us se muhabbat jheelein kya hain uski aañkhen umdaa kya hai uskaa chehra khushboo kya hai uski saansen khushiyaan kya hain uskaa hona to gham kya hai usse judaai saawan kya hai uskaa rona sar dii kya hai uski udaasi garmi kya hai uskaa ghussa aur bahaarein uskaa hansna meetha kya hai uski baatein karwa kya hai meri baatein kya padhna hai uskaa likkha kya sunna hai uski ghazlein lab ki KHvaahish uskaa maatha zakham ki KHvaahish uskaa choona duniya kya hai ik jungle hai aur tum kya ho ped samajh lo aur vo kya hai ik raahi hai kya socha haius se muhabbat kya karte hous se muhabbat matlab peshaus se muhabbat is ke alaavaus se muhabbat usse muhabbat

yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha phir na kehna ghalti dil ki pyaar samajh ke karna ladki pyaar nibh aanaa hota hai phir paar lagana hota hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha saath chalo to poore safar tak mar jaane ki agli khabar tak samjho yaar KHuda tak hogaa saara pyaar vafaa tak hogaa phir ye bandhan tod na j aanaa chhod ga.e to phir na aanaa chhod diya jo teraa nahin hai chala gaya jo meraa nahin hai yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha ya to toot ke pyaar na karna ya phir peeth pe vaar na karna jab nadaani ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii ho jaati hai nayi kahaanii likh laaunga agle roz main bik jaaunga tere gul jab khil jaayenge mujh...ko paise mil jaayenge yaad hai pahle roz kaha tha bichhad ga.e to mauj udh aanaa waapas mere paas na aanaa jab koi jaakar waapas aa.e roye tadpe ya pachht aa.e main phir us..ko milta nahin hooñ saath dobara chaltaa nahin hooñ gum jaata hooñ kho jaata hooñ main patthar ka ho jaata hooñ

ramz tum jab aaogi to khoya hua paayogi mujhe meri tanhaaii men KHvaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin mere kamre ko sajaane ki tamannaa hai tumhein mere kamre men kitaabon ke siva kuchh bhi nahin in kitaabon ne badaa zulm kiya hai mujh par in men ik ramz hai jis ramz ka maara hua zehan muzdaa-e-ishrat-e-anjaam nahin pa saka zindagi men kabhi aaraam nahin pa saka

raaygaani main kamre men pichhle ikattees dinon se faqat is haqeeqat ka nuksaan ginne ki koshish men uljha hua hooñ ki tu ja chuki hai tujhe raaygaani ka ratti barabar andaaza nahin hai tujhe yaad hai vo zamaana jo campus ki pagdandiyon pe tahalte hue kat gaya tha tujhe yaad hai ki jab qadam chal rahe the ki ek pair teraa tha aur ek meraa qadam vo jo dharti pe aawaaz dete ki jaise ho raaga koi mutriboon ka qadam jaise ke sa pa ga ma pa ga sa re vo table ki tirakhat pe tak dhin dhinka dhin tink dhin dhana dhin bahm chal rahe the qadam chal rahe the qadam jo musalsal agar chal rahe the to kitne gavaiyon ke ghar chal rahe the magar jis gha dii tu ne us raah ko mere tanha qadam ke hawaale kiya un suron ki kahaanii wahin ruk gaii kitnii fankaariyaan kitnii baarikiyaan kitnii kaliyaan bilaaval gavaiyon ke honthon pe aane se pahle fana ho gaye kitne nusrat fateh kitne mehn dii hasan muntazir rah gaye ki hamaare qadam phir se uthne lagen tujhko maaloom hai jis gha dii meri awaaz sun ke tu ik zaaviye pe palat ke mu dii thii wahaan se relativity ka janaaza utha tha ki us zaaviye ki kashish men hi yoonan ke falsafe sab zamaanon ki tarteeb barbaad kar ke tujhe dekhne aa gaye the ki tere jhukaav ki tamsil pe apni seedhi lakeeron ko kham de saken apni ak dii hui gardanon ko liye apne vaqton men palten geometry ko janam de saken ab bhi kuchh falsafi apne feke zamaanon se bhaage hue hain mere raaston pe aañkhen bichhaaye hue apni daanisht men yuñ khade hain ki jaise vo daanish ka mamba yahiin pe kahii hai magar mud ke takne ko tu hi nahin hai to kaise florence ki tang galiyon se koi davinci uthe kaise hispania men picasso bane unki aankhoñ ko tu jo muyassar nahin hai ye sab tere mere ikatthe na hone ki qeemat ada kar rahe hain ki tere na hone se har ik zama men har ek fan men har ek dastaan men koi ek chehra bhi taza nahin hai tujhe raaygaani ka ratti barabar andaaza nahin hai

