Ehsaas

bada ehsan hum farma rahe hain

bada ehsan ham farma rahe hain ki un ke khat unhen lauta rahe hain nahin tark-e-mohabbat par vo raazi qayamat hai ki ham samjha rahe hain yaqin ka rasta tai karne vaale bahut tezi se vapas aa rahe hain ye mat bhulo ki ye lamhat ham ko bichhadne ke liye milva rahe hain ta'ajjub hai ki ishq-o-ashiqi se abhi kuchh log dhoka kha rahe hain tumhen chahenge jab chhin jaogi tum abhi ham tum ko arzan pa rahe hain kisi surat unhen nafrat ho ham se ham apne aib khud ginva rahe hain vo pagal mast hai apni vafa men miri ankhon men aansu aa rahe hain dalilon se use qaail kiya tha dalilen de ke ab pachhta rahe hain tiri banhon se hijrat karne vaale nae mahaul men ghabra rahe hain ye jazb-e-ishq hai ya jazba-e-rahm tire aansu mujhe rulva rahe hain ajab kuchh rabt hai tum se ki tum ko ham apna jaan kar thukra rahe hain vafa ki yadgaren tak na hongi miri jaan bas koi din ja rahe hain bada ehsan hum farma rahe hain ki un ke khat unhen lauta rahe hain nahin tark-e-mohabbat par wo raazi qayamat hai ki hum samjha rahe hain yaqin ka rasta tai karne wale bahut tezi se wapas aa rahe hain ye mat bhulo ki ye lamhat hum ko bichhadne ke liye milwa rahe hain ta'ajjub hai ki ishq-o-ashiqi se abhi kuchh log dhoka kha rahe hain tumhein chahenge jab chhin jaogi tum abhi hum tum ko arzan pa rahe hain kisi surat unhen nafrat ho hum se hum apne aib khud ginwa rahe hain wo pagal mast hai apni wafa mein meri aankhon mein aansu aa rahe hain dalilon se use qail kiya tha dalilen de ke ab pachhta rahe hain teri banhon se hijrat karne wale nae mahaul mein ghabra rahe hain ye jazb-e-ishq hai ya jazba-e-rahm tere aansu mujhe rulwa rahe hain ajab kuchh rabt hai tum se ki tum ko hum apna jaan kar thukra rahe hain wafa ki yaadgaren tak na hongi meri jaan bas koi din ja rahe hain

apni haalat ka khud ehsas nahin hai mujh ko main ne auron se suna hai ki pareshan hun main

khuda aise ehsas ka nam hai rahe samne aur dikhai na de

wo jo viran phira karta hai

vo jo viran phira karta hai us ke sar men koi sahra hoga tujh se dil tere parastaron ka tutte tutte tuuta hoga jhuk ke jo aap se milta hoga us ka qad aap se uncha hoga vo jo marne pe tula hai 'akhtar' us ne ji kar bhi to dekha hoga wo jo viran phira karta hai us ke sar mein koi sahra hoga tujh se dil tere parastaron ka tutte tutte tuta hoga jhuk ke jo aap se milta hoga us ka qad aap se uncha hoga wo jo marne pe tula hai 'akhtar' us ne ji kar bhi to dekha hoga

taklif mit gai magar ehsas rah gaya khush hun ki kuchh na kuchh to mere pas rah gaya

phir koi naya zakhm naya dard ata ho

phir koi naya zakhm naya dard ata ho us dil ki khabar le jo tujhe bhuul chala ho ab dil men sar-e-sham charaghhan nahin hota shoala tire ghham ka kahin bujhne na laga ho kab ishq kiya kis se kiya jhuut hai yaaro bas bhuul bhi jaao jo kabhi ham se suna ho darvaza khula hai ki koi laut na jaae aur us ke liye jo kabhi aaya na gaya ho shayad ki tire qurb se aa jaae mayassar vo dard ki jo dard-e-judai se siva ho ab meri ghhazal ka bhi taqaza hai ye tujh se andaz-o-ada ka koi uslub naya ho phir koi naya zakhm naya dard ata ho us dil ki khabar le jo tujhe bhul chala ho ab dil mein sar-e-sham charaghan nahin hota shoala tere gham ka kahin bujhne na laga ho kab ishq kiya kis se kiya jhut hai yaro bas bhul bhi jao jo kabhi hum se suna ho darwaza khula hai ki koi laut na jae aur us ke liye jo kabhi aaya na gaya ho shayad ki tere qurb se aa jae mayassar wo dard ki jo dard-e-judai se siwa ho ab meri ghazal ka bhi taqaza hai ye tujh se andaz-o-ada ka koi uslub naya ho

