us se muhabbat jheelein kya hain uski aañkhen umdaa kya hai uskaa chehra khushboo kya hai uski saansen khushiyaan kya hain uskaa hona to gham kya hai usse judaai saawan kya hai uskaa rona sar dii kya hai uski udaasi garmi kya hai uskaa ghussa aur bahaarein uskaa hansna meetha kya hai uski baatein karwa kya hai meri baatein kya padhna hai uskaa likkha kya sunna hai uski ghazlein lab ki KHvaahish uskaa maatha zakham ki KHvaahish uskaa choona duniya kya hai ik jungle hai aur tum kya ho ped samajh lo aur vo kya hai ik raahi hai kya socha haius se muhabbat kya karte hous se muhabbat matlab peshaus se muhabbat is ke alaavaus se muhabbat usse muhabbat

ham milenge kahii ham milenge kahii ajnabi shahar ki KHvaab hoti hui shaahraaoon pe aur shaahraaoon pe phaili hui dhoop men ek din ham kahii saath hoge vaqt ki aandhiyon se ati saahtoon par se miTTi hataate huye ek hi jaise aañsu behaate huye ham milenge ghane janglo ki hari ghaas par aur kisi shaakh-e-naazuk par padte huye bojh ki dastaanon men kho jaayenge ham sanobar ke pedon ki nokiile patton se sadiyon se soye huye devataaon ki aañkhen chabo jaayenge ham milenge kahii barf ke bajuon men ghire parvaton par baanjh qabro men lete huye koh pemaaon ki yaad men nazm kahte huye jo pahaadoon ki aulaad thein aur unhen vaqt aane par maa baap ne apni aaghosh men le liya ham milenge kahii shah sulemaan ke urs men hauz ki seediyon par wuzu karne waalo ke shaffaaf chehron ke aage sangemarmar se aarasta farsh par pair rakhte huye aah bharte huye aur darakhton ko mannat ke dhaago se azaad karte huye ham milenge ham milenge kahii naarmendi ke saahil pe aate huye apne gum gashtarashto ki khaak-e-safar se ati vardiyo ke nishaan dekh kar maraakis se palte huye ek jarnel ki aakhiri baat par muskuraate huye ik jahaan jang ki chot khaate huye ham milenge ham milenge kahii roos ki daastaon ki jhoothi kahaanii pe aankhoñ men hairat sajaaye huye shaam lebnaan beirut ki nargisi chashmuro ki aamad ke nohoo pe hanste huye khooni kaziyo se maflooh jalbaaniyaan ke pahaadi ilaaqon men mehmaan ban kar milenge ham milenge ek murda zamaane ki KHush rang tahzeeb men zasb hone ke imkaan men ik puraani imarat ke pahluu men ujde huye laan men aur apne asiroon ki raah dekhte paanch sadiyon se veeraan zindaan men ham milenge tamannaon ki chhatriyon ke tale khwahishon ki hawaon ke bebaak boso se chhalni badan saumpane ke liye raaston ko ham milenge zameen se namoodaar hote huye aathvein barre azam men udte huye kaaleen par ham milenge kisi baar men apni bakaaya bachi umr ki paaymaali ke jaam haath men lenge aur ek hi ghoont men ham ye saiyal andar utaarenge aur hosh aane talak geet gaayenge bachpan ke qisse sunaata hua geet jo aaj bhi hamko azbar hai bedi be bedi tu thildi tapaiye pate paar kya hai pate paar kya hai ham milenge baagh men gaav men dhoop men chaanv men ret men dasht men shahar men masjidoon men kaliso men mandir men mehraab men church men mooslaadhaar baarish men bazaar men KHvaab men aag men gehre paani men galiyon men jungle men aur aasmaanon men kono makaan se pare gair aabda saiyaraaye aarzoo men sadiyon se khaali padi bench par jahaan maut bhi ham se dasto garebaan hogii to bas ek do din ki mehmaan hogii