mariyam main aainon se gurez karte hue pahaadon ki kokh men saans lene waali udaas jheelon men apne chehre ka aks dekhooñ to sochta hooñ ki mujh men aisa bhi kya hai mariyam tumhaari be-sakhta mohabbat zameen pe phaile hue samandar ki wusaaton se bhi maavra hai mohabbaton ke samundaron men bas ek bahira-e-hijr hai jo bura hai mariyam khala-navardon ko jo sitaare muaawze men mile the vo unki raushni men ye sochte hain ki vaqt hi to KHuda hai mariyam aur is taalluq ki gathriyon men ruki hui saatyon se hatkar mere li.e aur kya hai mariyam abhii bahut vaqt hai ki ham vaqt de zaraa ik doosre ko magar ham ik saath rahkar bhi KHush na rah sake to muaaf karna ki maine bachpan hi dukh ki dahleez par guzaara main un charaaghon ka dukh hooñ jinki love shab-e-intezaar men bujh gaii magar unse uthne vaala dhuaan zamaan-o-makaan men faila hua hai ab tak main kohsaaron aur unke jismoon se bahne waali un aabshaaron ka dukh hooñ jinko zameen ke chehron par rengte rengte zamaane guzar ga.e hain jo log dil se utar ga.e hain kitaaben aankhoñ pe rakh ke soye the mar ga.e hain main unka dukh hooñ jo jism khud-lazzatee se ukta ke aainon ki tasalliyon men pale badhe hain main unka dukh hooñ main ghar se bhaage huo ka dukh hooñ main raat jaage huo ka dukh hooñ main sahilon se bandhi hui kashtiyon ka dukh hooñ main laapata ladkiyon ka dukh hooñ khulii hue khidkiyon ka dukh hooñ mitti hui takhtiyon ka dukh hooñ thake hue baadlon ka dukh hooñ jale hue junglon ka dukh hooñ jo khul kar barsi nahin hai main us ghatta ka dukh hooñ zameen ka dukh hooñ KHuda ka dukh hooñ bala ka dukh hooñ jo shaakh saawan men foottee hai vo shaakh tum ho jo peeng baarish ke baad ban ban ke tootti hai vo peeng tum ho tumhaare hothon se saatyon ne sama'aton ka sabq liya hai tumhaari hi shaakh-e-sandlee se samundaron ne namak liya hai tumhaara meraa muaamla hi juda hai mariyam tumhein to sab kuchh pata hai mariyam

gumshuda in pahaadon ke peechhe door ghane junglon men is dariyaa ke us paar kaali andheri gufaon men ek pari rahtii thii jo ab vahaañ nahin hai ab vo mere dil men hai aur meraa dil ab bhi wahin hai jahaan vo pari rahtii thina dil kii khabar abna pari ka pata hai dono hi gumshuda hain

