yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

tum haqeeqat nahin ho hasrat ho jo mile KHvaab men vo daulat ho tum ho KHushboo ke KHvaab ki KHushboo aur itne hi bemuravvat ho kis tarah chhod doon tumhein jaanaan tum meri zindagi ki aadat ho kislie dekhte ho aaina tum to KHud se bhi khoobsurat ho dastaan khatm hone waali hai tum meri aakhiri muhabbat ho

tiri gali se guzarne ko sar jhukaaye hue faqeer hujra-e-haft-aasman uthaaye hue koi darakht saraaye ki jis men ja baitheen parinde apni pareshaaniyaan bhulaaye hue mire sawaal vahii toot-foot ki zad men javaab un ke vahii hain bane-banaaye hue ha men jo dekhte the jin ko dekhte the ham vo KHvaab KHaak hue aur vo log saa.e hue shikaariyon se mire ehtijaaj men babar darakht aaj bhi shaamil the haath uthaaye hue

ek din khwaab-nagar jaana hai aur yoonhi khaak-basar jaana hai umr bhar ki ye jo hai be-khwabi ye usii KHvaab ka harjaana hai ghar se kis vaqt chale the ham log KHair ab kaun sa ghar jaana hai maut ki pahli alaamat saahib yahii ehsaas ka mar jaana hai kisi taqreeb-e-judai ke baghair theek hai jaao agar jaana hai shor ki dhool men gum galiyon se dil ko chup-chaap guzar jaana hai

dekha nahin chaand ne palat kar ham so ga.e KHvaab se lipt kar ab dil men vo sab kahaan hai dekho baghdaad kahaaniyon se hat kar shaayad ye shajar vahii ho jis par dekho to zaraa varq ult kar ik khauf-zada sa shaKHs ghar tak pahuncha kaii raaston men bat kar kaaghaz pe vo nazm khil uthi hai ug aaya hai phir darakht kat kar babar ye parind thak ga.e the baithe hain jo KHaak par simat kar

vo gul vo khwab-shaar bhi nahin raha so dil ye khaaksaar bhi nahin raha ye dil to us ke naam ka padaav hai jahaan vo ek baar bhi nahin raha pada hai KHud se vaasta aur is ke b'ad kisi ka e'tibaar bhi nahin raha ye ranj apni asl shakl men hai dost ki main ise sanwaar bhi nahin raha ye vaqt bhi guzar nahin raha hai aur main KHud ise guzaar bhi nahin raha

kisi ke haath kahaan ye khazana aata hai mire aziz ko har ik bah aanaa aata hai zaraa sa mil ke dikhaao ki aise milte hain bahut pata hai tumhein chhod j aanaa aata hai sitaare dekh ke jalte hain aañkhen malte hain ik aadmi li.e sham-e-fasana aata hai abhii jazeera pe ham tum naye naye to hain dost daro nahin mujhe sab kuchh ban aanaa aata hai yahaañ charaaghh se aage charaaghh jalta nahin faqat gharaane ke peeche ghar aanaa aata hai ye baat chalti hai seena-b-seena chalti hai vo saath aata hai shaana-b-sh aanaa aata hai gulaab cinema se pahle chaand baagh ke baa'd utar padunga jahaan kaarkh aanaa aata hai ye kah ke us ne semester break kar daala suna tha aap ko likhna likh aanaa aata hai zamaane ho ga.e dariyaa to kah gaya tha mujhe bas ek mauj ko kar ke ravana aata hai chhalk na jaa.e mira ranj meri aankhoñ se tumhein to apni khushi ko chhup aanaa aanaa hai vo roz bhar ke khalaai jahaaz udaate phiren ha men bhi raj ke tamaskhur udh aanaa aata hai pachaas meel hai khushki se bahriya-town bas ek ghante men achha zam aanaa aata hai break-dance sikhaaya hai naav ne dil ko hawa ka geet samundar ko g aanaa aata hai mujhe defence ki lingva-franka naiiñ aati tumhein to sadr ka qaumi tar aanaa aata hai mujhe to KHair zameen ki zabaan nahin aati tumhein mirrikh ka qaumi tar aanaa aata hai