raaygaani main kamre men pichhle ikattees dinon se faqat is haqeeqat ka nuksaan ginne ki koshish men uljha hua hooñ ki tu ja chuki hai tujhe raaygaani ka ratti barabar andaaza nahin hai tujhe yaad hai vo zamaana jo campus ki pagdandiyon pe tahalte hue kat gaya tha tujhe yaad hai ki jab qadam chal rahe the ki ek pair teraa tha aur ek meraa qadam vo jo dharti pe aawaaz dete ki jaise ho raaga koi mutriboon ka qadam jaise ke sa pa ga ma pa ga sa re vo table ki tirakhat pe tak dhin dhinka dhin tink dhin dhana dhin bahm chal rahe the qadam chal rahe the qadam jo musalsal agar chal rahe the to kitne gavaiyon ke ghar chal rahe the magar jis gha dii tu ne us raah ko mere tanha qadam ke hawaale kiya un suron ki kahaanii wahin ruk gaii kitnii fankaariyaan kitnii baarikiyaan kitnii kaliyaan bilaaval gavaiyon ke honthon pe aane se pahle fana ho gaye kitne nusrat fateh kitne mehn dii hasan muntazir rah gaye ki hamaare qadam phir se uthne lagen tujhko maaloom hai jis gha dii meri awaaz sun ke tu ik zaaviye pe palat ke mu dii thii wahaan se relativity ka janaaza utha tha ki us zaaviye ki kashish men hi yoonan ke falsafe sab zamaanon ki tarteeb barbaad kar ke tujhe dekhne aa gaye the ki tere jhukaav ki tamsil pe apni seedhi lakeeron ko kham de saken apni ak dii hui gardanon ko liye apne vaqton men palten geometry ko janam de saken ab bhi kuchh falsafi apne feke zamaanon se bhaage hue hain mere raaston pe aañkhen bichhaaye hue apni daanisht men yuñ khade hain ki jaise vo daanish ka mamba yahiin pe kahii hai magar mud ke takne ko tu hi nahin hai to kaise florence ki tang galiyon se koi davinci uthe kaise hispania men picasso bane unki aankhoñ ko tu jo muyassar nahin hai ye sab tere mere ikatthe na hone ki qeemat ada kar rahe hain ki tere na hone se har ik zama men har ek fan men har ek dastaan men koi ek chehra bhi taza nahin hai tujhe raaygaani ka ratti barabar andaaza nahin hai

mariyam main aainon se gurez karte hue pahaadon ki kokh men saans lene waali udaas jheelon men apne chehre ka aks dekhooñ to sochta hooñ ki mujh men aisa bhi kya hai mariyam tumhaari be-sakhta mohabbat zameen pe phaile hue samandar ki wusaaton se bhi maavra hai mohabbaton ke samundaron men bas ek bahira-e-hijr hai jo bura hai mariyam khala-navardon ko jo sitaare muaawze men mile the vo unki raushni men ye sochte hain ki vaqt hi to KHuda hai mariyam aur is taalluq ki gathriyon men ruki hui saatyon se hatkar mere li.e aur kya hai mariyam abhii bahut vaqt hai ki ham vaqt de zaraa ik doosre ko magar ham ik saath rahkar bhi KHush na rah sake to muaaf karna ki maine bachpan hi dukh ki dahleez par guzaara main un charaaghon ka dukh hooñ jinki love shab-e-intezaar men bujh gaii magar unse uthne vaala dhuaan zamaan-o-makaan men faila hua hai ab tak main kohsaaron aur unke jismoon se bahne waali un aabshaaron ka dukh hooñ jinko zameen ke chehron par rengte rengte zamaane guzar ga.e hain jo log dil se utar ga.e hain kitaaben aankhoñ pe rakh ke soye the mar ga.e hain main unka dukh hooñ jo jism khud-lazzatee se ukta ke aainon ki tasalliyon men pale badhe hain main unka dukh hooñ main ghar se bhaage huo ka dukh hooñ main raat jaage huo ka dukh hooñ main sahilon se bandhi hui kashtiyon ka dukh hooñ main laapata ladkiyon ka dukh hooñ khulii hue khidkiyon ka dukh hooñ mitti hui takhtiyon ka dukh hooñ thake hue baadlon ka dukh hooñ jale hue junglon ka dukh hooñ jo khul kar barsi nahin hai main us ghatta ka dukh hooñ zameen ka dukh hooñ KHuda ka dukh hooñ bala ka dukh hooñ jo shaakh saawan men foottee hai vo shaakh tum ho jo peeng baarish ke baad ban ban ke tootti hai vo peeng tum ho tumhaare hothon se saatyon ne sama'aton ka sabq liya hai tumhaari hi shaakh-e-sandlee se samundaron ne namak liya hai tumhaara meraa muaamla hi juda hai mariyam tumhein to sab kuchh pata hai mariyam

meraa sansaar mere man ka sukoon bhi tum ho tum hi meri manzil uskaa junoon bhi tum ho meraa din bhi tum ho meri raat bhi tum ho meri neend bhi tum ho mere jazbaat bhi tum ho meraa har lamha tum ho mere haalaat bhi tum ho meraa jeevan bhi tum ho iski masti bhi tum ho hooñ agar main majhdhaar to phir iski kashtii bhi tum ho agar hooñ main shareer to iski asthi bhi tum ho aur hooñ agar main aatma to iski mukti bhi tum ho meraa vairaagya bhi tum ho meri aasakti bhi tum ho meraa eeshwar bhi tum ho meri bhakti bhi tum ho main agar dil hooñ to iski dhadkan bhi tum ho meri har baat tum ho meri tardpan bhi tum ho meri swatantrata bhi tum ho meraa bandhan bhi tum ho meraa sukh bhi tum ho meri muskaan bhi tum ho meraa dukh bhi tum ho meraa sammaan bhi tum ho meraa bal bhi tum ho meraa swaabhimaaan bhi tum ho meri praarthana bhi tum ho meraa abhimaan bhi tum ho meraa har kaam bhi tum ho thak jaaun to aaraam bhi tum ho bheje hain tujhko chaand ke haathon vo saare paigaam bhi tum ho saanson men bas teraa naam hai meraa to anjaam bhi tum ho meraa to aadhaar hi tum ho meri to sarkaar hi tum ho meri to faqeeri bhi tum ho khazane ka ambaar bhi tum ho mere labon ka maun bhi tum ho mere dil ki pukaar bhi tum ho meri to kutiya bhi tum ho meraa raaj-darbaar bhi tum ho meraa har vikaar bhi tum ho meraa to shrungaar bhi tum ho meri jeet-haar bhi tum ho meraa gussa-pyaar bhi tum ho meraa to ghar baar hi tum ho jeene ke aasaar hi tum ho kaise main bataau tujhe tumhaare bin main kuchh bhi nahin meraa to sansaar hi tum ho meraa to sansaar hi tum ho meraa to sansaar hi tum ho