“Khawab”

ghar uskaa sirhaana ooncha hogaa vahaañ chadar bhi makhmali hogii phir uske bistar par tumhein neend kyuuñ nahin aati ghar uskaa mere ghar se kaii zyaada mehnga hai badaa hai phir tum wahaan chain se kyuuñ nahin rah paati vo daulatmand hai badaa aadmi hai tum wahaan khush ra hogii main ek shayar hooñ poora kangal hooñ mere ghar aa kar kya karogi roz hi kuchh naya tumhein wahaan khaane milega ghar men mere do vaqt ki roti bhi naseeb na ho sab kuchh de saka hai tumhein woh mere paas pyaar ke siva dene ko kuchh bhi nahin ye baat tum kyuuñ nahin samajh paati ghar uskaa ghoomne ka shauk hai na tumhein vo duniya bhar men ghuma saka hai aukaat hai uski jo chahiye tumhein la kar de saka hai aukaat hai uski meri aukaat to tumhein pata hi hai mere ek haath men kalam doosre men davaai hai har pal beemaar rehta hooñ yah tum bhi jaanti ho meri laachaari bebaasi ko tum bhi to pahchaanti ho kya pata main kab mar jaaun aur ilzaam tumhaare sar aa.e is se pahle mujhe chhod kar kyuuñ tum chali nahin jaati

naseehat badan keedon se bhar jaa.e teraa 'aashiq bhi mar jaayena hogaa jab koi bhi paasna daalega koi jab ghaas ho mere ishq ka ehsaas lagana preet ko awaaz main aaunga ye batlaane ki main sach kahtaa tha tumse ye duniya jhooth hai jaanaan havas ka khel hai isko mohabbat mat samajh jaana nahin to fir bura hogaa magar sunti kahaan thii tum jahaan nafrat vahaañ thii tum so nafrat hi se khelo tum meraa dil todne waali tumhaara toota jhelo tum

main mohabbat hooñ mere baad duniya ka kya hogaa ki main to mohabbat hooñ main shabri ke joothe labon se raam ke pet tak jaata bair hooñ jiske li.e krishna ne shaahi bhojan thukraaya main vidur ka kuber hooñ main har baar aata hooñ par jahaan mujhe pahchaan nahin paata agar pahchaan bhi le preet to theek se jaan nahin paata kahiin romeo-juliet ke markaz kii deewaar hooñ jise khodta hua farhaad mar gaya nahar ka vo paar hooñ jiske kinaaron par saagar-e-sahara hai jis men koii qais majnu ho kar gaam-b-gaam bhatak raha hai laila kii kalaaee hooñ main khayyaam kii rubaai hooñ main nazm-e-faiz hooñ main sabse tez hooñ main sayyaad hooñ chaak-e-qafs hooñ jism-o-dil ke darmiyaan hooñ ishq hooñ havas hooñ be-vafaaii ka KHuda hooñ wafaadaaro'n ka peer hooñ sab mujhse rahais-pazeer hain aur main sabka aseer hooñ mujh se sab kii ye haalat hai main haalaat se pashemaan hooñ main dast-e-zuleikha bhi hooñ main hi chaak-garebaan hooñ main meer-o-ghalib kii ghazal hooñ keechad hooñ kamal hooñ jo mere andar utre kabhi baahar na aane paa.e ki main to daldal hooñ main heer-raanjha ke markaz hijr hooñ mahboob kii gaali hooñ maa kii fikr hooñ main vo lafz jise sunkar shah bharii mehfil aurat ka pairhan utarta hai main vo dua jise padhne par koii krishna aa ke use bachaata hai main vo alfaaz jise ga kar jawaan sarhad paar se premika ko pukaarta hai main vo kangan jo vidhwa ke li.e virah ke geet gaata hai main shrungaar main hi virah geet hooñ duniya shayar jaane mujh...ko lekin main to preet hooñ meri duniya ko chaahat hai ki main rasm-e-adawat hooñ azaad kii goli hooñ bhagat singh kii bagaavat hooñ mere baad duniya ka kya hogaa ki main to mohabbat hooñ