hui shaahraaoon pe aur shaahraaoon pe phaili hui dhoop men ek din ham kahii saath hoge vaqt ki aandhiyon se ati saahtoon par se miTTi hataate huye ek hi jaise aañsu behaate huye ham milenge ghane janglo ki hari ghaas par aur kisi shaakh-e-naazuk par padte huye bojh ki dastaanon men kho jaayenge ham sanobar ke pedon ki nokiile patton se sadiyon se soye huye devataaon ki aañkhen chabo jaayenge ham milenge kahii barf ke bajuon men ghire parvaton par baanjh qabro men lete huye koh pemaaon ki yaad men nazm kahte huye jo pahaadoon ki aulaad thein aur unhen vaqt aane par maa baap ne apni aaghosh men le liya ham milenge kahii shah sulemaan ke urs men hauz ki seediyon par wuzu karne waalo ke shaffaaf chehron ke aage sangemarmar se aarasta farsh par pair rakhte huye aah bharte huye aur darakhton ko mannat ke dhaago se azaad karte huye ham milenge ham milenge kahii naarmendi ke saahil pe aate huye apne gum gashtarashto ki khaak-e-safar se ati vardiyo ke nishaan dekh kar maraakis se palte huye ek jarnel ki aakhiri baat par muskuraate huye ik jahaan jang ki chot khaate huye ham milenge ham milenge kahii roos ki daastaon ki jhoothi kahaanii pe aankhoñ men hairat sajaaye huye shaam lebnaan beirut ki nargisi chashmuro ki aamad ke nohoo pe hanste huye khooni kaziyo se maflooh jalbaaniyaan ke pahaadi ilaaqon men mehmaan ban kar milenge ham milenge ek murda zamaane ki KHush rang tahzeeb men zasb hone ke imkaan men ik puraani imarat ke pahluu men ujde huye laan men aur apne asiroon ki raah dekhte paanch sadiyon se veeraan zindaan men ham milenge tamannaon ki chhatriyon ke tale khwahishon ki hawaon ke bebaak boso se chhalni badan saumpane ke liye raaston ko ham milenge zameen se namoodaar hote huye aathvein barre azam men udte huye kaaleen par ham milenge kisi baar men apni bakaaya bachi umr ki paaymaali ke jaam haath men lenge aur ek hi ghoont men ham ye saiyal andar utaarenge aur hosh aane talak geet gaayenge bachpan ke qisse sunaata hua geet jo aaj bhi hamko azbar hai bedi be bedi tu thildi tapaiye pate paar kya hai pate paar kya hai ham milenge baagh men gaav men dhoop men chaanv men ret men dasht men shahar men masjidoon men kaliso men mandir men mehraab men church men mooslaadhaar baarish men bazaar men KHvaab men aag men gehre paani men galiyon men jungle men aur aasmaanon men kono makaan se pare gair aabda saiyaraaye aarzoo men sadiyon se khaali padi bench par jahaan maut bhi ham se dasto garebaan hogii to bas ek do din ki mehmaan hogii

dost ke naam khat tumne haal poocha hai haalat-e-mohabbat men haal ka bat aanaa kya dil sisak raha ho to zakham ka chhup aanaa kya tum jo pooch baithe ho kuchh to ab bat aanaa hai baat ek bah aanaa hai tumne haal poocha hai ik diya jalata hooñ theek hai bataata hooñ roz uski yaadon men door tak chale j aanaa jo bhi tha kaha usne apne saath dohr aanaa saans jab ruke to phir apni marti aankhoñ men uski shakl le aanaa aur zindagi p aanaa roz aise hota hai kuchh purane message hain jin men uski baatein hain kuchh tabeel subhe hain kuchh qadeem raatein hain maine uski baaton men zindagi guzaari hai zindagi mitaane ka hausla nahin mujh men ek ek lafz uskaa saans men pirooya hai rooh men samoya hai uske jitne message hai roz khol leta hooñ usse kah nahin paata KHud se bol leta hooñ uske pej par ja kar roz dekhta hooñ main aaj kitne logon ne uski pairavi ki hai aur sochta hooñ main ye naseeb waale hain us..ko dekh sakte hain usse baat karte hain ye ijaazaton waale mujhse kitne behtar hain main to daagh tha koi jo mita diya usne gar mita diya usne theek hi kiya usne tumne haal poocha tha lo bataa diya maine jo bhi kuchh bataaya hai us..ko mat bataa dena padh ke ro paro to phir in tamaam lafzon ko bas gale laga lena vo meri mohabbat hai aur sadaa rahegi vo jab nahin rahoonga to ek din kahegi vo tum ali faqat tum the jisne mujh...ko chaaha tha jisne mere maathe ko choom kar bataaya tha tum dua ka chehra ho tum haya ka pahra ho main to tab nahin hoonga par meri sabhi naz men uski baat sun lenge tum bhi muskuraa dena phir bahut mohabbat se us..ko sab bataa dena uske narm haathon men meraa khat thama dena lo ye khat tumhaara hai aur uski jaanib se vo jo bas tumhaara tha aaj bhi tumhaara hai

