us se muhabbat jheelein kya hain uski aañkhen umdaa kya hai uskaa chehra khushboo kya hai uski saansen khushiyaan kya hain uskaa hona to gham kya hai usse judaai saawan kya hai uskaa rona sar dii kya hai uski udaasi garmi kya hai uskaa ghussa aur bahaarein uskaa hansna meetha kya hai uski baatein karwa kya hai meri baatein kya padhna hai uskaa likkha kya sunna hai uski ghazlein lab ki KHvaahish uskaa maatha zakham ki KHvaahish uskaa choona duniya kya hai ik jungle hai aur tum kya ho ped samajh lo aur vo kya hai ik raahi hai kya socha haius se muhabbat kya karte hous se muhabbat matlab peshaus se muhabbat is ke alaavaus se muhabbat usse muhabbat

chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ jo lafz kahooñ vo ho jaa.e bas ashk kahooñ to ek aañsu tere gore gaal ko dho jaa.e main aa likkhoon tu aa jaa.e main baith likkhoon tu aa baithe mere shaane par sar rakhe tu main neend kahooñ tu so jaa.e main kaagaz par tere hont likkhoon tere honthon par muskaan aa.e main dil likkhoon tu dil thaa men main gum likkhoon vo kho jaa.e tere haath banaaun pencil se phir haath pe tere haath rakhoon kuchh ulta seedha farz karoon kuchh seedha ulta ho jaa.e main aah likhoon tu haay kare bechain likhoon bechain ho tu phir bechain ka be kaatoon tujhe chain zaraa sa ho jaa.e abhii ain likhoon tu soche mujhe phir sheen likhoon teri neend ude jab qaaf likhoon tujhe kuchh kuchh ho main ishq likhoon tujhe ho jaa.e

yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha phir na kehna ghalti dil ki pyaar samajh ke karna ladki pyaar nibh aanaa hota hai phir paar lagana hota hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha saath chalo to poore safar tak mar jaane ki agli khabar tak samjho yaar KHuda tak hogaa saara pyaar vafaa tak hogaa phir ye bandhan tod na j aanaa chhod ga.e to phir na aanaa chhod diya jo teraa nahin hai chala gaya jo meraa nahin hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha ya to toot ke pyaar na karna ya phir peeth pe vaar na karna jab nadaani ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii likh laaunga agle roz main bik jaaunga tere gul jab khil jaayenge mujh...ko paise mil jaayenge yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha bichhad ga.e to mauj udh aanaa waapas mere paas na aanaa jab koi jaakar waapas aa.e roye tadpe ya pachht aa.e main phir us..ko milta nahin hooñ saath dobara chaltaa nahin hooñ gum jaata hooñ kho jaata hooñ main patthar ka ho jaata hooñ

ramz tum jab aaogi to khoya hua paayogi mujhe meri tanhaaii men KHvaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin mere kamre ko sajaane ki tamannaa hai tumhein mere kamre men kitaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin in kitaabon ne badaa zulm kiya hai mujh par in men ik ramz hai jis ramz ka maara hua zehan muzdaa-e-ishrat-e-anjaam nahin pa saka zindagi men kabhi aaraam nahin pa saka

