us se muhabbat jheelein kya hain uski aañkhen umdaa kya hai uskaa chehra khushboo kya hai uski saansen khushiyaan kya hain uskaa hona to gham kya hai usse judaai saawan kya hai uskaa rona sar dii kya hai uski udaasi garmi kya hai uskaa ghussa aur bahaarein uskaa hansna meetha kya hai uski baatein karwa kya hai meri baatein kya padhna hai uskaa likkha kya sunna hai uski ghazlein lab ki KHvaahish uskaa maatha zakham ki KHvaahish uskaa choona duniya kya hai ik jungle hai aur tum kya ho ped samajh lo aur vo kya hai ik raahi hai kya socha haius se muhabbat kya karte hous se muhabbat matlab peshaus se muhabbat is ke alaavaus se muhabbat usse muhabbat

ramz tum jab aaogi to khoya hua paayogi mujhe meri tanhaaii men KHvaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin mere kamre ko sajaane ki tamannaa hai tumhein mere kamre men kitaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin in kitaabon ne badaa zulm kiya hai mujh par in men ik ramz hai jis ramz ka maara hua zehan muzdaa-e-ishrat-e-anjaam nahin pa saka zindagi men kabhi aaraam nahin pa saka

chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ chal aa ek aisi nazm kahooñ jo lafz kahooñ vo ho jaa.e bas ashk kahooñ to ek aañsu tere gore gaal ko dho jaa.e main aa likkhoon tu aa jaa.e main baith likkhoon tu aa baithe mere shaane par sar rakhe tu main neend kahooñ tu so jaa.e main kaagaz par tere hont likkhoon tere honthon par muskaan aa.e main dil likkhoon tu dil thaa men main gum likkhoon vo kho jaa.e tere haath banaaun pencil se phir haath pe tere haath rakhoon kuchh ulta seedha farz karoon kuchh seedha ulta ho jaa.e main aah likhoon tu haay kare bechain likhoon bechain ho tu phir bechain ka be kaatoon tujhe chain zaraa sa ho jaa.e abhii ain likhoon tu soche mujhe phir sheen likhoon teri neend ude jab qaaf likhoon tujhe kuchh kuchh ho main ishq likhoon tujhe ho jaa.e

mere zakhm nahin bharte yaaron mere naakhun badhte jaate hain main tanhaa ped hoon jungle ka mere patte jhadte jaate hain main kaun hoon kya hoon kab ki hoon ek teri kab hoon sabki hoon main koel hoon shehraao ki mujhe taab nahin hai chaanv ki ek daldal hai tere vaadon ki mere pair ukhadte jaate hain mere zakhm nahin bharte yaaro mere naakhun badhte jaate hain main kis bacche ki gudiya thii main kis pinjare ki chidiya thii mere khelne waale kahaan ga.e mujhe choomne waale kahaan ga.e mere jhumke girvi mat rakhna mere kangan tod na dena main banjar hoti jaati hoon kahii dariyaa mod na dena kabhi milnaa is par sochenge ham kya manzil par pahunchenge raaston men hi ladte jaate hain mere zakhm nahin bharte yaaron mere naakhun badhte jaate hain

tumhein ik baat kahni thii ijaazat ho to kah doon main ye bheega bheega sa mausam ye titli phool aur shabnam chamakte chaand ki baatein ye boonden aur barsaatein ye kaali raat ka aanchal hawa men naachte baadal dhadakte mausamon ka dil mehkati khushbuon ka dil ye sab jitne nazaare hain kaho kis ke ishaare hain s abhii baatein sooni tum ne phir aañkhen fer leen tum ne main tab ja kar kahii samjha ki tum ne kuchh nahin samjha main qissa mukhtasar kar ke zaraa neechi nazar kar ke ye kahtaa hooñ abhii tum se mohabbat ho gaii tum se