tu kisi aur hi duniya men mili thii mujhse tu kisi aur hi mausam ki mahak laai thii dar raha tha ki kahii zakham na bhar jaayen mere aur tu mutthiyaan bhar-bhar ke namak laai thii aur hi tarah ki aañkhen thii tere chehre par tu kisi aur sitaare se chamak laai thii teri awaaz hi sabkuchh thii mujhe monis-e-jaan kya karun main ki tu boli hi bahut kam mujhse teri chup se hi yahii mehsoos kiya tha maine jeet jayega teraa gham kisi roz mujhse shahar aawaazen lagata tha magar tu chup thii ye taalluq mujhe khaata tha magar tu chup thii vahii anjaam tha jo ishq ka aagaaz se hai tujhko paaya bhi nahin tha ki tujhe khona tha chali aati hai yahii rasm kaii sadiyon se yahii hota hai yahii hogaa yahii hona tha poochta rehta tha tujhse ki bataa kya dukh hai aur meri aankh men aañsu bhi nahin hote the maine andaaze lagaye ke sabab kya hogaa par mere teer taraazu bhi nahin hote the jiska dar tha mujhe maaloom pada logon se phir vo khush-bakht palat aaya teri duniya men jiske jaane pe mujhe tune jagah dii dil men meri qismat men hi jab khaali jagah likhi thii tujhse shikwa bhi agar karta to kaise karta main vo sabza tha jise raund diya jaata hai main vo jungle tha jise kaat diya jaata hai main vo dard tha jise dastak ki kamii khaati hai main vo manzil tha jahaan tooti sadak jaati hai main vo ghar tha jise aabaad nahin karta koi main to vo tha jise yaad nahin karta koi KHair is baat ko tu chhod bataa kaisi hai tune chaaha tha jise vo tere nazdeek to hai kaun se gham ne tujhe chaat liya andar se aaj kal phir se tu chup rahtii hai sab theek to hai

uski khushiyaan saari jheelein sookh gaii hain uski aañkhen sookh gaii hain pedon par panchi bhi chup hain us..ko koi dukh hai shaayad raaste soone soone hain sab usne tahlna chhod diya hai saari ghazlein bemaani hain usne padhna chhod diya hai vo bhi hansna bhool chuki hai gulon ne khilna chhod diya hai saawan ka mausam jaarii hai yaanii uskaa gham jaarii hai baaki mausam taal diye hain sukh kuein men daal diye hain chaand ko chhutti de dii gaii hai taaron ko madhham rakha hai aatish-daan men fenk dii khushiyaan dil men bas ik gham rakha hai khaana peena chhod diya hai sabse rishta tod diya hai haaye qayamat aane ko hai usne jeena chhod diya hai har dil KHush har chehra KHush ho vo ho KHush to duniya KHush ho vo achchhii to sab achha hai aur duniya men kya rakha hai ye sab sunkar KHuda ne bola bol teri ab KHvaahish kya hai maine bola meri KHvaahish meri KHvaahish uski khushiyaan KHuda ne bola teri KHvaahish main phir bola uski khushiyaan iske alaava pooch raha hooñ maine bola uski khushiyaan apne li.e kuchh maang le pagle maang liya na uski khushiyaan uski khushiyaan uski khushiyaan uski khushiyaan uski khushiyaan