tu kisi aur hi duniya men mili thii mujhse tu kisi aur hi mausam ki mahak laai thii dar raha tha ki kahii zakham na bhar jaayen mere aur tu mutthiyaan bhar-bhar ke namak laai thii aur hi tarah ki aañkhen thii tere chehre par tu kisi aur sitaare se chamak laai thii teri awaaz hi sabkuchh thii mujhe monis-e-jaan kya karun main ki tu boli hi bahut kam mujhse teri chup se hi yahii mehsoos kiya tha maine jeet jayega teraa gham kisi roz mujhse shahar aawaazen lagata tha magar tu chup thii ye taalluq mujhe khaata tha magar tu chup thii vahii anjaam tha jo ishq ka aagaaz se hai tujhko paaya bhi nahin tha ki tujhe khona tha chali aati hai yahii rasm kaii sadiyon se yahii hota hai yahii hogaa yahii hona tha poochta rehta tha tujhse ki bataa kya dukh hai aur meri aankh men aañsu bhi nahin hote the maine andaaze lagaye ke sabab kya hogaa par mere teer taraazu bhi nahin hote the jiska dar tha mujhe maaloom pada logon se phir vo khush-bakht palat aaya teri duniya men jiske jaane pe mujhe tune jagah dii dil men meri qismat men hi jab khaali jagah likhi thii tujhse shikwa bhi agar karta to kaise karta main vo sabza tha jise raund diya jaata hai main vo jungle tha jise kaat diya jaata hai main vo dard tha jise dastak ki kamii khaati hai main vo manzil tha jahaan tooti sadak jaati hai main vo ghar tha jise aabaad nahin karta koi main to vo tha jise yaad nahin karta koi KHair is baat ko tu chhod bataa kaisi hai tune chaaha tha jise vo tere nazdeek to hai kaun se gham ne tujhe chaat liya andar se aaj kal phir se tu chup rahtii hai sab theek to hai

taarikh kya hai subah roshan thii aur garmiyon ke thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nehron men gote lagaate apne chehre pe keechad laga kar daraate thein ek doosre ko kinaaro pe baithe huye hamne jo ahd ek doosre se liye thein uske dhundle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hain KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ek dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte thein uskaa chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaayenaat men phaile huye un mazaahir ki tafeem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid ne ye beemaar jinn ko KHud apni tamannoon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ke inko havas ke kaaf men mohabbat ki kiranoon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye usse pare ho gaye inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ik mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jisse inkaar kar karke inke badan khuradare ho gaye ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ik kist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat pe raayzni karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marji ki naz men kahooñ jin men inki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padhke hairaan ho jis..ko ye ilm kahte hain us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh saay samaaj aqeeda zabaan maashi mashaavaat insaan ke rang-o-aadaaton atwaar ijaad takleed aml intishaar nainan ki azmad ke qisse khitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulhaanaama liye tez raftaar ghodon pe sah men sipaahi nazariya-e-samaavaat ke kaat ne kya kaha aur uske juraabon ke feiton ki dibbiyaan kimiyaan ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabl kaun tha jisne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aañkhen jo bas aasmaanon pe rahtii kya vo iglend ka mosin nahin samandar ki takseer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan qashtio jaisi kyuuñ hain aur rafael ke haath par miTTi kaise lagii ye sawaal aur ye saari baate mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hain ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

main sapnon men oxygen plant install kar raha hooñ aur har marne waale ke saath mar raha hooñ main apne lafzon ke jariye tumhein saanson ke cylinder bhejoonga jo tumhein is jang men haarne nahin denge aur tumhaari dekhbhaal karne waalon ke haathon ko kaampane nahin denge oxygen stock khatm hone ki khabren gardish bhi karen to kya main tumhaare li.e apni nazmon se ventilator banaoonga aspataalon ke bistar bhar bhi jaayen kuchh log tumse bichhad bhi jaayen to hausla mat haarna kyunki raat chahe jitni marzi kaali ho guzar jaane ke li.e hoti hai rang utar jaane ke li.e hote hain aur zakham bhar jaane ke hote hain