aagahi karb wafa sabr tamanna ehsas mere hi sine mein utre hain ye khanjar sare

nigahon mein chamak dil mein khushi mahsus karta hun

nigahon men chamak dil men khushi mahsus karta huun ki tere bas men apni zindagi mahsus karta huun thaka deti hain jab kaunain ki pahnaiyan mujh ko tire dar par pahunch kar tazgi mahsus karta huun ba-majburi muqaddar ke ufuq se jhankne vaale tiri ankhon men ik sharmindagi mahsus karta huun javani ko saza-e-lazzat-e-ehsas de dena main is had par khuda ko aadmi mahsus karta huun shab-e-akhir falak par timtima kar dubte taare main apne saath tera dard bhi mahsus karta huun nigahon mein chamak dil mein khushi mahsus karta hun ki tere bas mein apni zindagi mahsus karta hun thaka deti hain jab kaunain ki pahnaiyan mujh ko tere dar par pahunch kar tazgi mahsus karta hun ba-majburi muqaddar ke ufuq se jhankne wale teri aankhon mein ek sharmindagi mahsus karta hun jawani ko saza-e-lazzat-e-ehsas de dena main is had par khuda ko aadmi mahsus karta hun shab-e-akhir falak par timtima kar dubte tare main apne sath tera dard bhi mahsus karta hun

mujhe ye dar hai dil-e-zinda tu na mar jae ki zindagani ibarat hai tere jine se

jis qadar fasle badhae hain

jis qadar fasle badhae hain aap utna hi paas aae hain qasido jaan maang lo chahe gar khabar aap un ki laae hain ham ko likhta ki ja chala ja tu kaise jaaen ki tere saae hain ek main hi nahin makin apna aap mehman bin bulae hain khaak koi hasin nazar aae aap jab aankh men samae hain aap to de ke zakhm bhuul gae ham ne marham vo sab banae hain 'ishq ke rog ne sataya tha ab tabibon ke ham satae hain aap ko zindagi kaha aise zindagi ko bhi ham na bhaae hain manta huun vafa nahin lazim khvab kyuun ba-vafa dikhae hain kaun kafir kare jafa 'abrak' vo khayalon men muskurae hain jis qadar fasle badhae hain aap utna hi pas aae hain qasido jaan mang lo chahe gar khabar aap un ki lae hain hum ko likhta ki ja chala ja tu kaise jaen ki tere sae hain ek main hi nahin makin apna aap mehman bin bulae hain khak koi hasin nazar aae aap jab aankh mein samae hain aap to de ke zakhm bhul gae hum ne marham wo sab banae hain 'ishq ke rog ne sataya tha ab tabibon ke hum satae hain aap ko zindagi kaha aise zindagi ko bhi hum na bhae hain manta hun wafa nahin lazim khwab kyun ba-wafa dikhae hain kaun kafir kare jafa 'abrak' wo khayalon mein muskurae hain

maut ki pahli alamat sahib yahi ehsas ka mar jaana hai

har waqt zamane pe nazar rakkhe hue hain

har vaqt zamane pe nazar rakkhe hue hain kis haal men hain dost khabar rakkhe hue hain raton ki siyahi ka asar kuchh nahin un par vo log jo ankhon men sahar rakkhe hue hain tohfe jo mohabbat men kabhi tum se mile the ab tak badi tartib se ghar rakkhe hue hain bedar agar ho bhi gae uth na sakenge ham aise hi ik zaanu pe sar rakkhe hue hain murjhae hue biit gaya ek zamana vo phuul kitabon men magar rakkhe hue hain ham ne bhi kamae hain mohabbat ke khazane jholi men hamari bhi guhar rakkhe hue hain didar ki khvahish men har ik vaqt hi 'najmi' ham us ke dariche pe nazar rakkhe hue hain har waqt zamane pe nazar rakkhe hue hain kis haal mein hain dost khabar rakkhe hue hain raaton ki siyahi ka asar kuchh nahin un par wo log jo aankhon mein sahar rakkhe hue hain tohfe jo mohabbat mein kabhi tum se mile the ab tak badi tartib se ghar rakkhe hue hain bedar agar ho bhi gae uth na sakenge hum aise hi ek zanu pe sar rakkhe hue hain murjhae hue bit gaya ek zamana wo phul kitabon mein magar rakkhe hue hain hum ne bhi kamae hain mohabbat ke khazane jholi mein hamari bhi guhar rakkhe hue hain didar ki khwahish mein har ek waqt hi 'najmi' hum us ke dariche pe nazar rakkhe hue hain

