Kirdar

kuchh faede bhi hote hain ujde makan ke

kuchh faede bhi hote hain ujde makan ke alfaz is men gunjte hain raftagan ke ai chand is men teri bhi sazish zarur hai taare kidhar gae hain mire asman ke ud jaega yaqin ke pinjre ko tod kar thode se par nikalne do vahm-o-guman ke ghhazlen miri bacha lo bure vaqt ke liye alfaz bech dalna mujh be-zaban ke karbal ki ret dekh ke itne the mutmain jaise ki muntazir hon isi imtihan ke ik baar mere lafzon ko padh kar zaban se kirdar zinda kar do miri dastan ke itna asar to rakhti hai maan ki du'a 'ali' dekhe hain main ne khulte kivad asman ke kuchh faede bhi hote hain ujde makan ke alfaz is mein gunjte hain raftagan ke ai chand is mein teri bhi sazish zarur hai tare kidhar gae hain mere aasman ke ud jaega yaqin ke pinjre ko tod kar thode se par nikalne do wahm-o-guman ke ghazlen meri bacha lo bure waqt ke liye alfaz bech dalna mujh be-zaban ke karbal ki ret dekh ke itne the mutmain jaise ki muntazir hon isi imtihan ke ek bar mere lafzon ko padh kar zaban se kirdar zinda kar do meri dastan ke itna asar to rakhti hai man ki du'a 'ali' dekhe hain main ne khulte kiwad aasman ke

us ki bhi meri tarah thi ek apni kahani us ko bhi nibhana pada kirdar mujhe bhi

sadaqat ka jo paighambar raha hai

sadaqat ka jo paighhambar raha hai vo ab sach bolne se dar raha hai kahani ho rahi hai khatm shayad koi kirdar mujh men mar raha hai zara si der ko andhi ruki hai parinda phir udanen bhar raha hai mire ahbab kho jaenge ik din mujhe ye vahm sa aksar raha hai lagi hai raushni ki shart shab se sitara jugnuon se dar raha hai sadaqat ka jo paighambar raha hai wo ab sach bolne se dar raha hai kahani ho rahi hai khatm shayad koi kirdar mujh mein mar raha hai zara si der ko aandhi ruki hai parinda phir udanen bhar raha hai mere ahbab kho jaenge ek din mujhe ye wahm sa aksar raha hai lagi hai raushni ki shart shab se sitara jugnuon se dar raha hai

main agar khud ko mar dalun to kya bachega teri kahani mein

kisi bhi hashr se mahrum hi raha wo bhi meri tarah ka jo kirdar tha kahani mein

aawaz hum uthaenge kirdar dekh kar

avaz ham uthaenge kirdar dekh kar darte nahin hain haath men talvar dekh kar kuchh to bataen jin ko hukumat pe naaz hai kya bolna hai kucha-o-bazar dekh kar aae the mere qatl ko taiyyariyon ke saath teghhen palat gaiin mujhe tayyar dekh kar karne lage qalam yahan dar ki ghhulamiyan boli lagi zaban ki kharidar dekh kar manzil qarib ho ke bhi lagta hai duur hai thakne lage hain paaon chaman-zar dekh kar rakhte the ham khilaune yahin titliyon ke biich ghar yaad aa gaya dar-o-divar dekh kar 'razi' se ham-kalam to aksar hue magar ham guftugu karen unhen ik baar dekh kar aawaz hum uthaenge kirdar dekh kar darte nahin hain hath mein talwar dekh kar kuchh to bataen jin ko hukumat pe naz hai kya bolna hai kucha-o-bazar dekh kar aae the mere qatl ko taiyyariyon ke sath teghen palat gain mujhe tayyar dekh kar karne lage qalam yahan dar ki ghulamiyan boli lagi zaban ki kharidar dekh kar manzil qarib ho ke bhi lagta hai dur hai thakne lage hain paon chaman-zar dekh kar rakhte the hum khilaune yahin titliyon ke bich ghar yaad aa gaya dar-o-diwar dekh kar 'raazi' se ham-kalam to aksar hue magar hum guftugu karen unhen ek bar dekh kar