raatein sacchi hain din jhoote hain chahe tum meri beenaai khurch daalo phir bhi apne KHvaab nahin chhodunga un ki lazzat aur aziyyat se main apna koi ahd nahin todunga tez nazar na-beenaon ki aabaa dii men kya main apne dhyaan ki ye pounji bhi ginwa doon haan mere KHvaabon ko tumhaari subhon ki sard aur saaya-goon taabiron se nafrat hai in subhon ne shaam ke haathon ab tak jitne suraj beche vo sab ik barfaani bhaap ki chamkeeli aur chakkar khaati golaai the so mere KHvaabon ki raatein jaltee aur dahakti raatein aisi yakh-basta taabiron ke har din se achchhii hain aur sacchi bhi hain jis men dhundla chakkar khaata chamkeela-pan chhe itaraaf ka rog banaa hai mere andhere bhi sacche hain aur tumhaare rog ujaale bhi jhoote hain raatein sacchi hain din jhoote jab tak din jhoote hain jab tak raatein sahna aur apne KHvaabon men rahna KHvaabon ko bahkaane waale din ke ujaalon se achha hai haan main behkaavon ki dhund nahin odhoonga chahe tum meri beenaai khurch daalo main phir bhi apne KHvaab nahin chhodunga apna ahd nahin todunga yahii to bas meraa sab kuchh hai maah o saal ke ghaarat-gar se meri thani hai meri jaan par aan banii hai chahe kuchh ho mere aakhiri saans talak ab chahe kuchh ho

bas ek andaaza baras guzre tumhein soye hue uth jaao sunti ho ab uth jaao main aaya hooñ main andaaze se samjha hooñ yahaañ soi hui ho tum yahaañ roo-e-zameen ke is maqaam-e-aasmaani-tar ki had men baad-ha-e-tund ne mere li.e bas ek andaaza hi chhodaa hai

naakaara kaun aaya hai koi nahin aaya hai paagal tez hawa ke jhonke se darwaaza khula hai achha yuñ hai bekaari men zaat ke zaKHmon ki sozish ko aur badhaane tez-ravi ki raahguzar se mehnat-kosh aur kaam ke din ki dhool aayi hai dhoop aayi hai jaane ye kis dhyaan men tha main aata to achha kaun aata kis ko aanaa tha kaun aata

qaateel suna hai tum ne apne aakhiri lamhon men samjha tha ki tum mirii hifazat men ho mire baazuon men ho suna hai bujhte bujhte bhi tumhaare sard o murda lab se ek shola shola-e-yaqoot-faam o rang o ummeed-e-farogh-e-zindagi-aahang lapka tha ha men KHud men chhupa lijye ye meraa vo azaab-e-jaan hai jo mujh ko mire apne KHud apne hi jahannam men jalata hai tumhaara seena-e-seemin tumhaare baazuwaan-e-mar-mareen mire li.e mujh ik hawasnaak-e-faromaaya ki khaatir saaz o saamaan-e-nashaat o nashsha-e-ishrat-fuzooni the mire ayyaash lamhon ki fusoon-gar pur-junooni ke li.e sad-lazzat aageen sad-karishma pur-zubaani the tumhein mirii hawas-pesha mirii saffaaq qaateel be-vafaaii ka gumaan tak is gumaan ka ek wehm-e-khud gurezaan tak nahin tha kyun nahin tha kyun nahin tha kyun koi hota koi to hota jo mujh se mirii saffaaq qaateel be-vafaaii ki saza men KHoon thukvaata mujhe har lamhe ki sooli pe latkaata magar fariyaad koi bhi nahin koi daregh uftaad koi bhi mujhe mafroor hona chahiye tha aur main saffaaq-qaatil be-vafa khoon-rez-tar main shahar men khud-vaardaati shahar men khud-mast aazaadaana firta hooñ nigaar-e-khaak-aasooda bahaar-e-khaak-aasooda

fan paara ye kitaabon ki saf-b-saf jilden kaaghazon ka fuzool isti'maal roshnai ka shaandaar israaf seedhe seedhe se kuchh siyah dhabbe jin ki taujiheh aaj tak na hui chand khush-zauq kam-naseebon ne basar auqaat ke li.e shaayad ye lakeeren bikher daali hain kitnii hi be-qusoor naslon ne in ko padhne ke jurm men ta-umr le ke kashkool-e-ilm-o-hikmat-o-fan koo-b-koo jaañ ki bheek maangi hai aah ye vaqt ka azaab-e-aleem vaqt khallaq be-shuur qadeem saari taarifein un andheron ki jin men partav na koi parchhaaien aah ye zindagi ki tanhaaii sochna aur sochte rahna chand maasoom paagalon ki saza aaj main ne bhi soch rakha hai vaqt se intiqaam lene ko yoonhi ta-shaam saade kaaghaz par tedhe tedhe khutoot kheeche jaayen