bas ek andaaza baras guzre tumhein soye hue uth jaao sunti ho ab uth jaao main aaya hooñ main andaaze se samjha hooñ yahaañ soi hui ho tum yahaañ roo-e-zameen ke is maqaam-e-aasmaani-tar ki had men baad-ha-e-tund ne mere li.e bas ek andaaza hi chhodaa hai

naakaara kaun aaya hai koi nahin aaya hai paagal tez hawa ke jhonke se darwaaza khula hai achha yuñ hai bekaari men zaat ke zaKHmon ki sozish ko aur badhaane tez-ravi ki raahguzar se mehnat-kosh aur kaam ke din ki dhool aayi hai dhoop aayi hai jaane ye kis dhyaan men tha main aata to achha kaun aata kis ko aanaa tha kaun aata

khilwat mujhe tum apni baanhon men jakad lo aur main tum ko kisi bhi dil-kusha jazbe se yaksar na-shanaasana nashaat-e-rang ki sarshaari-e-haalat se begaana mujhe tum apni baanhon men jakad lo aur main tum ko fusoon-kaara nigaara nau-bahaara aarzoo-aara bhala lamhon ka meri aur tumhaari khwaab-parwar aarzoo-man dii ki sarshaari se kya rishta hamaari baahmi yaadon ki dildaari se kya rishta mujhe tum apni baanhon men jakad lo aur main tum ko yahaañ ab teesra koi nahin ya'ni mohabbat bhi

qaateel suna hai tum ne apne aakhiri lamhon men samjha tha ki tum mirii hifazat men ho mire baazuon men ho suna hai bujhte bujhte bhi tumhaare sard o murda lab se ek shola shola-e-yaqoot-faam o rang o ummeed-e-farogh-e-zindagi-aahang lapka tha ha men KHud men chhupa lijye ye meraa vo azaab-e-jaan hai jo mujh ko mire apne KHud apne hi jahannam men jalata hai tumhaara seena-e-seemin tumhaare baazuwaan-e-mar-mareen mire li.e mujh ik hawasnaak-e-faromaaya ki khaatir saaz o saamaan-e-nashaat o nashsha-e-ishrat-fuzooni the mire ayyaash lamhon ki fusoon-gar pur-junooni ke li.e sad-lazzat aageen sad-karishma pur-zubaani the tumhein mirii hawas-pesha mirii saffaaq qaateel be-vafaaii ka gumaan tak is gumaan ka ek wehm-e-khud gurezaan tak nahin tha kyun nahin tha kyun nahin tha kyun koi hota koi to hota jo mujh se mirii saffaaq qaateel be-vafaaii ki saza men KHoon thukvaata mujhe har lamhe ki sooli pe latkaata magar fariyaad koi bhi nahin koi daregh uftaad koi bhi mujhe mafroor hona chahiye tha aur main saffaaq-qaatil be-vafa khoon-rez-tar main shahar men khud-vaardaati shahar men khud-mast aazaadaana firta hooñ nigaar-e-khaak-aasooda bahaar-e-khaak-aasooda

fan paara ye kitaabon ki saf-b-saf jilden kaaghazon ka fuzool isti'maal roshnai ka shaandaar israaf seedhe seedhe se kuchh siyah dhabbe jin ki taujiheh aaj tak na hui chand khush-zauq kam-naseebon ne basar auqaat ke li.e shaayad ye lakeeren bikher daali hain kitnii hi be-qusoor naslon ne in ko padhne ke jurm men ta-umr le ke kashkool-e-ilm-o-hikmat-o-fan koo-b-koo jaañ ki bheek maangi hai aah ye vaqt ka azaab-e-aleem vaqt khallaq be-shuur qadeem saari taarifein un andheron ki jin men partav na koi parchhaaien aah ye zindagi ki tanhaaii sochna aur sochte rahna chand maasoom paagalon ki saza aaj main ne bhi soch rakha hai vaqt se intiqaam lene ko yoonhi ta-shaam saade kaaghaz par tedhe tedhe khutoot kheeche jaayen