yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

mere bas men nahin varna qudrat ka likha hua kaatta tere hisse men aa.e bure din koi doosra kaatta laariyon se zyaada bahaav tha tere har ik lafz men main ishaara nahin kaat saka teri baat kya kaatta maine bhi zindagi aur shab e hijr kaatee hai sabki tarah vaise behtar to ye tha ke main kam se kam kuchh naya kaatta tere hote hue mombatti bujhaai kisi aur ne kya khushi rah gayi thii janmdin ki main cake kya kaatta koi bhi to nahin jo mere bhookhe rahne pe naaraz ho jail men teri tasveer hoti to hanskar saza kaatta

guzar raha hai vo lamha to yaad aaya haius ek pal se kabhi kitna khauf khaaya hai usii nigaah ne aankhoñ ko kar diya patthar usii nigaah men sab kuchh nazar bhi aaya hai ye tanj yuñ bhi hai ik imtihaan mere li.e tire labon se koi aur muskuraya hai bahe raqeeb ke aañsu bhi mere gaalon par ye saanehaa bhi mohabbat men pesh aaya hai ye koi aur hai teri taraf sarkata hua andhera hote hi jo mujh men aa samaaya hai hamaare ishq se mar'oub is qadar bhi na ho ye khun to ek adakaar ne bahaaya hai yahaañ to ret hai patthar hain aur kuchh bhi nahin vo kya dikhaane mujhe itni door laaya hai bahut se bojh hain dil par ye koi aisa nahin ye dukh kisi ne hamaare li.e uthaya hai

log sah lete the hañs kar kabhi be-zaari bhi ab to mashkook hui apni milan-saari bhi vaar kuchh khaali ga.e mere to phir aa hi gaii apne dushman ko dua dene ki ahl-e-mohabbat bhi umr bhar kis ne bhala ghaur se dekha tha mujhe vaqt kam ho to saja deti hai beemaarii bhi kis tarah aa.e hain is pahli mulaqaat talak aur mukammal hai juda hone ki tayyaari bhi oob jaata hooñ zehaanat ki numaish se to phir lutf deta hai ye lahjaa mujhe baazaari bhi umr badhti hai magar ham wahin thehre hue hain thokren khaaiin to kuchh aa.e samajhdari bhi ab jo kirdaar mujhe karna hai mushkil hai bahut mast hone ka dikhaava bhi hai sar bhari bhi

kam se kam duniya se itnaa miraa rishta ho jaa.e koi miraa bhi bura chaahne vaala ho jaa.e isee majboori men ye bheed ikattha hai yahaañ jo tire saath nahin aa.e vo tanhaa ho jaa.e shukr us ka ada karne ka khayal aa.e kise abr jab itnaa ghana ho ki andhera ho jaa.e haan nahin chahiye us darja mohabbat teri ki miraa sach bhi tire jhooth ka hissa ho jaa.e band aankhoñ ne saraabo se bachaaya hai mujhe aankh vaala ho to is khel men andha ho jaa.e main bhi qatra hooñ tiri baat samajh saka hooñ ye ki mit jaane ke dar se koi dariyaa ho jaa.e bas isee baat pe aainon se bigdi meri chahta tha miraa apna koi chehra ho jaa.e bazm-e-yaaraan men yahii rang to dete hain mazaa koi roye to hañsi se koi dohraa ho jaa.e

intiha tak baat le jaata hooñ main ab use aise hi samjhaata hooñ main kuchh hawa kuchh dil dhadkane ki sadaa shor men kuchh sun nahin paata hooñ main bin kahe aaunga jab bhi aaunga muntazir aankhoñ se ghabraata hooñ main yaad aati hai tiri sanjeedgi aur phir hansta chala jaata hooñ main fasla rakh ke bhi kya haasil hua aaj bhi us ka hi kahlaata hooñ main chhup raha hooñ aaine ki aankh se thoda thoda roz dhundlaataa hooñ main apni saari shaan kho deta hai zakham jab davaa karta nazar aata hooñ main sach to ye hai mustard kar ke use ik tarah se KHud ko jhutlaata hooñ main aaj us par bhi bhatkna pad gaya roz jis raaste se ghar aata hooñ main

siyaane the magar itne nahin ham KHamoshii ki zabaan samjhe nahin ham ana ki baat ab sunna padegi vo kya sochega jo roothe nahin ham adhuri lag rahi hai jeet us ko use haare hue lagte nahin ham ha men to rok lo uthne se pahle palat kar dekhne waale nahin ham bichhadne ka tire sadma to hogaa magar is khauf ko jeete nahin ham tire rahte to kya hote kisi ke tujhe kho kar bhi duniya ke nahin ham ye manzil KHvaab hi rahtii hamesha agar ghar laut kar aate nahin ham k abhii soche to is pahluu se koi kisi ki baat kyun sunte nahin ham abhii tak mashwaron par jee rahe hain kisi soorat bade hote nahin ham