main us ke samne se guzarta hun is liye tark-e-talluqat ka ehsas mar na jae it is for this reason, i often pass her by the pain of our breaking up, may not ever die

koi khushi ghami ho main tab yaad aaunga

koi khushi ghhami ho main tab yaad aunga har haal dhund lunga sabab yaad aunga sab mausamon ko bin mire chahe guzar lo barsat jab bhi aaegi tab yaad aunga khoega jab jahan hasinon ki bhiid men main chand koi aisi hi shab yaad aunga ankhon men le chhupa ki khayalon men dafn kar ban kar main ek khvab-e-tarab yaad aunga tu yaad kar na kar mujhe ye to gavara hai sochega jab tu ghhair ko tab yaad aunga aisi bhi mere dost faraghhat nahin mujhe baitha huun intizar men kab yaad aunga yuun ho ke khush-guman guzari hai zindagi jab yaad aunga to ghhazab yaad aunga kab tak guzaroge yahan auron ki zindagi jab hogi tum ko apni talab yaad aunga khush-fahmi ka ye silsila 'abrak' daraz hai uth jaunga jahan se main tab yaad aunga koi khushi ghami ho main tab yaad aaunga har haal dhund lunga sabab yaad aaunga sab mausamon ko bin mere chahe guzar lo barsat jab bhi aaegi tab yaad aaunga khoega jab jahan hasinon ki bhid mein main chand koi aisi hi shab yaad aaunga aankhon mein le chhupa ki khayalon mein dafn kar ban kar main ek khwab-e-tarab yaad aaunga tu yaad kar na kar mujhe ye to gawara hai sochega jab tu ghair ko tab yaad aaunga aisi bhi mere dost faraghat nahin mujhe baitha hun intizar mein kab yaad aaunga yun ho ke khush-guman guzari hai zindagi jab yaad aaunga to ghazab yaad aaunga kab tak guzaroge yahan auron ki zindagi jab hogi tum ko apni talab yaad aaunga khush-fahmi ka ye silsila 'abrak' daraaz hai uth jaunga jahan se main tab yaad aaunga

kaisi bipta pal rakhi hai qurbat ki aur duri ki khushbu mar rahi hai mujh ko apni hi kasturi ki

raat din aasan hote ja rahe hain

raat din asan hote ja rahe hain jab se ham anjan hote ja rahe hain saans the ham jaan the ham zindagi the ab kidhar vo dhyan hote ja rahe hain kya gila ab kijiye ik dusre se dil hi be-iman hote ja rahe hain tum bhi ab vo apsara si kab rahi ho ham bhi ab insan hote ja rahe hain jis ko jo chahe samajhta hai samajh le is qadar asan hote ja rahe hain dekh ham ko vapsi ke raston par raste hairan hote ja rahe hain ghham alam tanhaiyan vo ratjage sab mere bin viran hote ja rahe hain ham ne socha tha bahut mushkil hai jiina khud-ba-khud asan hote ja rahe hain is tarah azad hain ab sab fazaen qaid khud zindan hote ja rahe hain ham tire bin aaj yuun zinda hain 'abrak' zindagi ki jaan hote ja rahe hain raat din aasan hote ja rahe hain jab se hum anjaan hote ja rahe hain sans the hum jaan the hum zindagi the ab kidhar wo dhyan hote ja rahe hain kya gila ab kijiye ek dusre se dil hi be-iman hote ja rahe hain tum bhi ab wo apsara si kab rahi ho hum bhi ab insan hote ja rahe hain jis ko jo chahe samajhta hai samajh le is qadar aasan hote ja rahe hain dekh hum ko wapsi ke raston par raste hairan hote ja rahe hain gham alam tanhaiyan wo ratjage sab mere bin viran hote ja rahe hain hum ne socha tha bahut mushkil hai jina khud-ba-khud aasan hote ja rahe hain is tarah aazad hain ab sab fazaen qaid khud zindan hote ja rahe hain hum tere bin aaj yun zinda hain 'abrak' zindagi ki jaan hote ja rahe hain

tanhai ke lamhat ka ehsas hua hai jab taron bhari raat ka ehsas hua hai

tum apne shahr ke sare diye bujha dalo

tum apne shahr ke saare diye bujha daalo isi bahane andheron ko aazma daalo purane naqsh-e-qadam raah se mita daalo agar hunar hai nae raste bana daalo kabhi udaas agar ho to yaad kar lo hamen kabhi jo yaad ham aaen hamen bhula daalo tum apne shahr ke sare diye bujha dalo isi bahane andheron ko aazma dalo purane naqsh-e-qadam rah se mita dalo agar hunar hai nae raste bana dalo kabhi udas agar ho to yaad kar lo hamein kabhi jo yaad hum aaen hamein bhula dalo