subhen raushan thii aur garmiyon ki thaka dene waale dinon men saari duniya se azaad ham machliyon ki tarah mailee nahron men gote lagaate apne chehron se keechad lagaakar daraate the ek doosre ko kinaaron par baithe hue hamne jo ahd ek doosre se li.e the uske dhuñdhle se naqshe aaj bhi mere dil par kahii naksh hai KHuda roz suraj ko taiyaar karke hamaari taraf bhejta tha aur ham saaya-e-kufr men ik dooje ke chehre ki taabindagi ki dua maangte theus ka chehra kabhi meri aankhoñ se ojhal nahin ho sakaa uskaa chehra agar meri aankhoñ se hatta to main kaaynaaton men phaile hue un mazaahir ki tafheem nazmon men karta ki jis par bazid hai ye beemaar jin ko KHud apni tamannaon ki aatmaon ne itnaa daraaya ki inko havas ke qafas men mohabbat ki kirnon ne choone ki koshish bhi ki to ye us se pare ho ga.e inke bas men nahin ki ye mehsoos karte ek mohabbat bhare haath ka lams jinse inkaar kar kar ke inke badan khurdure ho ga.e ek din jo KHuda aur mohabbat ki ek qist ko agle din par nahin taal sakte KHuda aur mohabbat par raaye-zani karte thakte nahin aur is par bhi ye chahte hain ki main inki marzi ki naz men kahooñ jin men in ki tashaffi ka samaan ho aadmi padh ke hairaan ho jis ko ye ilm kahte hai us ilm ki baat ho falsafa deen taarikh science samaaj aqeeda zabaan-e-maashi musawaat insaan ke rang-o-adaat-o-atwaar ijaad taqleed amn intishaar lenin ki azmat ke kisse fitri balaaon se aur devataaon se jang sulh-naama li.e tez raftaar ghodon par sah men sipaahi naziya-e-samaawaat men kaan men kya kaha aur uski juraabon ke feeton ki dibiyaa keemiya ke khazaanon ka munh kholne vaala baabul kaun tha jis ne paare ko patthar men dhaala aur harshal ki aankhe jo bas aasmaanon par rahtii kya vo ingland ka mohsin nahin samandar ki taskheer aur atlantic pe aabaadiyaan machliyaan kashtiyon jaisi kyuuñ hai aur rafael ke haath par matti kaise lagii kya ye nietzsche ka matlab bhi nishte ki tarah nahin to nahin hai ye sawaal aur ye saari baatein mere kis kaam ki pichhle das saal se uski awaaz tak main nahin sun sakaa aur ye poochte hai ki hegel ke nazdeek taarikh kya hai

nazm bebasi tere saath guzare dinon kii koii ek dhundli sii tasveer jab bhi kabhi saamne aayegi to ha men ek dua thaamne aayegi budhape kii gahraaiyon men utarte hue teri belaus baanhon ke ghere nahin bhool paayenge ham hamko tere tavassut se hanste hue jo mile the vo chehre nahin bhool paayenge ham tere pahluu men lete huoon ka ajab qarb hai jo raat bhar apni veeraan aankhoñ se tujhe takte the aur tere shaadaab shaanon pe sir rakh ke marne kii KHvaahish men jeete rahe par tere lams ka koii ishaara muyassar nahin tha magar is jahaan ka koii ek hissa unhen tere bistar se behtar nahin tha par mohabbat ko is sab se koii ilaaka nahin tha ek dukh to ham bahaal ham apne seenon men le ke marengay ki hamne mohabbat ke daave ki.e tere maathe par sindoor taanka nahin isse kya fark padta hai door hain tujhse ya paas hain hamko koii aadmi to nahin ham to ehsaas hain jo rahe to hamesha rahenge aur ga.e to mud kar waapis nahin aayenge

jab vo is duniya ke shor aur khaamoshi se kata taalluq hokar english men gussa karti hai main to dar jaata hooñ lekin kamre ki deewarein hansne lagti hain vo ik aisi aag hai jis..ko sirf dahakne se matlab hai vo ek aisa KHvaab hai jis..ko dekhne vaala KHud mushkil men pad saka hai us..ko choone ki KHvaahish to theek hai lekin paani kaun pakad saka hai vo rangon se waqif hai balki har ek rang ke shajre tak se waqif hai hamne jin phoolon ko nafrat se mansoob kiya vo un peele phoolon ki izzat karti hai kabhi kabhi vo apne haath men pencil lekar aisi sataren khenchti hai sabkuchh seedha ho jaata hai vo chahe to har ik cheez ko uske asl men la sakti hai sirf usii ke haathon se duniya tarteeb men aa sakti hai har patthar us paanv se takraane ki KHvaahish men zinda lekin ye to isee adhoorepan ka jahaan hain har pinjare men aise qaidee kab hote hain har kapde ki qismat men vo jism kahaan hain meri be-maqsad baaton se tang bhi aa jaati hai to mehsoos nahin hone deti lekin apne hone se ukta jaati hai us..ko vaqt ki paaban dii se kya matlab hai vo to band gha dii bhi haath men baandh ke kaalej aa jaati hai