meri dastaan vo din bhi kitne ajeeb the jab ham dono qareeb the shabab-e-hizr na tu na main sab apne-apne naseeb the tu hi meri duniya thii main hi teraa jahaan tha mujhe tere hone ka gurur tha tujhe mere hone par gumaan tha tere saath bitaaye the woh din vo raate kitnii haseen thius kamre men thii jannat saari ek bistar par hi zameen thii teri god men sar rakhkar main gazle apni sunaata tha tu sunkar shayari so jaati thii main teri khushbu men kho jaata tha meri kaamyaabi ki khabren sun mujhse zyaada jhooma karti thii vo bewajah baaton-baaton men meraa maatha chooma karti thii meri har pareshaani men woh meri hamdard thii,हमसाया thius se badhkar kuchh na tha bas vahii ek sarmaaya thii mulaqaat na ho to kahti thii main kaise aaj so paaoongi mujhe gale laga kar kahti thii main tumse juda na ho paaoongi ik aaina thii woh meraa usse kuchh bhi nahin chhupa tha har cheez jaanti thii meri meraa sab kuchh use pata tha yaar vahii chehre hain apne vahii ehsaas dil men hai phir kyuuñ dooriyaan badh si gaii kyuuñ rishte aaj mushkil men hai kaii sawaal hain dil men ek-ek karke sab sunogi kya main shuroo karta hooñ shuroo se ab sabka javaab dogi kya kyuuñ lautaa dii angu thii mujhe kyuuñ badal ga.e sab iraade tere kya hua teri sab kasmon ka ab kahaan ga.e sab vaade tere tere in mehn dii waale haathon men kisi or ka ab naam hain ik haadsa hain mere li.e ye maana tere li.e inaam hain apne hijr ki vo pahli raat tab khayal to meraa aaya hogaa aayi hogii sab yaaden puraani meri baaton ne bhi rulaaya hogaa jaise mujh men koi cheekh raha hain meri rooh-rooh tak so rahi hain main apni daastaan likh raha hooñ aur meri shayari ro rahi hain bas yahii iltijaa hain KHuda se koi itnaa bhi pyaara na bane kaii sooraten ho saamne nazar ke par koi hamaara na bane

hallucination main apne band kamre men pada hooñ aur ik deewaar par nazrein jamaaye manaazir ke ajoobe dekhta hooñ usii deewaar men koi khala hai mujhe jo ghaar jaisa lag raha hai vahaañ makdi ne jaal bun liya hai aur ab apne hi jaal men fansi hai wahin par ek murda chipkili hai kaii sadiyon se jo saakit padi hai ab us par kaai jamti ja rahi hai aur us men ek jungle dik raha hai darakhton se parinde gir rahe hain kulhaadi shaakh par latki hui hai lakadhaare pe geedad hañs rahe musalsal tez baarish ho rahi hai kisi patte se gir kar ek qatra achaanak ek samundar ban gaya hai samundar naav se ladne laga hai machhera machliyon men ghir gaya hai aur ab patwaar seene se laga kar vo neele aasmaañ ko dekhta hai jo yak-dam zard padta ja raha hai vo kaise ret banta ja raha hai mujhe ab sirf sehra dik raha hai aur us men dhoom ki chadar bichi hai magar vo ek jagah se phat rahi hai vahaañ par ek saaya naachta hai jahaan bhi pair dharta hai vahaañ par sunhare phool khilte ja rahe hai ye sehra baagh banta ja raha hai aur us men titliyan dikhti hain paron men jin ke neeli raushni hai vo har pal tez hoti ja rahi hai so meri aankh men chubhne lagii hai so main ne haath aankhoñ par rakhe hain aur ab ungli hata kar dekhta hooñ ki apne band kamre men pada hooñ aur ik deewaar ke aage khada hooñ

zabaan-daraaz main apni beemaarii bataane se ma'zoor hooñ mujhe zabaan ki ajeeb beemaarii ho gaii hai so guftugoo se parhez karne par majboor hooñ meraa lahjaa karkht aur awaaz bhari ho gaii hai zabaan men fee lafz ek inch izafa ho raha hai pahle bhi to ye kaandhon par padi thii tumhein meri mushkil ka andaaza ho raha hai tum jo mujh se baat karne par adi theen aakhiri takraar ke baad main ne zabaan samet li hai ab main ek lafz bhi mazid nahin boloonunga kheench-taan kar zabaan apne badan par lapet li hai dua nahin karunga girah nahin khooloonunga har pasli doosri pasli men dhansati ja rahi hai meri zabaan mere badan par kasti ja rahi hai

meraa rang ud raha hai mere baal jhad rahe hain meraa rang ud raha hai mere baal jhad rahe hain mere pech khul chuke hain mere KHam bigad rahe hain kahii chupke chupke chupke meri baat chal rahi hai kahii kuchh aziz mere mere paav pad rahe hain meraa kaam kar chuka hai meraa KHvaab mar chuka hai meri khushk khushk aankhoñ men saraab gad rahe hain meri pasliyaan chatk kar mere munh ko aa gaii hain gham-e-tishnagi ke maare mere daant jhad rahe hain meri aasteen fati hai mujhe chot lag rahi hai meri dhajjiyaan udri hain mere taar udhad rahe hain mere KHoon ki safe dii tumhein kya bataa rahi hai ye mujhe jata rahi hai mere za KHam sad rahe hain mere sar pe chadh ke ab tak vahii khauf naachta hai ki tu kab ka ja chuka hai ki tu kab ka ja chuka hai