reza reza kar diya jis ne mere ehsas ko kis qadar hairan hai wo mujh ko yakja dekh kar

tere khutut ke purze shumar karte hue

tere khutut ke purze shumar karte hue phaphak ke roya main tohfe shumar karte hue main chahta huun mire ghar ke paas jangal ho main din guzarun parinde shumar karte hue bas itna padhna hai mujh ko ki pass ho jaun kitab padhta huun safhe shumar karte hue main aaj haar kar aaya phir ek aah bhari purani jiit ke tamghhe shumar karte hue hamari ginti men bas valdain aate hain jahan bhar men se apne shumar karte hue tere khutut ke purze shumar karte hue phaphak ke roya main tohfe shumar karte hue main chahta hun mere ghar ke pas jangal ho main din guzarun parinde shumar karte hue bas itna padhna hai mujh ko ki pass ho jaun kitab padhta hun safhe shumar karte hue main aaj haar kar aaya phir ek aah bhari purani jit ke tamghe shumar karte hue hamari ginti mein bas waldain aate hain jahan bhar mein se apne shumar karte hue

mere andar kai ehsas patthar ho rahe hain ye shiraaza bikharna ab zaruri ho gaya hai

ye fard-e-jurm hai mujh par ki us se pyar karta hun

ye fard-e-jurm hai mujh par ki us se pyaar karta huun main is ilzam se filhal to inkar karta huun jhatak deta hai khvab-e-vasl ka har rang ankhon se ye koshish kya kahun har roz kitni baar karta huun sabhi hairan hain kya tha vo samjhauta judai ka na vo e'lan karta hai na main izhar karta huun miri ankhon men phir jaati hai surat hu-ba-hu us ki main us ke dekhne valon ka jab didar karta huun 'ajab kya hai agar ghata pada mujh ko mohabbat men ye kar-o-bar hai aur men ye kar-o-bar karta huun 'zafar' tasvir ho sakti hai kab ne'mul-badal us ka koi puchhe ye main kis chiiz par israr karta huun ye fard-e-jurm hai mujh par ki us se pyar karta hun main is ilzam se filhaal to inkar karta hun jhatak deta hai khwab-e-wasl ka har rang aankhon se ye koshish kya kahun har roz kitni bar karta hun sabhi hairan hain kya tha wo samjhauta judai ka na wo e'lan karta hai na main izhaar karta hun meri aankhon mein phir jati hai surat hu-ba-hu us ki main us ke dekhne walon ka jab didar karta hun 'ajab kya hai agar ghata pada mujh ko mohabbat mein ye kar-o-bar hai aur mein ye kar-o-bar karta hun 'zafar' taswir ho sakti hai kab ne'mul-badal us ka koi puchhe ye main kis chiz par israr karta hun

mujh ko ehsas-e-rang-o-bu na hua yun bhi aksar bahaar aai hai

raha aakhirat se main be-khabar yun jahan-e-bagh-o-bahaar mein

raha akhirat se main be-khabar yuun jahan-e-baghh-o-bahar men kabhi khushbuon ke safar men tha kabhi jugnuon ki qatar men tiri dars-gah men tha magar na thi ruuh shamil-e-guftugu mujhe khush-ravi bhi buri lagi vo kami thi dil ke qarar men sar-e-khamushi ye sajavaten usi rang-o-bu ki misal hain jo mahak ho qabr ke phuul men jo chamak ho sham'-e-mazar men vo chaman tha mamba'-e-rang-o-bu kai phuul the sar-e-bostan vo jo khushbuon ki misal hon koi ek do the hazar men miri baat ‘razi’-e-nukta-chin jo buri lage to khamosh rah tu ye 'umr yuun hi ganva na de miri laghhzishon ke shumar men raha aakhirat se main be-khabar yun jahan-e-bagh-o-bahaar mein kabhi khushbuon ke safar mein tha kabhi jugnuon ki qatar mein teri dars-gah mein tha magar na thi ruh shamil-e-guftugu mujhe khush-rawi bhi buri lagi wo kami thi dil ke qarar mein sar-e-khamushi ye sajawaten usi rang-o-bu ki misal hain jo mahak ho qabr ke phul mein jo chamak ho sham'-e-mazar mein wo chaman tha mamba'-e-rang-o-bu kai phul the sar-e-bostan wo jo khushbuon ki misal hon koi ek do the hazar mein meri baat ‘raazi’-e-nukta-chin jo buri lage to khamosh rah tu ye 'umr yun hi ganwa na de meri laghzishon ke shumar mein

