yahii apni kahaanii thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle woh ladki jaañ hamaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle vaham mujh...ko ye bhaata hai,अभी meri divaani hai magar meri divaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle raqeeb aakar bataate hain yahaañ til hai vahaañ til hai ha men ye jaankaari thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle adab se maang kar maafi bharii mehfil ye kahtaa hooñ vo ladki khaandaani thii miyaan pahle bahut pahle

kyun darein zindagi men kya hogaa kuchh na hogaa to tajurba hogaa hansati aankhoñ men jhaank kar dekho koi aañsu kahii chhupa hogaa in dinon na-umeed sa hooñ main shaayad usne bhi ye suna hogaa dekhkar tumko sochta hooñ main kya kisi ne tumhein chhua hogaa

ye gham kya dil ki aadat hai nahin to kisi se kuchh shikaayat hai nahin to hai vo ik khwaab-e-be taabeer isko bhula dene ki niyat hai nahin to kisi ke bin kisi ki yaad ke bin ji.e jaane ki himmat hai nahin to kisi soorat bhi dil lagta nahin haan to kuchh din se ye haalaat hai nahin to tujhe jisne kahi ka bhi nahin rakha vo ek jaati si vehshat hai nahin to tere is haal par hai sab ko hairat tujhe bhi is pe hairat hai nahin to ham-aahangi nahin duniya se teri tujhe is par nadaamat hai nahin to vo darveshi jo taj kar aa gaya...tu yah daulat us ki qeemat hai nahin to hua jo kuchh yahii maqsoom tha kya yahii saari hikaayat hai nahin to aziyat-naak ummeedon se tujhko aman paane ki hasrat hai nahin to tu rehta hai khayaal-o-khvaab men gam to is wajah se fursat hai nahin to wahaan waalon se hai itni mohabbat yahaan waalon se nafrat hai nahin to sabab jo is judaai ka banaa hai vo mujhse khubsoorat hai nahin to

usii jagah par jahaan kaii raaste milenge palat ke aa.e to sabse pahle tujhe milenge agar kabhi tere naam par jang ho gaii to ham aise buzdil bhi pahli saf men khade milenge tujhe ye sadken mere tavassut se jaanti hain tujhe hamesha ye sab ishaare khule milenge

teri mushkil na badaaunga chala jaaunga ashk aankhoñ men chhupaaunga chala jaaunga apni dahleez pe kuchh der pada rahne de jaise hi hosh men aaunga chala jaaunga KHvaab lene koi aa.e ki na aa.e koi main to awaaz lagaauñga chala jaaunga chand yaaden mujhe bacchon ki tarah pyaari hain unko seene se lagaauñga chala jaaunga muddaton baad main aaya hooñ purane ghar men KHud ko jee bhar ke rulaaunga chala jaaunga is jazeera men ziyaada nahin rahna ab to aajkal naav banaoonga chala jaaunga mausam-e-gul ki tarah laut ke aaunga hasan har taraf phool khilaaoonga chala jaaunga

log sah lete the hañs kar kabhi be-zaari bhi ab to mashkook hui apni milan-saari bhi vaar kuchh khaali ga.e mere to phir aa hi gaii apne dushman ko dua dene ki ahl-e-mohabbat bhi umr bhar kis ne bhala ghaur se dekha tha mujhe vaqt kam ho to saja deti hai beemaarii bhi kis tarah aa.e hain is pahli mulaqaat talak aur mukammal hai juda hone ki tayyaari bhi oob jaata hooñ zehaanat ki numaish se to phir lutf deta hai ye lahjaa mujhe baazaari bhi umr badhti hai magar ham wahin thehre hue hain thokren khaaiin to kuchh aa.e samajhdari bhi ab jo kirdaar mujhe karna hai mushkil hai bahut mast hone ka dikhaava bhi hai sar bhari bhi

guzar raha hai vo lamha to yaad aaya haius ek pal se kabhi kitna khauf khaaya hai usii nigaah ne aankhoñ ko kar diya patthar usii nigaah men sab kuchh nazar bhi aaya hai ye tanj yuñ bhi hai ik imtihaan mere li.e tire labon se koi aur muskuraya hai bahe raqeeb ke aañsu bhi mere gaalon par ye saanehaa bhi mohabbat men pesh aaya hai ye koi aur hai teri taraf sarkata hua andhera hote hi jo mujh men aa samaaya hai hamaare ishq se mar'oub is qadar bhi na ho ye khun to ek adakaar ne bahaaya hai yahaañ to ret hai patthar hain aur kuchh bhi nahin vo kya dikhaane mujhe itni door laaya hai bahut se bojh hain dil par ye koi aisa nahin ye dukh kisi ne hamaare li.e uthaya hai

soona aangan neend men aise chaunk utha hai sote men bhi jaise koi sisaki leta hai ghar men to is maahol ka main aadi hooñ lekin bazaaron ki veeraani se dam ghutta hai muddat se main soch raha tha ab samjha hooñ jeb aur aankh ke khaali-pan men kya rishta hai itne log mujhe ruksat karne aa.e hain ghar waapas jaana bhi tamasha sa lagta hai log to apni jaanib se kuchh jod hi lenge itni adhuri baatein hain vo kyun karta hai apni kya in raston ke baare men sochun un ka safar to meri umr se bhi lamba hai us ki aankhoñ se ojhal mat hona shariq peecha karne vaala bahut tanhaa hota hai

badaa hai dukh so haasil hai ye aasaani mujhe ki himmat hi nahin kuchh yaad karne ki mujhe chala aata hai chupke se razaai men mirii burii lagti hai suraj ki ye bebaki mujhe chhupata phir raha hooñ KHud ko main kis se yahaañ agar pehchaanne vaala nahin koi mujhe guzar jaayegi saari zindagi ummeed meinna jeene degi ye jeene ki tayyaari mujhe agar kam bolta hooñ main to kyun bechain ho tumheen se to lagii hai chup ki beemaarii mujhe achaanak kuchh hua hota to koi baat thina jaane kyun hui is darja hairaani mujhe

intiha tak baat le jaata hooñ main ab use aise hi samjhaata hooñ main kuchh hawa kuchh dil dhadkane ki sadaa shor men kuchh sun nahin paata hooñ main bin kahe aaunga jab bhi aaunga muntazir aankhoñ se ghabraata hooñ main yaad aati hai tiri sanjeedgi aur phir hansta chala jaata hooñ main fasla rakh ke bhi kya haasil hua aaj bhi us ka hi kahlaata hooñ main chhup raha hooñ aaine ki aankh se thoda thoda roz dhundlaataa hooñ main apni saari shaan kho deta hai zakham jab davaa karta nazar aata hooñ main sach to ye hai mustard kar ke use ik tarah se KHud ko jhutlaata hooñ main aaj us par bhi bhatkna pad gaya roz jis raaste se ghar aata hooñ main