nazar badal ke hamari jaanib jab usne dekha to log samjhe

nazar badal ke hamari janib jab us ne dekha to log samjhe mohabbaton ka hasin rishta jo pal men tuuta to log samjhe jahalaton ka dil-o-nazar se ghhubar utra to log samjhe ki hain qayamat ke ye nazare zamir jaaga to log samjhe samajh rahe the ki main samundar ki tez maujon men bah raha huun ki sath-e-sahil pe der tak bhi jo main na ubhra to log samjhe kisi ko pahle khabar nahin thi ki rishta kaisa hai mera us se vo mere pahlu men jab achanak hi aa ke baitha to log samjhe kahan pata tha kisi ko kuchh bhi ki kaisa kirdar hai hamara jab apne andar ki khamiyon ko hamin ne samjha to log samjhe samajh na paaya koi bhi 'najmi' jo baat narmi se ki hai main ne buland avaz apni kar ke main jab bhi bola to log samjhe nazar badal ke hamari jaanib jab us ne dekha to log samjhe mohabbaton ka hasin rishta jo pal mein tuta to log samjhe jahaalaton ka dil-o-nazar se ghubar utra to log samjhe ki hain qayamat ke ye nazare zamir jaga to log samjhe samajh rahe the ki main samundar ki tez maujon mein bah raha hun ki sath-e-sahil pe der tak bhi jo main na ubhra to log samjhe kisi ko pahle khabar nahin thi ki rishta kaisa hai mera us se wo mere pahlu mein jab achanak hi aa ke baitha to log samjhe kahan pata tha kisi ko kuchh bhi ki kaisa kirdar hai hamara jab apne andar ki khamiyon ko hamin ne samjha to log samjhe samajh na paya koi bhi 'najmi' jo baat narmi se ki hai main ne buland aawaz apni kar ke main jab bhi bola to log samjhe

hum pe ye raaz khula bhi to bahut der ke ba'd asl kirdar kahani mein kisi aur ka hai

alfaz ki taswir bahut rang bhari hai

alfaz ki tasvir bahut rang bhari hai mafhum ke paikar men 'ajab jalva-gari hai ankhen jo khuli hain to mila dars-e-haqiqi nai khvab ki duniya hai na vo be-khabari hai bech aae hain kirdar bhi daulat ke 'evaz men is shahr men alfaz ki kya sauda-gari hai ik 'umr hui aaj bhi guldasta-e-dil ke sukhe hue patton ki koi shakh hari hai kaafi hai junun hakim-e-dauran ke muqabil kaghhaz hai qalam hai miri ashufta-sari hai raushan bhi nazar aae to suraj ki chamak se vo chand ki basti jo sitaron se bhari hai tuuta hua dalan hai dar hai na dariche mashhur magar aaj bhi vo bara-dari hai ghar 'alam-e-arvah hai duniya ho ki jannat 'razi' badi dil-chasp tiri dar-badari hai alfaz ki taswir bahut rang bhari hai mafhum ke paikar mein 'ajab jalwa-gari hai aankhen jo khuli hain to mila dars-e-haqiqi nai khwab ki duniya hai na wo be-khabari hai bech aae hain kirdar bhi daulat ke 'ewaz mein is shahr mein alfaz ki kya sauda-gari hai ek 'umr hui aaj bhi guldasta-e-dil ke sukhe hue patton ki koi shakh hari hai kafi hai junun hakim-e-dauran ke muqabil kaghaz hai qalam hai meri aashufta-sari hai raushan bhi nazar aae to suraj ki chamak se wo chand ki basti jo sitaron se bhari hai tuta hua dalan hai dar hai na dariche mashhur magar aaj bhi wo bara-dari hai ghar 'alam-e-arwah hai duniya ho ki jannat 'raazi' badi dil-chasp teri dar-badari hai

daur-e-hazir mein bhi qissa wahi inkar ka hai

daur-e-hazir men bhi qissa vahi inkar ka hai ye jo jhagda hai saron ka nahin dastar ka hai laakh dikhlate rahe jauhar-e-afkar-o-hunar tazkira bazm men fan ka nahin fankar ka hai 'umr bhar ke liye jo dil men utar jaata hai rukh-e-raushan ka nahin husn vo kirdar ka hai kis ki takhliq hai kaisi hai kahin naam nahin zikr mahfil men har ik samt adakar ka hai dhuup se nafs ki bachne ke liye kaafi hai mere angan men jo saaya tiri divar ka hai daur-e-hazir mein bhi qissa wahi inkar ka hai ye jo jhagda hai saron ka nahin dastar ka hai lakh dikhlate rahe jauhar-e-afkar-o-hunar tazkira bazm mein fan ka nahin fankar ka hai 'umr bhar ke liye jo dil mein utar jata hai rukh-e-raushan ka nahin husn wo kirdar ka hai kis ki takhliq hai kaisi hai kahin nam nahin zikr mahfil mein har ek samt adakar ka hai dhup se nafs ki bachne ke liye kafi hai mere aangan mein jo saya teri diwar ka hai