har taraf apne hi apne hae tanhai na puchh kis qadar khalti hai aksar hum ko binai na puchh

uske gun gane pe ehsas hua ishq hua

us ke gun gaane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua khud pe itrane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua koi ruthe bhi to parvah nahin thi mujh ko us ko manvane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua 'ishq hote hue mahsus nahin hota hai 'ishq ho jaane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua vo nazar aaya to phir nazren chura kar us ko dekhte jaane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua us ne jo baat kahi baat vo tanhai men khud se duhrane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua chot jab us ko lagi khud ko aziyyat de kar chot pahunchane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua tai-shuda ek mulaqat ke tal jaane se khuub pachhtane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua us ke jaate hi mire gulshan-e-dil ke 'gauhar' phuul murjhane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua us ke gun gane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua khud pe itrane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua koi ruthe bhi to parwah nahin thi mujh ko us ko manwane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua 'ishq hote hue mahsus nahin hota hai 'ishq ho jaane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua wo nazar aaya to phir nazren chura kar us ko dekhte jaane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua us ne jo baat kahi baat wo tanhai mein khud se duhrane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua chot jab us ko lagi khud ko aziyyat de kar chot pahunchane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua tai-shuda ek mulaqat ke tal jaane se khub pachhtane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua us ke jate hi mere gulshan-e-dil ke 'gauhar' phul murjhane pe ehsas hua 'ishq hua

auron ki aag kya tujhe kundan banaegi apni bhi aag mein kabhi chup-chap jal ke dekh

chappa chappa kona kona shahr ka humne chhana hai

chappa chappa kona kona shahr ka ham ne chhana hai vaqt ne karvat badli ab har mod yahan an-jana hai faani hai ye maal ye daulat ye duniya ki jhuti shaan yaad rakho jab aae qaza to sab kuchh chhod ke jaana hai nazren ghhair ki chizon par hain imanon ki khair nahin farq vo shayad bhuul gae kya apna kya begana hai din ke ujle-pan men shab ki tariki ham bhuul gae shor-sharaba kar ke thak kar raat ko phir so jaana hai aaj kitaben dekhin un ki asl vahan ma'lum hui lafzon ke sauda-gar hain kuchh karna kuchh farmana hai 'razi' kaun khabar rakhta hai kis ko us ka qurb mila kya hai qalandar kya suufi kya zahid kya divana hai chappa chappa kona kona shahr ka hum ne chhana hai waqt ne karwat badli ab har mod yahan an-jaana hai fani hai ye mal ye daulat ye duniya ki jhuti shan yaad rakho jab aae qaza to sab kuchh chhod ke jaana hai nazren ghair ki chizon par hain imanon ki khair nahin farq wo shayad bhul gae kya apna kya begana hai din ke ujle-pan mein shab ki tariki hum bhul gae shor-sharaba kar ke thak kar raat ko phir so jaana hai aaj kitaben dekhin un ki asl wahan ma'lum hui lafzon ke sauda-gar hain kuchh karna kuchh farmana hai 'raazi' kaun khabar rakhta hai kis ko us ka qurb mila kya hai qalandar kya sufi kya zahid kya diwana hai

hamein kam-bakht ehsas-e-khudi us dar pe le baitha hum uth jate to wo parda bhi uth jata jo hail tha

rafta rafta khwahishen bhi be-zaban hoti gain

rafta rafta khvahishen bhi be-zaban hoti gaiin talkhiyan jab vaqt ke sach ki 'ayan hoti gaiin chand taron ki shu'a'en mehr-e-taban dekh kar asman ki vus'aton men khud nihan hoti gaiin mere lafzon par khayalon par qalam par zehn ki rafta rafta kuchh na kuchh pabandiyan hoti gaiin rabte tuute hain rishte rah gae hain naam ke talkhiyan haael dilon ke darmiyan hoti gaiin ye zamin-o-asman 'razi' ye dil-kash kainat ek nuqte se hazaron kahkashan hoti gaiin rafta rafta khwahishen bhi be-zaban hoti gain talkhiyan jab waqt ke sach ki 'ayan hoti gain chand taron ki shu'a'en mehr-e-taban dekh kar aasman ki wus'aton mein khud nihan hoti gain mere lafzon par khayalon par qalam par zehn ki rafta rafta kuchh na kuchh pabandiyan hoti gain rabte tute hain rishte rah gae hain nam ke talkhiyan hael dilon ke darmiyan hoti gain ye zamin-o-asman 'raazi' ye dil-kash kainat ek nuqte se hazaron kahkashan hoti gain